*2 weeks later*
Zayn had gone out with his friend Danny and while he was gone I decided to take the test. It had been 2 months and I had all the symptoms. I went to the bathroom and came out, I sat on the bed and waited for the result. When it finally came up I grabbed my phone and called Zayn. "Zaynie i've something to tell you," I said into the phone. "Tell me babe," he replied. "I'm pregnant, we're going to be parents." BEEP BEEP BEEP is all that came from the other side of the phone. He doesn't want this. I sobbed a little and got up. I grabbed bags and started to pack my stuff. I went to the kitchen and wrote a note that said: The baby will be gone by the time I leave London. Don't come looking, E.
I think I surprised myself as much as I surprised him when I called for a place to stay but he agreed and came to pick me up. I jumped in Harry's black Range Rover and he took me to his house. When he asked what had happened I just told him I left Zayn, I didn't want to tell him the reason. If Zayn didn't want this what was the point of people knowing. I was sat on Harry's couch with my laptop on my knee searching abortion clinics in London. Harry sat beside me and looked at the screen, that's when I had to tell him the truth. "I'm pregnant, I told Zayn over the phone but he hung up on me. He doesn't want this Harry and I can't do this on my own so I have to get rid of it." "I'm sure he does want it. Does he know where you are?" "No and please don't tell him. I don't want to see him." "Ok." I logged on to instagram on my phone and posted a picture of our hands intwined from the Summer with the caption: Summer Love is never meant to last.
I walked into the house with Danny behind me. "Emily! Em's!" I shouted. It was silent. I walked towards the kitchen and saw a note. I read it and instantly it fell out of my hand. "She's left me, she thinks I don't want the baby and she's getting rid of it. I've got to find her, can you drive me?" "Where?" "Take me to Niall's first." We drove to Niall's, Liam's and Louis' but she wasn't in any of their houses. She didn't really get on well with Harry but I had to give it a shot. Danny pulled up and waited outside in the car. I opened the door and saw her sitting on the couch crying while on the laptop. "Emily," I said. She turned her head and instantly shot up from the couch. "Go away Zayn I don't want to see you," she replied. "I want this Emily, I want you and our baby. I love you so much and you are my main priority, you both are." "Didn't seem like it," she snapped. "I was in shock Em, it's a big thing to be told over the phone. I needed time to let it sync in but by the time I got home you were gone." "I'm not going to make you have something you don't want Zayn." "But I do want it babe, if you leave i'll fall apart. Why do you think I went after you on that plane? Because I need you, and I know that I couldn't live without you. This is a part of us now and there's no way we're killing this baby." I walked towards her and put my hands on her stomach. I pressed my forehead to her's and whispered "understand?" She nodded her head and I pressed my lips gently against her's.
<Shut the door, turn the light off, I wanna be with you, I wanna feel your love, I wanna lay beside you, I cannot hide this even though I try>