*3 days later*
Zayn's mum had called me and asked me to come round for a chat. She assured me Zayn wouldn't be there so I went. We were sitting talking about everything that had happened and how I was coping, how he was coping and how I wanted to try and get him back. I was sobbing telling her everything and suddenly the front door opened and Zayn walked in. "What is she doing here?" "She has a name Zayn." "Then what is the slut doing here?" "Zayn!" "It's what she is! Just get out!" "You have to talk to her!" "I've nothing to say to her!" "Please Zayn! Just a few minutes!" "No! Get out before I throw you out!" "Please! I want to explain everything to you Zaynie!" "Don't call me that!" "I'm not leaving until you hear me out." "Fine!"
She sat down on the couch again and I saw her tear stained cheeks and red puffy eyes. I stood in front of the fireplace and waited for her to talk. "Speak!" "Zayn, Liam kissed me I didn't kiss him, I pushed him away. As for Harry you forgave me for that! I feel empty! I've even thought about leaving, leaving for good." "Then why don't you? Would sure make me happier!" "I don't mean go back to New York, I mean leave this world! I'm such a screw up and i've hurt you enough!" "Don't kill yourself! I don't want you to do that!" "It's my only escape! I've done nothing but hurt you! I love you so much Zayn, your all I think about. I still feel you beside me when I sleep, I need you in my life! You saved me before and I feel terrible for what I did. Just give me one more chance." "I've given you too many chances Emily!" "Please Zayn!" "Only if you promise me one thing!" "Anything!" "No more lies! And please don't hurt yourself or don't ever think about killing yourself again!" "Of course. I want to be Mrs. Malik, I just want you to trust me." "It might take a while but we can try."
<I still hear your voice when you sleep next to me, I still feel your touch in my dreams. Forgive me my weakness but I don't know why, without you it's hard to survive>