41. Love Or Hate?
*2 weeks later*
"Zayn! Get your ass out of bed!" I screamed. No answer again. I stormed upstairs and there he was completely conked out. "UGH!" I shook him and he finally woke. "You need to get up! The boys will be here in 5 minutes!" "I don't want to get up," he groaned. "Fine! Do what you want! I give up but don't blame me when you get in trouble for being late!" I said walking out of the room. I was in the kitchen when the boys came in. "Where's Zayn?" Niall asked. "He won't get up." "He's being lazy!" I shouted so he would hear. "Wake him," Louis said. "I tried. Seriously I hate him so much sometimes." "Then why are you gonna marry him?" "Because I love him," I sighed.
I moved around in the bed and finally got up. I walked to the bathroom and threw cold water on my face. I slowly made my way to the wardrobe and took out jeans and a hoodie. I got changed and walked downstairs. "Seriously I hate him so much sometimes," I heard Emily say. "Then why are you gonna marry him?" Louis asked. "Because I love him." I walked into the kitchen then and walked to the fridge. I took out the milk carton and took a gulp from it. "Zayn!" "What? It's not as if anyone else is gonna drink from it." "Ugh! Just go!" "I need to eat." "Then hurry up!" God she was in a bad mood. I quickly ate a slice of toast and as I walked out of the kitchen I kissed her cheek. "By the way, I hate you too," I said and left. I do hate her sometimes but mostly I hate that I love her. Anyone else would have left her a long time ago but I can't stay mad at her.
<But I hate it. You know exactly what to do so that I can't stay mad at you for too long, that's wrong. But I hate it. You know exactly how to touch so that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more. Said I despise that I adore you>