45. I Really Do Love You
I sat in my dressing room with Perrie. Stupid management making me date her so her band can get publicity. She's a nice girl but i'm still mad at management for making me break up with Emily. Apparently she was a bad influence on me and that our relationship had too much strain and it was making me not work as hard. We were completely silent. "Zayn! Zayn!" Niall shouted coming into the room. "What?" "Emily's here, she's in the crowd and she's with some guy." "She's what?" "She's here, Louis invited her but she has a guy with her." "Where?" "Come on." He took me to the side of the stage and pointed her out to me. "That's just Mikey, he's her friend." "I think he's more than that now mate. I saw them kissing a few minutes ago." "Niall if I tell you something don't tell the rest of the boys." "Ok." "I still love Emily, management made me choose between her and the band. I choose you guys but I regret leaving her." "Zayn, you should have said. We would have talked to management." "There was no convincing them Niall. Now she's moved on." "She thinks you've moved on too, but you have." "I haven't Niall, they're making me and Perrie date for publicity. I need my Em's." "Then go get her," came Perrie's voice from behind me. I turned and there she was. "What?" "Tell her how you feel. I don't mind, you can't deny feelings for someone so go and get her." "Thank you."
The show started and I saw Zayn looking at us. I entwined my fingers in Mikey's to make it look more believable. "Em's, I know you're in the crowd tonight. This is for you," Zayn said in front of thousands of people. The music for Still The One started. They sung the first verse and the chorus came. "I was so stupid for letting you go cause I, I , I know you're still the one. You might have moved on but girl you should know that I, I, I know you're still the one," Zayn sung pointing at me. The concert finished a while later and I went backstage. "Zayn?" I shouted. There he was at the end of the corridor. I ran into his arms and kissed him passionately. "Did you really mean that?" "Yes, Em's management made me end it with you and it was the worst mistake of my life." "What about that girl?" "It was a publicity stunt. What about Mikey?" "I was trying to make you jealous." "It worked." He kissed me again. "I really do love you," he said. "I love you too." I felt happy again, complete, I could feel my heart beat faster and butterflies in my stomach. I want this to last, I need him.
<Cause every time we touch I get this feeling, and every time we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast? I want this to last, I need you by my side>