I jumped in a cab and told him where to go. I wasn't surprised that he wanted me to leave. I paid the driver and walked up to the door. I knocked once and walked on in. Abby and Niall were cuddled up on the couch when I walked to the living room. "Can I stay for a while?" I sniffled from the doorway. They both turned their heads and when Abby saw me she came beside me. "Sure, what happened?" "I slept with Harry last night," I replied. I saw Abby and Niall exchange anxious glances but ignored it. I didn't do much, just sat on the couch with Abby telling her how much I regretted what I did and eventually she called Eleanor and asked her to come over for a girls night to try and cheer me up.
I sat on the couch sobbing quietly to myself and smoking. I put out the remaining cigarette from the packet and sighed. I had smoked 2 packets already and I needed more. I was still shocked about what she told me. It wouldn't have been as bad if it wasn't one of my best friends but I felt broken, betrayed and I was mad. Suddenly my front door opened, part of me wished it was her but when Niall walked in the room I was glad it wasn't her. He sat beside me and told me he knew. He tried to make me feel better by telling me how upset Emily was and how much she regretted what she did but I knew he was as shocked about it as I was. We spent the whole night talking. Normally I was the one having to listen to the boys vent but this time it was Niall who had to listen to me. I sobbed all night and I knew I just couldn't forgive her, not yet anyway.
<When everything's meant to be broken, I just want you to know who I am>