44. Can't Breathe When You're Gone
*2 weeks later*
I was sitting on the couch in Louis and El's living room watching Jeremy Kyle. The door opened and Louis came in. "Hey," he said. "Hi." "What you doing?" "Just watching a bit of Jezza. I think that's what we need to do to figure out our problems." "Good one Emily." "I'm being serious." "I'm sure you are. I want to ask you something." "Go ahead." He sat down on the coffee table in front of me. "I want you to come to our concert tomorrow night." "No." "Please." "I can't face him, he has that Perrie chick and i've no one. I don't want it to be awkward." "It won't be awkward. Please Emily, you need to get out." "Is Eleanor, Danielle and Abby going?" "I think El is going but i'm not sure about the rest. Please." "Fine. But i'm taking someone with me." "Ok." Louis walked to the kitchen and I took out my phone. I texted my close guy friend that moved from NY to London, Mikey. You up for a concert 2moro nite? I need you to pretend to be my boyfriend.
He replied a few minutes later: Sure, i'll come over to Louis' at 7.
That was that planned and now I had to show Zayn that I had moved on even though I really hadn't. I honestly thought I had him figured out but now he has a girlfriend. Maybe he was cheating on me with her? I don't know but I can't function properly when he's gone. Knowing he's happy with someone else kills me.
<Come on, come on, don't leave me like this. I thought I had you figured out, can't breathe whenever you're gone. Can't go back i'm haunted>