I'm doing everything as possible to let my words come out clearly. But I am just slurring my words. Every now and then, I see Liam look me right in the eyes with nothing but guilt. But yet he still refuses anything has happened.
"How dare you" I scream.
He looks at me with puppy dog eyes. "Again love, I have no clue what your talking about"
How the hell could he say things so carelessly. Last time I saw him I was his everything. Was it all a lie?
"You know what, go to hell" I cry. As I turn around and walk back to my apartment doors.
"Shit" I whisper as I realized I forgot my key. I turn to see the boys looking at me and laughing. I stand their banging on the window hoping someone would come and open for me. Ugh.
Its freezing. I'm cold. And ugh. This day can't get anyworse. Well, it better not.
I finally buzz one of my neighbors and they let me in. To my luck, my apartment door was slightly open. And I got in. Good no one has broken in aha.
I go to my bed and try to fall asleep. But ofcorse I can't. So I put on some television. I choose Titanic. Its one of my favourite movies.
2 hours later.
Here come the waterworks. I start crying and crying as Jack is dying. I hate this movie, it makes me cry to much.
As I finally calm down, I hear something hitting my living room window. Oh my gosh, maybe Liam is throwing pebbles or something to appoligize! Yess.
I get so excited. I hop out of bed, and make my way to the living room.
No pebbles. Just two eggs... Smashed against my window. What the hell. Those heartless jerks. I go and look out the window to find the five boys looking up and smiling and waving.
I thought they were more mature than that. Guess not. I give them a smug look and act like I don't care. But on the inside I'm dying. I run to my bed and just think. How could Liam do something like this. I gave him so much love and what do I get in return? Nothing. And as my rage begins to build up I find myself walking to the bathroom.
I've never done this before. But I guess theirs a first time for everything right? I grab a blade from my cabinet. And nervously swipe it across my wrist. Nice and fast to get it over with. To my surprise I'm left with nothing but pure relief.
And with that I clean myself up. And fall right asleep. Hoping tommorow will be a better day.
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