9. Livy Living the Dream...
Everything in class was just starting to become interesting. A lot of projects and tests, but Zayn and I worked through most of them together. In the classes we had together, we were partners for every project and studied together for every test. I still didn’t know how he was feeling around me, but I knew how I was feeling around him. We had been hanging out with the boys a lot and I loved every single one of them. They were like the brothers I never had. I am an only child, so to hang out with 5 teenage boys was something different for sure. I had also been spending a lot of time with Olivia as well. She and I became quite close and she knows everything about the boys, especially Zayn. She has even hung out with us a couple of times. We all call her ‘Livy’ for short. Niall came up with it, and it just sort of fit. Over the course of a couple weeks, Livy has developed the cutest crush on Harry. I mean, with his cute eyes, and full curls, he is hard to resist for sure. His cheeky smile always cheers me up, and I know Livy thinks the world of him. I wanted to say something to Harry about Livy, but something told me he did not feel the same way. I didn’t know for sure, and I guess I didn’t want to. One day though, Livy and I were back in our room after going to the movies with the boys, and she demanded to know how Harry was feeling. I told her I honestly did not know, but that was not enough for her. She wanted me to find out, so I told her I would try my best….
Wow, everything is going so great here at Laurier. I love all the new mates I have met. They are all so incredible. One in particular though has caught my eye… Michelle, Shelly for short. She is absolutely stunning, and her eyes speak to me like nothing before. I’m not sure if she is interested in anyone though, I know how focused she has been on her studies. Maybe she doesn’t even have time for a boyfriend or anything like that. If only she could hear me sing…that would change everything I bet. I know the rest of the lads sing as well, but I’m the ladies’ man, I’m supposed to win her heart. It feels so different with Shelly though, I feel as though I need to get to know her, and win her over. I don’t know if I can be just friends with someone as amazing as her, and brilliant too. Shelly is quite smart and I love intelligence in a girl. Livy is quite pretty and smart as well but I know she is completely off limits because all the boys know that Nialler has developed a whole lot of feelings for her! I wonder if she has even noticed him yet…I hope so.
Livy is so amazing. I’m glad to have made such good friends with the boys, shelly and Livy. It isn’t a secret that I would like to be more than friends with Livy, though. Well, maybe it is a secret to her. It feels as though she has not even acknowledged my existence too much. She talks to me and such when we are out, but I’m just not sure she thinks of me about more than anything other than a friend. It isn’t fair: Harry gets all of the girls, and all I want is Livy. I think she is absolutely incredible. Her blonde, curly hair falls down her back just perfectly, as though each piece was properly curled and set into place each day. I just wish I knew how she felt.