I was exhausted after everyone obsessed over me coming back. It had only been a day! But I swore to never tell anyone what had happened,
Scott hadn't raped me or anything. But I still didn't want to reminisce on what had happened.
I went to bed that night thinking about what Harry had told me, "... Only time will tell." I didn't know, I knew I would break one of their hearts, and that would break mine. I didn't know how to choose, and I guess Harry was right.
Only time will tell.
I fell asleep saying that to myself. I woke up that morning to the sun blinding my eyes, my curtains weren't shut, with the window wide open, "Trent! Did you open the window?" I yelled at her, she was probably downstairs.
"No, your Grams did!" I heard her yell back, that meant she was alright. I jumped straight out of bed and into the kitchen, looking for my Grams.
"Grams!!!!" I hugged her tight, "I'm so glad you're okay!" She smiled, and so did I.
"Yes, I told you it was only minor, I got your flowers too." I had sent her flowers? I nodded, confused. I didn't send flowers, I'll have to ask the boys and Trent about that later.
"I'm just relieved that you're okay." I wiped away a tear of happiness. "I'm going to go get some food, okay?" I went to the store.
After that day, nothing really had happened. I hung out with the boys almost everyday, when they weren't busy, and they wouldn't be leaving for a few months, for the tour. I also talked to Trent the day after my Grams came back, I had broken my promise to myself, and told her what had happened. She said that I had done the right thing. I knew she was right. A week to the day later, I walked downstairs, thinking to myself. I felt something in my chest, but I didn't know what it was, until I turned on the radio set.
"And that was Ed Sheeran with 'The A Team''. Now, a request, 'Gotta Be You' by One Direction!"
Girl I see it in your eyes, you're disappointed.
'Cuz I'm the foolish one that you anointed with your heart,
I tore it apart
And girl what a mess I've made upon your innocence
No woman in the world deserves this, so here I am,
asking you for one more chance!
It made that thing in my heart explode, I knew what it was. It was feelings, feelings that I knew I shouldn't have.
Feelings for that one boy that I had known for a month.
I had to set things straight, I had to get him out of my heart, at least into the friend zone. I walked over to the house next door.
Knock knock knock
I didn't feel like ringing the doorbell.
"Jellope." He opened the door and greeted me. "Hi, I was wondering if we could talk." I walked in and we sat on the couch. I didn't want to go into his room.
"What about?" He looked into my eyes, I couldn't believe that just last month, I had idolized him, and now I was falling hard.
"I think we should just stay friends." I was pushing my feelings behind my back and I knew it. I just couldn't handle it. I needed to sort everything in my life out right now. I saw a pang of resentment in his breath taking green orbs.
"I don't. I think we should become more than friends." I couldn't believe how up front he was being. While I was trying to push him back.
"I'm sorry, but friends is all I can take right now!" I couldn't hold back anymore, I started sobbing.
"Oh my God Miranda. I'm so sorry." He wrapped his warm arms around my fragile body, holding me tight. I soaked his shirt.
I started laughing and he looked at me like I was some sort of psycho lady, "Why are you laughing?" He whispered into the top of my head, "I was just thinking, this was kind of how we met, I started crying."
With that, he laughed too, and we became a laughing entanglement of arms and legs, because we were rolling around the sofa.
"Can I kiss you right now?" I was shocked, I had just told him I could only handle being friends =, and now he was asking me if he could kiss me? No, Harry Styles, fuck no. I don't care if I look cute or beautiful when I'm laughing, but you can NOT kiss me.
"No." He just got up and walked away, leaving me on the sofa, eyes wide and mouth open.
"No." I whispered again to myself.
Hi again. So this chapter was kind of messed up. I'm sorry, I was watching Ghost Adventures, and I am like, infatuated by that. I FREAKING LOVE THAT SHOW!!!!!! x) I seriously love Ghost Adventures though. Okay, byee. ; )