Looking For Miranda [Book: 1]

"We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone."

Miranda runs away, love lost, body broken, will she find love? Or will it eventually tear her up inside? Will she ever trust anyone besides her best-friend, or can two boys open her eyes to something she thought she had lost in the past?

One Direction Fanfiction.


30. Chapter Twenty Nine


I absolutely can NOT believe that the next chapter will be number thirty!!! It feels like they just got hit by the ball! Wait what?

Haha, reference to chapter three and four...

Okay, off to write!!!


~Miranda's POV~


I woke up and looked around, Trent had her feet on my stomach, her hand on my boobs, and her head on the floor. Yupp, we sleep normal.

We fell asleep on eachother and that was how we woke up. 

"TRENT GET YOUR HAND OFF MY MERCHANDISE!!!!" I stood up and she fell off the bed completely.

"Wha.. WHAT?" She screamed as her feet hit the floor, "Oww." 

"You're a perverted sleeper." I laughed and put on black striped sailor shorts, a thecomputernerd01 Leeroy shirt, (Look it up) and olive green Keds. 

"Why do you wear such weird clothes?" She looked me up and down as a guy would.

"My style isn't weird, it's unique. And don't even say you don't have three of thecomputernerd01's shirts! I have all of 'em and I'm proud of it!!!" I shot back, "Fine, you're right, but honestly, try to dress a little more normal."

"NEVER!!!" I threw some of my clothes at her, "Well, this would look more normal than that!" She held up my pink crop top and camouflage shorts. 

"That's cute, but  I like what I'm wearing better." I raspberried at her and ran out of my room, down the stairs, and into the fridge.

"TRENT!!!! You want something to eat?" I yelled up the stairs. "Sure! Pick anything I don't care!" 

That's what I did. I grabbed everything I could hold and dumped it on the couch. 

I had a bag of Doritos, a bag of Lays, pretzels, pickles, a tub of butter, a half bottle of Gatorade, marshmallows, two oranges, an apple, and a bag of salami. Interesting.

"FOOD!!!" I yelled, she came down and we started off on the pretzels, they were pretty big.

We were halfway through the bag of salami when a certain blonde boy came barging in on us, screaming about us and food.

"You can't just have a pig out without me! I like eating a lot! You should have invited me, now you must let me eat with you!" He came and sat in between the two of us. 

"Niall, you've been spying on us?" I raised my eyebrow at him, "Umm, no, I smelled food? From my house... I like your shirt." He tried to change the subject, I rolled my eyes.

"Thanks, don't touch my food, kay?" I huddled up into a ball with the Lays, pickles, and Gatorade. He made a face at me and jumped over the couch onto me, "Don't crush my babies!!!" I shielded the chips.

"Niall get off of me," I was being squished by the teenage boy, "I'll give you five seconds." I started counting, "One..." He didn't budge, "Two..." No movement, "Three..." Nothing, "Four..." "FINE!!! I want food though." He got off me and started pouting next to me.

"Now don't be a baby, you can have one handful of chips." I could be generous, so I gave him some.

"Thank you!" He inhaled them in one bite, this boy.

We ended up playing video games, me beating those two at Mario Kart, a shooting game, Guitar Hero, and I lost at Just Dance.

"Wow, you're good!" Niall high-fived me after I beat the two in Mario Kart.

He gave me that tingly feeling that I couldn't put my finger on, just like Harry. This was so confusing. Why couldn't I just fucking remember the two boys?

I must've been dozing off, I had a hand waving in front of my face. "Wha, what sorry." I looked at the boy whose hand was in my face.

"You didn't hear me? Okay, I said, do you want to go get something to eat now? Trent headed off to see Liam again."Well that's not surprising, but I would love to, let me get my purse and I'll be right out." I went to get my purse and my phone.

I came back a minute later and he had the Wii turned off and was waiting.

"And we're off!" I had just then noticed that I'd been doing a lot, well at least more than usual, of stuff with Harry and Niall. Well, I'd been doing more with them than I had with Trent, she was usually off with Liam, we should have a girls' day.

"Where're we going?" I asked him as we walked out the door, me locking it behind us. 

"I thought we could go to Taco Bell? I kind of feel like tacos right now." I smiled, I loved Taco Bell.

"Excellent. I love that place." We got into his Jeep and drove off towards the restaurant.  

"Get one of the party pack things, I'm pretty hungry." He smiled, "Me too! You're my kinda girl."

"What?" "Oh nothing, sorry." I nodded and we got our food. "Okay, even split, 3 regular, 3 Doritos tacos for each of us heh?" He nodded, his eyes sparkling at the mention of food. 

We finished, okay, don't judge, I eat a lot. "Wow, you ate all of those?" I nodded, wiping my mouth of hot sauce, "And the hot sauce on them?!" His eyes practically bugged out of his eyes.

"I like to eat, I love spicy things. I don't care, I do what I want." I said all in a weird voice. I just laughed as he stared at me in awe.

"Well I can't argue with that." I knew he ate a lot too. We went back home and started at talking.

"Okay, so there's something that Harry's been keeping from me, and I know it involves you, too." Niall got all fidgety at this.

"Uhm. I don't know?" The Irish boy said in a questioning tone.

"C'mon Niall, I know you do. Please I really want to remember everything! I don't want to feel like there's something being kept from me and that I most likely won't remember! It's like part of me is missing, I want to find myself. Please Niall." I wept and my emotions just poured out. I usually wasn't like this. Hmm.

"Shh. Shh Miranda settle down. Don't cry love. It's alright." I looked into his eyes, "Will you tell me then?"

He gave in, "Fine." I couldn't wait to hear this. "Well, you see. Okay, do you feel anything around either Harry or me? Or both of us?" I nodded. "Like butterflies." I put my head down.

"Look at me." He tilted my chin up. "Us two, Harry and I, we like you. More than you could know. You once told us that you liked us both too. We all agreed to take it slow and let you decide in time. To you know, get to know both of us better. The doctor told us when you were asleep that there was some kind of mental/emotional pain or something. That's why you lost your memory." I was shocked. These boys were why I lost my memory? 

"Wasn't the crash why I couldn't remember?" I was confused. "Partially. Anyways, you were really confused and didn't want to deal with it any more. They said they were thoughts you didn't want to remember." Oh, that makes sense.

"Thanks for telling me." I tucked my brown hair behind my petite little ear. "I'm sorry." He looked at me.

"Why are you sorry, darling?" He chuckled, making me smile, "I feel like I could be hurting you and Harry. You two not knowing if I will pick either one of you. Or if I'm just gonna leave you both heartbroken." He frowned.

"We will always be here for you. It's hard, we get it. I will always be there with you. I promise." Those are the things I hate. Promises. Nobody ever seems to keep them, or know really how powerful they are. 

"Thank you." I wrapped my arms around his frame, smiling into his shirt.

"Anytime, love. I'm here for you." And I truly believed him.

"I'm getting tired, I think I'll be going now." He stood up, "You know you're more than welcome to stay here. I don't mind." 

"If you're okay with it, I am. Where will I sleep?" Damn, I didn't think of that.

"Damn, umm. You could just sleep in my bed, I don't mind. I don't need blankets, you can be under, I'll be on top of them." 

"Do you think.." "No, it's fine. Just maybe turn around. I kind of need to change." 

"Oh, yeah. Wait. I'm gonna go get a water." He left and I changed into my pajamas, brushed my teeth, and put my hair up for bed.

"Good night, Nialler." He kissed my forehead, "Good night Miranda." 

I fell asleep with his arms wrapped around my waist. It wasn't even a little awkward, just nice. I slept like a baby that night.


Hey!!! So I haven't updated in a few days, sorry! But this is a short chapter, again sorry, and I did get some Mirall action in this time! Your welcome Mirall shippers. SO who ships Mirall and who ships Harandy/Marry? (Worst ship name ever, Harandy, what other ones will be better???)

I kind of had writers block, because I have my mind on my other stories too, I have like three others that I'm writing. Anyways, I am going to make a different cover, this one if kind of ugly, I will put it on the story tomorrow. 

So keep reading, sharing, commenting, feedbacking (If that's a word, it would mean to give feedback and put your opinions and ideas on) and being you!!!

The cover will look different, and it will be so much better :D

BYEEEE!!!!!!!!    - Danni

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