Looking For Miranda [Book: 1]

"We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone."

Miranda runs away, love lost, body broken, will she find love? Or will it eventually tear her up inside? Will she ever trust anyone besides her best-friend, or can two boys open her eyes to something she thought she had lost in the past?

One Direction Fanfiction.


37. Chapter Thirty Six



~Miranda's POV~


"What do you mean Niall's gone?" I shouted at the curly haired boy.

"Well, he isn't in his room, and he didn't tell anyone where he was going. So yeah, he's gone." Harry scratched the back of his head, "Us boys, Liam, Louis and I are going to go look for him, Zayn's gonna stay in his room to see if he comes back. I need you two to stay here so if he contacts either one of you, you can tell Zayn." We nodded, but of course I wasn't going to stay in a room and wait while the boys search for him, when I know where he is.

"Miranda, you better not go looking for him. You have to promise me. He'll come back on his own time." I sighed, "Alright, I promise." I couldn't, so I crossed my fingers.

"Ugh, now I'm hungry, I'm gonna go to snack machine." She nodded, I felt bad betraying her, but I had to.

I grabbed my phone and went out the door, making my way to a cab.

I knew exactly where Niall would be. 

He had told me of an amazing place when we were playing our coin flip game. I just knew that's where he would be, well, I hoped.

It was a little cottage in the woods, I know, cliche huh? But anyways, he had told me that when he was little, his family used to take vacations here, and his brother showed him a special place. There was a park, and there was a forest, and in that forest was the... Cottage!!!

I had the cab driver take me to the park. I hoped that I had the right park. I arrived at my destination about 15 minutes later, paid the guy, and went into the park.

There were a few families that stared at me, in my bright orange pants, I know. One of the old women mumbled, just loud enough for me to hear, "Youth these days." 

I was about to slap her, but I didn't. I went into the woods, and tried to blend in as well as I possibly could. 

I walked about 20 feet, and sure enough, there was a little, pale yellow, ivy covered cottage. It was completely adorable.

I could hear an angelic voice and a guitar coming from inside, so I crawled over and sat under the window.

"Oh, who would've thought we would end up like this?

Where everything we talked about is gone,

And the only chance we had of moving on

Was trying to take it back before it all went wrong."

I wanted to cry, but I was drained of tears. I knew he was singing "Before The Worst" because of me, don't get me wrong, The Script are fucking amazing, but this song made me sad sometimes.

I heard the singing and guitar stop, and footsteps walked over to the front of the cottage, by the door.

I immediately thought ahead, and climbed over into the woods a few feet, enough for him to not notice me. And, my luck, my phone rang.

> Sex Goddess (Trent) <  - Where dafuq r u?!?!?

Me - I'm sorry, I had to go look, I found him. Don't say anything.

> Sex Goddess (Trent) <  - Fine, be safe honey!!!

Me - I will xoxo

Yupp. We were just weird, if you hadn't figured that out yet.

Next thing I knew, my phone was ringing, Niall.

I let it go to voicemail, since I didn't know who he was calling for.

Shit, if I called him, then who would it come up with?

I decided to listen to the voicemail, "Miranda, why'd you leave? We need to talk." That was all it said. 

I gave up and went over to the cottage.

"Niall." He turned around, his back was to the front door. 

"Kennedy, what are you doing here?" Well, I forgot that I was Kennedy, also.

"My name actually isn't Kennedy, and I've known you or half a year now. My hair is brown and I broke your heart." His complexion instantly changed when I said that.

"Miranda. I thought you were gone. You left me twice." I looked at the floor, "Actually only once, but I came back. I couldn't just leave and never come back."

"Miranda, you ripped my heart to pieces, and then you come back, and pretend to leave. You become a different person and then tell me, what the hell?!" He slammed his fist into the wall.

"Niall, I..." "No, you can't just do this to me. I was going to tell you that I loved you, and waited for you. But I have a girlfriend." What? My head shot up, "What?" It came out in a whisper.

"I have a girlfriend. Her name is Molly." Oh my god. I swear. If it was the one, I would die, literally, throw myself off a roof.

"Molly Oreno?" He nodded.

"How could you?" I pushed my way out the cottage door and started walking the way I came, I knew how to get to the hotel from here.

He didn't come after me, so I knew it was true. 

As if on cue, it started raining.

I got back, soaked to my skin, and shook like a dog when I got outside of my room.

"Trent, open up!" I banged on the door.

"What? Babe what's wrong?" She opened up the door and I hugged her. "Girlfriend. Molly. Niall." She understood. I wasn't crying, but I was breathing heavily.

"Oh. Miranda, you told him? He knows you're not Kennedy? I'm so sorry, I knew." She started crying, she knew.

"You. Knew? How could you not tell me? I thought you were my fucking best friend! You let me make a fool of myself, and now he doesn't even love me anymore!!! He's dating that shitbucket Molly. You know, the one who would bully me? Yeah, you knew." I pushed away from her, sitting on my bed.

"Miranda, you don't understand. I couldn't tell you. I wanted to so bad, but he wouldn't let me. He knew you'd be heartbroken and he wanted to tell you, so you wouldn't be mad at him. And so you'd hate him. He wants to be with you, but he can't see it. That's how boys are, they tell you they love you, then they think they don't. They're stupid. Miranda I'm so sorry, please forgive me." I knew she was telling the truth.

"I do. But why? Of all people, why Molly? And how long?" I looked up to the girl.

"Since a week or two after you left. Molly came over with him after they went to a club, I knew she was up to no good instantly. I tried telling him, but he pushed me away. He said he really liked her and I couldn't change his mind. She's a bitch, and everybody but Niall saw it from the start. He's blinded by heartbreak. You need to save him. Wait a few days though. When we can leave you two alone, so I would say next week before we load the bus again. Or. You ould break his heart again, as he is doing to you."

I would do that. Fuck Molly, she can go die in Hell for all I care, so I'd break them up.

"I'll do it. The second one." I nodded.

"Do what? Miranda, what will you do?" Niall walked in, how the fuck!?!?

"Nothing. Go away, I don't want to talk to you." I frowned and grabbed dry pajamas to change into.

"I heard my name and break. Tell me." He grabbed my arm, twisting it, "Ow, Niall, that hurts. Go away." I pulled away, "Sorry." He left, thank god.

"Operation Break is on it's way to take off, change and we'll discuss it." I went to change.

What was I about to do?

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Okay, what'd you think? Should she continue with Plan B, or go back to Plan A?


I will update I hope tomorrow or Thursday, depends.

Bye! Love you!!





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