Looking For Miranda [Book: 1]

"We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone."

Miranda runs away, love lost, body broken, will she find love? Or will it eventually tear her up inside? Will she ever trust anyone besides her best-friend, or can two boys open her eyes to something she thought she had lost in the past?

One Direction Fanfiction.


35. Chapter Thirty Four

Okay, so there were 3 people who wanted bad first, and then 2 people who wanted good first. 

Alas, bad first wins because the good news will cheer you up from the bad news or whatever shiz.

Well. HERE YOU GO!!!!!!!::::::

So, don't cry, but this story is ending in less than six chapters! Maybe.

More details at the end! Sorry!


~Miranda's POV~


I took a look at my suitcase one more time, making sure I had all I needed in there. My duffel and mini suitcase were already packed and I was finally ready to go on tour, with One Direction.

"Miranda!!! Trent's here!" I grabbed my bags and rolled the luggage out of Nicki's apartment.

"I'll miss you! Be careful and don't forget about me!" I hugged my aunt as we exchanged goodbyes, "How could I forget you? No seriously you're my aunt. I will be careful and if you don't hear from me in a week, suspect the worst. Issue a missing person and look for One Direction's next concert. Heh, bye!" I waved and climbed into the beeping taxi.


"How much?" I asked the man, "Nope, it was pre-paid." He sped off, leaving me at the airport. "What's up your vagina?" I mumbled and started walking towards the entrance when I was bombarded by two girls.

"Trent! El!" I was sandwiched in a hug between them and I felt relaxed. Like I was complete, almost.

"MIRANDA!!! You bitch, up and leave us with 5 teenage boys? One of which wouldn't leave his room, unless it was to bathe or eat. You broke his heart." Eleanor really laid it on gently, huh? *Sarcasm*

"I'm sorry, I thought it was for the best, but wait, you said ONE boy? Who?" They tilted their heads, "Oh yeah, Niall. He just cracked after Trent told us everything. I think Harry was sad, but he got over it. I don't understand guys. Also, don't say anything to Niall about him looking kind of bad, but he does. You changed him Mir'." Well, thank you Trent.

"Alright, thanks." We went in and boarded the flight, they were taking us back to London to start the tour with the bus.

"MIRANDA!!!" Louis came and tackled me in a hug, oh Lou.

"Hello Louis, how are you?" He smiled, "Good, and you?" I frowned, "Well, right now I am being completely squished by a 21 year old BOY. So might you get off and spare my life?" Yes, he's 21, but still a fricking boy! He got up and lent me a hand.

"Thanks." I went to my seat, this was a private jet, so I bypassed the four sleeping boys and went to the back where there was a couch thing.

I plugged my headphones in my phone. I was soothed into a dreamless sleep by the words of Ed Sheeran's Sunburn.


"Miranda, wake up babe." Eleanor shook me awake, we had become closer over the few months I had known her, we texted and skyped a lot, with Trent of course.

"Walk away. I need as much beauty sleep as I can get." Woah, woah, woah, hold up. I'm not one of those girls who is like, 'Oh I'm so ugly, I am so fat.' or one of those attention whores. I like my face the way it is, and if you don't, you can go suck your mother's cock. I think my body could be worked on, but I'm just too lazy to do anything about it.

"You're beautiful, now get up or Trent's gonna eat your french toast. Harry made everyone some." I shot up faster than your mom could spread her legs. I'm sorry, just had to. 

"Bitch move outta my way!!!" I brushed my teeth as fast as anyone could brush their teeth, I mean, who wants to eat the germs from the night?

"MOVE!!!" I pushed everyone, meaning Liam, Trent, Zayn, and Louis out of my way. I was at the front and everyone behind me complained while I got me my french toast. Did I mention I love french toast?

"Where's Niall?" Eleanor already had her food, I have no idea how, but I sat next to her.

"He's in his bunk, the curtain's pulled and when it is, he shouldn't be bothered." I frowned, why wouldn't he come out for fucking FRENCH TOAST?!?!?!? Oh yeah, me.

"I feel really bad, but it was for the best. I hope." "Me too, me too." Trent magically appeared next to me and I hugged her and kissed her forehead.

"Babe I missed you too, but the PDA isn't needed." I smiled even bigger, "Oh, but it is. I missed you soo much, sissy!!!" She shook her head and ate her toast.

I finished mine in a couple minutes and went to change. I didn't care, so I took the first things in my duffel. They happened to be my British flag pants (don't ask, Trent), and an 'I Love Cats' T-shirt, which Harry got me. (http://www.polyvore.com/little_bit_harry_in_your/set?id=81544150)

"Miranda! We're stopping in a few minutes for a signing! Be ready in about five!" Woah, Liam, we got the Daddy Directioner nickname coming true. But wow, a signing already? Better get my shades, and a beanie to disguise myself.

We arrived at the signing in a few minutes and I saw Niall for the first time awake. He didn't even acknowledge my existence and walked past me. Rude much?

"So do you girls want to got shopping while their at their signing? It usually takes them a long time." Trent and I agreed with the experienced Eleanor and we were off.


"So how many bags do you have?" I looked to Trent, "A bagazillionmish." Eleanor and I cracked up at her unknown word.

"Me too. But I'm glad I got a job when I was at Nicki's, or else I would be shit broke!" I took my bags back to my bunk area, there were little compartments for your clothes, which I thought was cute. I took the many clothes and started putting them in my suitcase.

I was going to try to be sophisticated, so I made a plan. I would make an outfit and put it in my suitcase in which order I would wear it, then I would do the same with my duffel. I did that and the boys burst into the tour bus. 

"Oh, what'd you get me?" Louis came in and took a bag from Eleanor. "Nothing! You weren't there! You get nothing!" They argued for about another ten minutes, which I found amusing. They were so perfect.

"Miranda, can I talk to you in private?" I followed Liam into the back or the bus, which had a barrier to block out the front. 

"Is this about Trent? Because I apologize if she did something when I was gone." He chuckled and shook his head. 

"Gladly no, she's so perfect, gosh. But anyways, it's about Niall." My smile instantly fell.

"It's my fault. He isn't himself and he acts like I don't exist. He won't even look at me." Liam pulled me into a hug.

"I know, it's not good. When you left he broke. He thinks that it's his fault that you left. He thinks that you don't like him and that you're scared." I thought back to that day, "I was scared, I do like him, a lot. But I just can't deal with anything like relationship wise yet. I don't want him to be different than he usually is because of me. How did he act at the signing?" 

"He acted like he usually does, I think it gets his mind off of you. But I think you need to talk to him." I didn't want to make the first move, that wasn't something I usually did.

"I can't." Liam looked at me weirdly. "I think you can, you just don't want to." "No, Liam. I just can't." This was the exact reason why I had left. Niall.

I guess I didn't want to face the fact that I was falling for him.

I fell for a wonderful Irish boy.

But now I would have to face the fact that he wanted nothing to do with me.

I broke his heart, and now he was breaking mine.



Deep shit I put there, huh?

Okay, so this was a short chapter, and I made you wait a long time. I promise to update a long chapter in a few days, but I have a band concert tomorrow night, 6-8.


Well, so, as you know, Looking For Miranda is ending in less than ten chapters!! NOO!!!!

But... But but but....

THERE WILL BE A SEQUEL!!! As if you sluts didn't know that ;)

Depending on how long I make this and where I end it, the sequel will probably be published in Early July or Late July. Sometime in June I am planning.


So, if this story gets to 200+ faves by June 10, I will make the sequel earlier and make an epilogue and preview to sequel.

225+ faves = epilogue

245+ faves = preview of sequel

Every time there are 5 extra faves than 200 , there will be an extra chapter. The minimum number of chapters I am writing is 38. In other words, I'll post at least 4 more. But the maximum is 40. Heh, tricked you bitches.

BUT, there must be 201 faves before I add new chapters, so if there gets to be 206 faves before June 10, there will be 39 chapters, and if there's 211 faves before then, there'll be 40 chapters.

If there are enough favorites for an epilogue, I'll put it up, and then I will post the sequel one week after.


If there aren't enough faves for an epilogue, the sequel will be posted when I want. Haha, no, it'll be posted close to when I said it would up there ^^^

I will put a chapter up here, saying that the sequel is up. 

It all depends on you guys <3

Love you so much!!!

Danni ☼


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