Looking For Miranda [Book: 1]

"We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone."

Miranda runs away, love lost, body broken, will she find love? Or will it eventually tear her up inside? Will she ever trust anyone besides her best-friend, or can two boys open her eyes to something she thought she had lost in the past?

One Direction Fanfiction.


18. Chapter Seventeen

MEH!! MEH!! MEH MEH MEH!!!!!!! Breathe Danni!!!! Okay, sorry, BUT THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH I AM IN FREAKING LOVE WITH YOU ALL FOR GETTING ME TO 108 FAVES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm just so, emotional, I'm sorry. But seriously, 108 freaking favorites and 67 likes, I'm just overjoyed!!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry I haven't updated in like four days, but my sister had a big birthday thing and I couldn't get on because of it. I feel really bad so I'm gonna try to update twice, maybe. - LOVE YOU SO FREAKING MUCH!!!!!!!! Danni 


~Miranda's POV~


What was I seeing?!?!? Oh my gosh.

"Break it up you two! This is my room too!!!" I laughed and separated Triam, Tint, or Lint. Their couple name I came up with. I can't choose between Triam, Lint, and Tint. Hmm. 

They both blushed and wiped their lips. They were having a full blown make out session.

"Next time put a hanger on the door handle or something!!!" I sat on the separate seat, leaving them next to eachother on the love seat. 

"I gotta goo take a shower, and I DON'T want to see you two having sex when I get out okay?" I pointed at them like a teacher would do. "Woah, Miranda, we're only just a couple. We don't want to rush things." Trent stood up and surrendered.

"By the look of what I just walked in on, I beg to differ. You two should go to the beach or something. It's nice out." I grabbed my clothes and iPod to take into the bathroom. Yes, I listened to music while showering, got a problem with that?

I put on my playlist with One Direction (of course), Ed Sheeran, Gotye, Green Day, Austin Mahone, The Ready Set, and Never Shout Never, on it. I listened to a variety, you could say, of music.

"I see you walk by, extra fly, baby where you going? Can I roll?"I sang along to 'Say Somethin' by Austin Mahone as I took my shower, when I got out I put on the dress Niall made me buy, and some white TOMs. I blow dried my hair, naturally straight.

"Babe you look stunning." Harry was outside of my bathroom door. And freaking the shit out of me.

"How the hell did you get in my house?" I punched his shoulder.

"Let's just say you don't know how to lock the door. You should, I don't want you getting hurt. Love."

"I'm not your babe, or anyone's. I'm sorry but please don't call me that, and I'm American so when people call others 'love', it means that you're basically dating. I'm sorry." I don't know why I had said all of that to him, it sounded so, so harsh. I regretted it.

"Fine, I'm just going to leave then. Miranda." I don't know how he meant to say my name, but it hurt, like he meant to hurt me.

He ran down stairs and slammed the door. I took his advice and locked the door after him. It was Trent, because she had left with Liam before he was here.

I ran back to my room and slammed that door too. Watching Harry walk back to his house with his hands in his pockets. 

My phone started ringing. It was an unknown number so I wanted to see if it was my grandma from the hospital or something.

"You bitch, you tried tricking me. 'This is Kathy'. I know your voice anywhere. It's you Miranda and I know it. I have a tracking app so I can find you with one push of a button and know where you are at anytime. Either you meet me, or I will harm every person in your life. Meet me at the private beach on Lent Road. Tomorrow at three in the morning. Be there. And if you tell anyone, well, you figure that out." The line went dead. He didn't even let me speak. But I couldn't let anyone get hurt. I knew Scott would kill them all. And then what he would do to me. I couldn't stand thinking about it. 

I couldn't hold it back anymore. I started bawling, and of course, Harry turned back and looked up at me. I saw some hurt in his eyes, even from the distance. It was about four o'clock and still light out. He must've seen my tears because he was running back to the front door in a matter of seconds.

I heard a ring from the opposite side of the house and knew it was Harry. But I refused to get up and answer the door. He didn't know I locked it because I heard the handle jiggle, I had moved into the kitchen. 

I got some mac and cheese (Phineas and Ferb style of course) and made it. I had a habit of eating when I was depressed. It explained my extra pounds.

Harry started banging on the door at this point. I got fed up, so I went and shouted by the door. "Shut the fuck up and stop banging on my door!!! Please leave me alone." I whispered the last part. It wasn't completely true, I just wanted to cuddle up to someone and bawl my heart out. After everything this week, my feelings were everywhere. I wish I could flush them down the toilet. 

"I'm not leaving Miranda, I care about you and you need to talk to someone! And I want it to be me." He finally got to me, I put my mac and cheese down and got up. I unlocked the deadbolt but kept the slide lock on. 


~Harry's POV~


The door slowly creaked open, I just wanted to hug her until I didn't have any feeling left in me. But I knew I couldn't.

She wouldn't really open up to anyone but Trent. And it seemed she was very close with Niall. Even after what happened yesterday. I don't know how I would feel if I was in her shoes. I really don't.

"What?" She squeaked, and I could see her red, puffy, tear-stained eyes. I couldn't bear to look at her. But I saw the beauty and I ripped the slide lock off the wall and picked her up in a gigantic bear hug.

I started kissing her forehead, willing myself to not let me take advantage of her weakened state. It worked.

"Heel-help me." She sniffled and started soaking my shirt in her tears.

I just wanted to suck all of the pain away from her and take it on to my shoulders. I never liked seeing people cry, but her, I loved her and I knew it. It literally broke my heart into pieces when she cried. 

"What's wrong love?" I didn't care if she said to not call her that. I loved her and that was that. 

"I, I can't ss-sayy." I wiped her tears away. "Why not? What happened?" I was worried, she would tell me if anything was wrong, right?

"Be-eecause." She got up off the couch and ran into her room. I followed her. She was packing her stuff, and she wouldn't tell me why.

"I'm not letting you leave, whatever the reason, I don't care." I started taking everything she packed and unpacked it. 

She shoved me against the wall, "Don't try to stop me, nobody can. This is for your own good." Her eyes masked over with a blackness. But I saw a little hint of fear, when she let me go.

"Miranda, I can help." She shot back at me, "Nobody can help. Don't."

She shook her head.

"Just don't"


I'm sorry, but I'm being a total biatch. Don't say it, I'm giving you another cliffhanger. : ))) Heheh. But OH MY GOSH I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE 108 FAVES!!!! Maybe could we get to 120 by Harry's bday? It's only five days, but I think we can! I'm gonna try to update ever night. In honor of our Little Cupcake!!!! Email me!!!! I haven't got any, and if I don't, I'm postponing the new fanfic until April. If I don't get any emails by Valentine's day, I won't have a co-author.


Love you!!! Keep sharing!!! - Danni ; )


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