Looking For Miranda [Book: 1]

"We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone."

Miranda runs away, love lost, body broken, will she find love? Or will it eventually tear her up inside? Will she ever trust anyone besides her best-friend, or can two boys open her eyes to something she thought she had lost in the past?

One Direction Fanfiction.


12. Chapter Eleven

(A/N) I'm really super sorry for not updating in a while. I had like 4 tests at school and I've been really busy outside of school. I will try my hardest even more. Thanks to all of you guys who have stayed with me!!! Love Ya! Xx


~Miranda's POV~

I woke up sweaty, with Trent shaking the shit out of me and yelling, "What the hell was that?"

"Just a stupid nightmare." I put my head in my hands, just a stupid nightmare. It was so much more. It just felt real, like a memory. But it had never happened before, Nothing like that did in my life. I've heard that some things you dream are memories or a look into the future. It's hard to change it but you can. It couldn't be a premonition. It couldn't happen in the future, I refuse to believe that! 

"NO!" I started shaking my head furiously, I couldn't take it, I was most likely going mentally insane. I had to see that the boys were ok.

"I need to see Niall and Harry, I need to make sure they aren't dead!" I screamed while getting my shoes on, the nearest ones I could find were my grey oxford flats, so I looked stupid, well they were cute but not with my athletic shorts and tank top. You could tell I didn't care what I looked like. I ran to the boys' house and frantically knocked on the front door.

Niall opened it and ruffled his hair, "Whatareyoudoingheresoearlaaaaaaaaa?" He yawned as I jumped onto him and hugged him. 

"YOU'RE NOT DEAD! YAY!!! WHERE'S HARRY?!?" I ran into their house and up the stairs, Niall told me his room was second on the left. I burst into the room and I couldn't believe what I was seeing. It broke my heart a little.

"Mir'!!! What are you doing here?" Harry gave me a dirty look. So did his 'friend'.

"Sorry, I should've knocked. I just.. nevermind." I ran down the stairs, embarrassed and into Niall's arms. 

"What happened love?" He looked down at me with worried eyes. 

"Nothing, I'll see you later when you guys come over to help unpack, but tell Harry to not bring his girly friend. Bye." With that I stormed out the door and sprinted back to my house. I burst out in tears when I got into the front door, sliding my back down the door. I sighed.

"Miranda you stupid girl, Harry will have his one night stands, or who was she? I don't stand a chance. You still have Niall. But what if I don't even have him?" I always talked to myself. It was a habit. Not normal, I know, but a habit.

"What happened Mir'?" Trent came down in the cutest outfit ever, for Liam I was thinking. It was a floral mullet skirt (you know the ones short in the front long in the back) and it was blue with green and orange flowers. Her top was a belly button length pink tank. But she could look good in that top. Not me.

"Nothing, just that they're both alive and Harry got some last night." I wiped a wasted tear away and got up, "And oh my god do you look amaZAYN!!! For Liam?" She blushed. "Yeah, but it looks casual right? I didn't want to look to fancy, ya know?" 

I squealed, they were perfect. "It looks freaking amazing! If only I could rock that top like you! But sadly no." I looked down and pulled up my shirt to rub my stomach flab. It wasn't much, but I was still too big to look good in the things Trent wore. Maybe I could have Niall help me work-out. We could bond. 

"I should have Niall help me work out! It would be a great way to bond because Harry is out of the option, and I actually thought he liked me." I sighed. I didn't understand guys at all, this is how they think I swear, "Boobs, food, butt, sex, sex, beer, food, sex, boobs, sex, boobs, butt, beer, food, sex, sex, sex, beer, food." I didn't understand them at all. Oh and, "Sex."


~Harry's POV~

She burst into my room while a girl was in my bed, who was that? Damn, I went to the club last night and picked up a girl to get my mind off Miranda. Dammit dammit dammit, she walked in right when I woke up. She looked hurt, what? Why would she look hurt? Did she like me? Before I could think, some rude words came out of my mouth.

"Mir'!!! What are you doing here?" My face turned into a frown because I didn't want her to see me with somebody else.

"Sorry, I should've knocked. I just.. nevermind." She must've taken it the wrong way because she looked about ready to cry and ran down the stairs as I jumped out to run after her. I got to the top of the stairs and heard her muffled sobs.

"What happened love?" I heard Niall whisper to her.

"Nothing, I'll see you later when you guys come over to help unpack, but tell Harry to not bring his girly friend. Bye." I was so stupid, I should have never gone to that club. She was pissed at me, but why? I could see the way she looked at Niall and not me, but they do say that when someone likes you, you can't see it.

"What the hell did you do Harry? She ran out crying for God's sake!" Niall yelled at me and I couldn't say anything but, "Uh.. err. umm." "You really hurt her, did she see you with that girl? Do you like her?" He asked me if I liked Miranda? Of course I did, who wouldn't?

"Well definitely not me mate, I like her too. Alot." Was I talking out loud? Dangit, but did he just say he liked her too? Well, may the best man win, eh?

"Well may the best man win!" I shook Niall's hand and ran up the stairs as he shouted, "SO YOU LIKE MIRANDA TOO?" I got the girl out as fast as I could, I needed to explain to Miranda alone, later. I needed to just think.


(A/N) HEY GUISE~!!!! So I finally updated *Gospel song comes on* and I made it a little bit long I think. Hope ya'll like! Love yas!!! <3 Danni Xx

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