It was dark by the time we had finished unpacking. We got in out bikini's and sat in the pool on the step, me and abbey were just talking about everything when we heard the boys coming out, sure enough they came out in there boardies and no shirts. They slipped into the pool and came over to us.
"what'cha talking about" Harry asked
"mmmm nothing" I relpied giving him a cheeky smile
Lou pulled Abbey to the other end of the pool and he sat on the step and pulled abbey onto his lap and they started to kiss..very..intensly
"wow" i wispered to myself
Harry sat on the step next to me and pulled me onto his lap, my hand went around his neck as his went on my waist
"shall we" he wispered inching closer
In that moment his lips touched mine it felt so, different, like i was protected and nothing could go wrong. Abbey and Louis got up and went into there room, me and harry got changed and sat on the hommock on the deck, harry was in sweats and his Jack Willis hoodie, i was in leggins and a cropped tank top. Harry sat next to me, one hand behind me and lightly swinging the hammock and we talked for hours
"i really love you harry, but your going on tour soon and there are alot of fans there what if you meet anot-"
He got up and layed on the couch and i layed inbetween his legs "hey, no-one could ever, EVER replace you" he said kissing the top of my head. Thats when he held my hand..
"shit".. i wispered under my breath. I looked at my wrist, the fresh scars, i took my Plasters off before i went into the pool, it was dark i thought this wouldn't happen..the tears were slowly running down my face, i stood up and ran inside, i ran past abbey and louis, straight to the bathroom, louis started the walk towards the bathroomm but i put my hand on his chest and stopped him
"i got this one babe" i said kissing him on the cheek
Harry ran down the hall but i told him to wait with louis
"bro, what happened" louis asked
"i dont know man, we were just talking about tour and stuff and she just, i dont know bro"
"Sky its Abbey can i come in"
The door unlocked and i slipped in,
"can you let harry in please"
"Harry" i said nudging my haead towards the door "she wants to see you"
I walked into the bathroom, she had stopped crying but i saw the new cuts on her wrist i cant get mad or she will do it again. She stood up and hugged my waist, tight, i hugged her back, we stood like that in silence and i felt her breathing slow down, we let go she put her hand on my waist and looked up at me my hand on her shoulders.
"you okay, babey"
"yeah, thanks for everything haz, it really means alot to me, i love you"
"i love you to babe, lets go to bed and get some rest"
We walked out of the bathroom and harry went down stairs to find Abbey sitting on the couch staring at a blank tv with a blank expression on her face, i went and sat next to her and put my arm around her shoulders
"just worried about her you know"
"dont worry, i am to, we know she is going through a tough time, but we can help her"
I kissed the top of her head
Sky was sitting on the balcony and she told me she would meet me in bed.
I stood on the balcony and looked out into the dark sky, i felt louis put his arm around my shoulder
"you alright love"
"oh, yeah just thinking, ill be fine" but i was not okay, the tears came out again, Louis pulled me close into his chest
"shh its alright , you know im always here for you aswell"
He kissed my forehead and we went into our rooms
I cuddled up to harry, my head on his chest and he played with my hair and we both fell asleep.