We had collected everyone and we were driving back to mor mor’s. Savanah, Niall, Harry and I were in Harry’s car, and we were being followed by Zayn, Liam, and Mor Mor in her car.
Jesus Christ. How were we- how was I, (harry is in no state to talk) supposed to explain this to all of louis’ friends, basically his family. Oh god, how was I to tell his actual family? His mother. My god. She was going to be so… shattered.
Everyone piled into the living room. Harry sat with me and we took the seats that faced everyone.
“We have terrible, god awful news.”
“Wait, Lous not here, don’t ya tink we should wait fer ‘im?” Niall asked.
And upon hearing Louis’ name harry began to cry again.
“Actually, that’s who the news is about.”
“Aw shit, hes not in jail is he?” Zayn interrupted.
“Hes dead.” Harry whispered. Everyones eyes widened and their jaws dropped.
“No really harry, whats happened?” Liam asked, frustrated with harry.
“HE’S DEAD!” Harry screamed, then erupting into sobs.
“He commited suicide. He overdosed.” I informed quietly.
Mor Mor made a coughing noise and began to cry. As did everyone else. But Niall stood up and ran out of the room.
Now I had to call his mum. Louis’ lovely mother, and I had to give her this news, I knew it would crush her. My sorrow was slowly being replaced with anger at Louis for doing this.
I left the others and went into a separate room to call Johanna.
The call went as expected. Silence, then sobs. A scream of pain. A brief goodbye.
She insisted on planning the funeral, and having me butt out. And I agreed to her wishes. But one thought wouldn’t leave my mind.
“What mess will the media turn this into?”