(Please read the first part of the A/N, it has stuff that I would like you to read.)
" Are you okay?" Liam asked me as we got out of the car. I nodded, it was kinda obvious that I wasn't but Liam stopped pestering me and I was thankful of that. I got into the house and grabbed the phone. I hadn't spoken to my mum for a while. She is still in the hospital, her skull was fractured and they though that it would be safest to keep her in the hospital.
"Hey Mum?" I spoke into the phone, my mums cracked voice replied happily from the other end of the line. " Hiya darling! How are you with Liam and the rest of the boys." " Good, how are you?" I asked her, worried as hell. " I'm fine, don't worry about me, I'm all safe and sound, you make sure you lock all of the doors and windows, okay?" My mum ranted, I laughed slightly.
"I will, I promise, you don't have to worry, there are guards everywhere." I heard her laugh a little bit. " Okay mum, I need to go talk to somebody now, take good care of yourself. I love you." I told her. " I love you too Christy." She kissed into the phone and then the line went dead. I put the phone down and got up onto my feet. I slowly walked towards the corridor with all the bedrooms. I stopped infront of Louis'. I took a deep breathe and knocked.
Immediately Louis' voice answered my knock. " Who is it?" " Christy." I heard a slight oh. then there was a long silence.
" Come in." I creaked the door open and peeped my head around the corner. Louis was lying on his bed, reading a comic book, wearing grey sweats and a red hoodie. Yep, no shirt. I took another deep breathe.
" What do you want?" He asked without any emotions. " Uh.... How are you?" I asked, not sure what to say. He looked up from his comic. " Good." Confusion written all over his face. There was a silence. " What about you?" The smile he gave me shocked me. It was a actual happy smile. I felt my heart beat a little quicker.
" good, thanks for asking." I replied. He noticed that I was standing awkwardly by the door and patted the space next to him. I wondered slowly over and sat down.
" What do you want?" he asked, this time with a little more emotion than the first time. " I need to talk to you." My words killed the smile that was playing on his perfectly full lips. " Oh."
" I'm sorry." I said bluntly. " For what?" He was confused. " For over reacting, what you called me, it wasn't that bad, I shouldn't have done what I did." I explained. Louis crinkled his eybrows together. " Why are you apologising, That should be my job CJ." My blood went up a couple degrees when he called me CJ. " Please, louis, Don't call me that." I tried to contain my anger. " I'm sorry, It just slipped out." I nodded, accepting his apology,
" I am sorry that I Called you what I did, You didn't deserve that." He said sadly. " It's okay." I nodded again.
"And I don't just mean this one time." I realised that he was apologising for everything he had done, everytime he had called me names, everytime he had made me cry. Tears started to pour down my face at the thought of the memories.
Louis face crumbled up in pain. " Please don't cry Christy. Please." he begged me. I tried to stop but it didn't work. They just kept falling.
Christiana you wimp, stop friigin crying, stop it!
I though to myself. Then something that changed everything, something that I was never in a hundred years expecting.
Louis hand cupped my chin and pulled my face towards him, his stared deep in to my tear stained eyes and placed his lips against mine. I was to suprised to do anything. I was stunned by the amout of sparks that flew around the room. What was happening to me?
I put my hand on Louis' chest, attemting to push him away but he didn't budge. I didn't want this, I don't like Louis. Both hands pushed firmly against his rock hard chest. I pushed hard and fell back against the other side of the bed. New tears sprung to my eyes.
Louis looked shocked. "CJ..." " DON'T CALL ME THAT!" I screamed at him through my tears as I got up and slammed the door shut on my way out.
Why did he do that? I was with Liam, happily. Simons words haunted me. " He likes you" I shivered and wiped the tears away from my eyes. Louis doesn't deserve to be forgiven, he hasn't change. He is still the same douch of a Louis he changed into after ruining my family, after destroying everything I have ever loved.
What did I just do?
I am def loosing comments, Like people have just stopped comenting, i only got 4 last update, which don't get me wrong, I am enternally grateful for, just that I think I could do better than that! So REMEMBER TO COMMENT! It would mean the world.
The next bit is just a little rant....
Okay.. HARRY'S NEW BUTTERFLY THING, Apparently its jsut pen so it will come off in a couple months or something but i just think that he is overdoing the whole tattoo thing, like, I don't know if you guys like it or not, I don't partically think its the most attractive things in the world, a couple is okay, or if they are neat (Zayn), just I can't imagine Cupcake Harry with Tattoos everywhere can you?? It just really annoys me.. And did you hear about the BLUE PETER PERSON AND THE TEXTS?
Well, the blue peter gal said that harry had tried to seduce her.. she is 40 something and harry was 16......... I don't really believe it, its on the daily mail, so if you havent seen it go check it out and tell me what you think..
I am sorry for ranting, and if it annoys you, I just feel like ranting sometimes, and tell me if you actually read this, comment.... Ready Or Not. kk?
I love you guys so much, Thanks so much for reading!
Love El xox