I was still sitting in Niall's room for a little while after Niall had left with Liam. I was just thinking about me and
Liam for a minute, when he came in, he didn't look at me the way he used to, it was worrying. I then got up from the sofa and made my to Harry's room. I passed door that Liam and Niall were sitting behind, probably talking about me. I could barely hear them talking, I could hear slight mumbles but nothing more that that, suddenly I heard Niall yell. "You've been Cheating?"
It stopped me dead in my tracks, Niall hadn't finished but the rest was muffled as it seemed Liam had put something over his mouth Liam. Liam was cheating on me. Tears didn't appear in my eyes until I entered Harry's room. He was on his phone until he saw me. Harry immediately told the person on the other line that he had to go and then hung up. "What's Wrong?"he asked, his voice full of worry. I shook my head, trying to shake the though of Liam being unfaithful. I collapsed onto the carpeted floor before Harry could reach me, I cried into my hands as Harry slowly rubbed my back. "What happened Beautiful?" Harry asked me again? I raised my head up from my wet hands, my mascara was streaking down my paled face. "I ..... I can't talk about it." I told him, he nodded. " Okay sweetheart, can I get you anything?" Harry asked as he
stroked my face. I shook my head again. " No, can I just stick with you for a while?" I asked. Harry smiled, " Of course, Anytime." He picked me up bridal style that made me laugh a little bit. He tossed me on the bed and wrapped me in blankets " I know your Liam's girl, but I can still treat you like a princess." He winked at me which caused me to giggle like a drunk girl, then the facts hit me. I wasn't Liam's girl anymore, I would let myself pretend nothing happened, I am going to have to ask him about it, I don't deserve to be treated like shit and I won't stand for it. "Hey, hey, Why are you frowning?" Harry asked me while sitting down on the other side of the bed. " Why don't you fucking ask Liam?" I said, my voice raised. " God, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to shout." I apologized. " No its alright darling." He looked me in the eyes. " What the hell did Liam do?" He asked, his anger building slightly, "Did he hurt you? I swear to god." Harry swore under his breathe. "No, its alright, I just need to talk to him about something." I told Harry. Harry nodded and stared back into the distance. "If your sure." He muttered.
I spent the next 45 mintues lying next to Harry, staring into the distance, thinking about why Liam would do that, was I not enough for him? It depressed me beyond belief, not being enough for someone. Harry tried to start a conversation a couple times but I didn't really try to continue it. I had nearly drifted to sleep when I heard a door in the corridor open and footsteps walking towards the direction of Niall's room. I looked towards Harry who was sound asleep. I kissed him on the cheek, and slowly got off the bed and headed towards where I though Niall was. I knocked on his bedroom door. "Ello!" Niall said in a extremely british accent. I came into the room and sat on the sofa next to his. "Crinkles!" He said is so happily that it almost sounded fake and sugar coated. "Do you want to tell me something?" I asked him, emotionlessly. Niall looked frantic. "Uhhhhh..... Oh yeah, well, basically, I was wondering if you minded going to Nandos for dinner." He said anxiously, biting at his nails slightly. "God Dammit Niall, don't do this to me." I growled and
left the room, slamming the door behind me. Why was Niall, of all people, lying to me. I walked down the corridor and bumped into Zayn. "Hey! Vas' Happenin'!" He smiled happily at me, I shook my head and pushed past him.
" What's up your butt?" Zayn sassed. I spun around and gave him a death glare. " Not the fucking time to be a smart-ass Zayn." I spat at him, he looked scared. "I'm sorry Christy, I didn't mean to.." I cut him off. " No, I'm sorry, I'm just not in the mood right now." I told him. He smiled weakly and walked away. I made my way to Liams room and walked in without knocking. All my anger spilled out when I saw him, sitting on his bed, his eyebrows crinkled up as he stared at his phone. " Why would you do that to me?" I asked, his eyes flickered towards me and he stood up. " What do you mean?" He asked "Why the Fuck would you cheat on me?" I screamed.
IT WAS MY B-DAY YESTERDAY XXXX :P OH YEAH!!
I am sorry for: 1) Not updating in ages. 2) For the short chappie 3) For the cliffy!
Okay, so what is really pissing me off is the fact that the boys have changed so much, but not all in the good ways.
Harry- Thinks he is so fucking cool and can do whatever he wants, so he gets all these tattoos! Okay, I like some of them, quite a few actually but what annoys me is his awful placing and sizing of some of them, for example: The butterfly and the bird things on his chest, he has 40! WTF!
Louis - Isnt the same anymore, Its the tattoos...
Liam - He is supposed to be the one that is all down to earth and always the calm one, but then he gets the tattoos, okay, they are not that bad, not as bad as Harry's, but still, it's just.. UHHH!!!
Zayn- I can't even... grrrr.....
Niall - The only fucking sain one, maybe he has changed, maybe he has let his fame get to his head but he hasn't gone all. " oh Im Niall Fucking pop star Horan and I can damage my body with tattoos cos it looks tough."
Manegment - They are the ones that changed the boys... God dammit, They stopped Larry, cos they though people were taking it too far and they were but still, what a dick move, then they delete the video diaries. WHAT THE FUCK! THEEEENNNN!!!! They try and push Harry and Louis even further apart and now they don't act the same around each other.
I just think that everything has changed way to quickly, I loved the boys that used to make stupid jokes on the staircase, I miss them, don't get me wrong. I LOVE THE BOYS how they are now LOVE THEM TO BITS. They are caring boys and I LOVE THEM!!!!!! It's just.... People didn't like the old Niall, so management told him to change, I loved the old Niall and I am pretty sure the true directioners did too....
It pisses me off so much! I just want to stress again, I LOVE THE BOYS and if you don't like my opinion, then feel free to leave urs in the comments, just no hate please, just like Christy, I am NOT in the mood..
Thanks for reading this HUGE rant....
Love u all xx
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