4. Do You Really
''I do love you more.'' I whispered. Louis pushed me away and asked, ''But do you love me?'' I sighed. ''I do. At least I think I do.'' He sighed and covered his face with his hands. He mumbled something I couldn't hear. ''Louis please. What's wrong?'' I asked him gently. "Everything!'' he shouted roughly. ''I thought we were meant to be. Why does it always happen to me?'' I looked at him and asked, '' What always happens?'' He turned away and replied. ''I find a girl I really like and they don't like me back.'' His eyes were tearing up now and mine were too. He was so upset. ''Louis I-'' I began, but he cut me off saying, ''Stop. It's fine. I'll leave.'' Then he got up and began walking away. Tears were streaming down my face. ''Louis wait!!'' I called. He ignored me. ''Louis please! Wait.'' He was gone. I dropped to my knees and began sobbing.
I walked away from her. The girl. The one I thought was different. But I was wrong. She's just like all the others. I punched the air in anger. At myself, at her, at everything. I finally got home, and I banged on the door. Liam quickly opened it. ''What the-'' I cut him off. ''She's gone. Like everyone.'' I walked and plopped on the couch. I was crying now. ''Louis, what's wrong?'' Liam asked, concerned. ''I said I love her and she did too. When I asked if it was true, she said she didn't know.'' Liam sat next to me. ''Louis it's ok.'' I clenched my fist and yelled, It's not ok!! Nothing's ok!'' Liam put his arm around me and looked into my eyes. ''Louis, listen. It's fine.'' I turned away and grabbed a pillow. I put it over my face and screamed. Then I lay down and begin sobbing. ''She's gone. I lost her Liam.'' Niall walked in and froze. ''What-'' Liam put a finger to his lips and pointed at me. Niall nodded and backed out. I just layed there and cried.