12. This can't be happening.
"SOMEONE CALL AN AMBULANCE NOW!" I heard someone screaming. It sounded like Lola. "Oh no." I ran towards the store they said they would be in with Ryan trailing behind me. A huge crowd of people were circling someone. "Excuse me that's my girlfriend! EXCUSE ME!" I yelled squirming through the crowd. I ran to Bella and Lola was crying holding Bella's head on her lap. "I don't know what happened Justin. She just collapsed because she felt something hurting her stomach. She couldn't tell me what it was and now I don't know I think she's unconscious. I don't know what to do!!" She said hysterical and fast. "Get her in my car ill driver her to the hospital." I picked Bella up and carried her to the backseat of my car. Ryan sat up front with me and Lola in the back. "Nearest hospital is 15 minutes away." Ryan said looking at the map on his phone. "We'll get there in 5." I didn't lie. We got there in 5 minutes speeding and running yellow lights. Surprisingly there was no cops around. I made it to the hospital and picked her up and took her to the emergency room. "Sir what's wrong?" A nurse came running towards me grabbing a gurney. "She's unconscious." The nurse nodded in understanding and I placed her on the gurney gently. I felt a tear roll down my cheek watching them take her away. The love of my life... She's not awake.. She's not next to me... She's not breathing. More hot tears streamed down my face at the thought. I held my head in my hands and cried. Why does this have to happen to her!? Why can't it be someone else? Why does it have to be someone as sweet and sincere and innocent as her!? I hate this! Many hours later, I assume it's her doctor, came up to me and told me the most disturbing news I could ever hear. "She has about 8 months to live. The medication is failing on her and we don't seem to have a new one to prescribe to her. I apologize for the horrifying news Mr.Bieber." I stood there in shock. How could this happen. I couldn't say a single word. I couldn't breath. I was in shock myself. "NO!.... no" I fell on my knees, head on the floor and hands placed behind my neck. More years came falling down so fast. I felt my heart breaking, soul dead and no one around to hear my animal weeps. "No no no no no." I said shaking my head against the floor. "No." I said one last time.