20. The letter.
****JUSTINS POV**** "we have contacted Mr and Mrs. Montesino regarding Arabella's health. They unfortunately don't have the money to pay for support. We are taking her off of life support at 10 a.m. They will be here in a few hours. I apologize for your loss." The doctor walked away. I'm still on my knees with my head in my arms. This can't be happening. It happened before but they afforded the life support! I got up, still sobbing and ran out of the hospital into the cold air of Miami. 'No. I will not lose her. Not again.' I placed my hands in the pockets of my jacket and I felt a folded paper inside. I took it out, unfolded it and read what it had to say.*****I RECOMMEND YOU READ JUST A DREAM BY CARRIE UNDERWOOD WHILE READING THE LETTER***** "Justin, if you're reading this I guess you found out that my parents couldn't afford my life support anymore. I'm sorry I didn't tell you I just wanted you to be happy. I wanted you to focus on the happy things in life. I wanted your mind to be cleared of any bad thoughts. I'm glad we spent many months together and many years as well. I'm sorry I'm leaving you this way. Do you remember that day when we were in Canada and you and I were biking up the mountain behind your house? I fell and scraped my knee and in a split second, you were there by my side to help me stand up again. Justin, thats how I am right now. Im here to help you stand up off the floor where I'm pretty sure your heart is at the moment. I'm still here with you. My physical body might not be but my spirit is. I'm right next to you. I don't want you to cry over me. Please. You're too handsome and strong to cry. Ill always and forever be in your heart. I'm dying Justin. I can't live with this pain. I've been living with it for many years now. My parents don't deserve it and I don't want to put you under any pain or regrets. I love you Justin. Remember you are and forever will be my first and last kiss, friend, and love. My one true love. Don't forget about me Justin. When it's all over, it all just comes back. All the memories come back like a kaleidoscope. I'm irrevocably in love with you Justin. I have had thoughts of us growing old together with a beachfront home with our 2 kids and grand kids playing on the beach. Our wedding would be huge and our kids would be breathtakingly gorgeous. Arabella Bieber. That sounds about Right. I would imagine you and I are old farts holding hands on the swing chair swaying back and forth watching everyone having fun. You and I are the definition of true undying love. You have given me so much and I wish I could've given you more than you have. I'm sorry Justin. I will always love you even after I take my last breath. Take care of Jessie for me. I love you. Xoxo Bella." My heart fell. This is too surreal to wrap my head around. I will fight to keep her alive. I will not let her hand slip away from my grip again. She will breath for many more years to come. I folded the paper back and put it in the pocket and ran back to the hospital. 'Not again.' Was all I thought when I entered the hospital running towards the doctor. "We need to talk." I said with anger.