4. He lied
He came down to my level and kissed me. I couldn't hold back. I couldn't push him away either. It was so forceful but passionate. Soft but loving. Do you know that feeling you get in your gut? Those butterflies that flutter around and it makes you so nervous? That's how I feel right now. He pulled away eventually and just looked at me. I've never seen him look at me like that. Ever. "I think we should go home now. Dinner might be ready." How stupid. 'Bella he just kissed you and you tell him let's go? Ugh!' I thought to myself. Now he's going to really think I am a loser. How stupid of me. "Uhm yeah lets go. We got up and started walking back to my house. I suddenly felt a hand slip into mine. I looked down and then looked at him. I smiled and he smiled back. I think this is the first time I've ever felt this way before. *Next day* "Hey mom I'm going shopping with Lola today." "Ok honey be safe. Don't forget.." "I won't mom." I said cutting her off. I got in the car and went to pick up Lola. "Hey doll you look cute." She told me gesturing to my outfit. "Thanks boo. I felt like looking pretty today." "Ok spill. I know something happened." She knows me so well. I confided in her and she was in as much shock as I was yesterday. "Holy crap!!! Agh!" She said screaming. We pulled down the windows and raced to the mall. After a few hours of being at the mall we took a break and went to Starbucks. "Go sit babe it's on me." Lola said. "Thanks lol" she nodded her head and and I went to go find a table. I stopped in my tracks to find Justin sitting in a table with Alyson. I thought it was all a lie. He told me it was. Oh god. I forgot... "Bella.."