14. Fix you.
I turned around and saw a hazy Arabella looking around the room. I quickly rushed to her and sat by her side caressing her hair. "Hey bells how do you feel?" "Not so well. I feel like throwing up. Pass me the trash can please?" She pointed at the can that I didn't even know was there. I ran over, grabbed and ran back and sure enough, she puked. I feel so bad for her. There's nothing I can do and I feel worthless for not doing anything about it!! After 2 minutes, she stopped and laid back down. Her beautiful flawless face was now pale and covered in sweat. "You look beautiful bells." "Don't lie to me. I know I look horrible." "Are you hungry?" "Not really. If you're hungry then you can go get something to eat. I promise ill still be awake." She crossed her heart and I leaned down to kiss her forehead and left to the cafeteria. I came back and she kept her promise. "I got you a banana and apple sauce. I'm sure you're hungry." "You're the best Justin." She took the banana and apple sauce and slowly ate it. "So how long have I been here? How long have you been here?" "You've been here 2 days now. I never left the hospital. I probably wreak bad." "You're not the only one. I probably smell worse." ****I RECOMMEND YOU LISTEN TO 'FIX YOU' WHILE READING THIS PART. AND IF IT ENDS REPEAT THE SONG**** I love this girl so much I can't stand her leaving me. The thought of it just kills me. I thought back to all the moments I've ever had with this angel. ---flashback--- we were in the meadows a few years back. First time we actually bonded. We were running around with her dog Sammy and we made it to the pond. We jumped in as it felt so nice against the hot spring air. Flowers blooming, trees growing, grass green, and her gorgeous face lighting up my world. We swam around. Who would've ever known she had surgery? She looks completely normal. Her simple laugh made me smile. Water Lillie's are her favorite. She found one and held it in her hand still in the water. I will never forget the way she looked at it. It was as if she fell in love. To me it was a flower. To her it was so much more.--end-- tears streamed down my face once again. The last time I saw her with that same look was when I kissed her. Her first kiss. My first love. My only love. True love. I began singing her favorite song 'Fix you'. The way she plays the piano with that song is breathtaking. She's to extraordinary to leave. Once she really fell asleep I kissed her forehead once again and walked out with tears still falling from my eyes. "Justin?" I looked over at her doctor that has a smile plastered on his face. "I have good news."