Because of you

Because of you I changed my life. Because of you I'm not the same girl who had big dreams. It was just a dare that changed into a new life that I don't want. I don't think so. Because of you I have been self conscious of myself. Fans hate me, even management does. And don't let me forget, Harry hates me. All because of you but half of me likes this, the other half wants to run away back to college. I never thought a dare could change my world around.
Because of you............


2. Maybe this is better

We arrived to his flat and I was getting scared. I was a horrible person. I was using him to win a bet. I was going to let him tear my virginity away from me. I was letting him take something that I have been keeping with me for 18 years. What was I doing? And if he did want to sleep with me, what would he say when he sees that I'm gone the next morning? I'm just using this innocent person to win a stupid bet. He did nothing and I don't like hurting people. It's mean but I want to win this bet. But it wouldn't hurt to not win. And know this person more. Right?

"This is a amazing place you got." I said while my eyes roamed around the huge flat.

"Thanks." He said with a little chuckle.

"So how is your famous life?"

"It's actually something you can't get used to. I mean its fun but fans everywhere and screaming your name. But it's been fun." He said with a smile.

"Would you like a drink?"

"Sure. Thanks." I said while he went to his kitchen. I followed behind with the guilt coming with me.

"You okay? You seem off the edge."

"Yeah. I'm fine. I was just in deep thought." I said with a laugh.

He handed me a drink.

"Thanks." I said with a smile.

Guilt guilt guilt! Was all I could feel. I was just using him. How pathetic! But he really did seem like a really nice guy. And it wouldn't hurt to go on a date with him. But I just couldn't use him.

"You seem uncomfortable."

"Sorry it's just your house is really big." I said with a little laugh.

He smiled at me and I could feel even more guilt. We both sat down on the couch and just started talking. We were getting to know each other more.

* * *

When the sun started setting, my phone dinged. I quickly checked it while Liam was in the loo.

Kate: Hey did you get him to sleep with you yet ;)

To Kate: no I haven't. I can't. He is really nice and I don't want to use him! I'll can't! Sorry but you win.

I clicked send and sighed.

Kate: not again! Just hope for the best Mack! And hurry home! Party tonight!

To Kate: okay I will try!

I locked my phone and Liam came back.

"Do you want to go to a party with me tonight?" I asked.

"Yeah sure! But I can't drink because my kidneys and everything."

"It's fine. Just glad you can come! But I have to go right now if I want to get ready."

"Okay. What time should I pick you up?"

"Come at 8" I said. "And here is where you can come."

I wrote down my apartment address that I live n with Kate and Krissy.

"Okay. Thanks! And here's my number." He said and wrote it also down.

"Thank you! And I really had a great time with you." I said and gave him a hug. I started walking towards the door and said a quick thank you before I left. Maybe this was better. For you to come to a stupid collage party at the club that is a block away. It's better than using you.
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