2. Maybe this is better
We arrived to his flat and I was getting scared. I was a horrible person. I was using him to win a bet. I was going to let him tear my virginity away from me. I was letting him take something that I have been keeping with me for 18 years. What was I doing? And if he did want to sleep with me, what would he say when he sees that I'm gone the next morning? I'm just using this innocent person to win a stupid bet. He did nothing and I don't like hurting people. It's mean but I want to win this bet. But it wouldn't hurt to not win. And know this person more. Right?
"This is a amazing place you got." I said while my eyes roamed around the huge flat.
"Thanks." He said with a little chuckle.
"So how is your famous life?"
"It's actually something you can't get used to. I mean its fun but fans everywhere and screaming your name. But it's been fun." He said with a smile.
"Would you like a drink?"
"Sure. Thanks." I said while he went to his kitchen. I followed behind with the guilt coming with me.
"You okay? You seem off the edge."
"Yeah. I'm fine. I was just in deep thought." I said with a laugh.
He handed me a drink.
"Thanks." I said with a smile.
Guilt guilt guilt! Was all I could feel. I was just using him. How pathetic! But he really did seem like a really nice guy. And it wouldn't hurt to go on a date with him. But I just couldn't use him.
"You seem uncomfortable."
"Sorry it's just your house is really big." I said with a little laugh.
He smiled at me and I could feel even more guilt. We both sat down on the couch and just started talking. We were getting to know each other more.
* * *
When the sun started setting, my phone dinged. I quickly checked it while Liam was in the loo.
Kate: Hey did you get him to sleep with you yet ;)
To Kate: no I haven't. I can't. He is really nice and I don't want to use him! I'll can't! Sorry but you win.
I clicked send and sighed.
Kate: not again! Just hope for the best Mack! And hurry home! Party tonight!
To Kate: okay I will try!
I locked my phone and Liam came back.
"Do you want to go to a party with me tonight?" I asked.
"Yeah sure! But I can't drink because my kidneys and everything."
"It's fine. Just glad you can come! But I have to go right now if I want to get ready."
"Okay. What time should I pick you up?"
"Come at 8" I said. "And here is where you can come."
I wrote down my apartment address that I live n with Kate and Krissy.
"Okay. Thanks! And here's my number." He said and wrote it also down.
"Thank you! And I really had a great time with you." I said and gave him a hug. I started walking towards the door and said a quick thank you before I left. Maybe this was better. For you to come to a stupid collage party at the club that is a block away. It's better than using you.