5. Bella's Break up
I woke up at 6:30 and I remembered today was march 3,2010 and Mikey had told me to meet him at his place. So I got out of bed took a quick shower and put on my fave shirt that was blue and white stripped and light blue shorts with white converse. I decided to put my hais in a messy bun and put a little mascara on and then left my three sisters house. When I arrived at Mikey's flat he had been waiting outside of his flat I was guessing he was waiting for me cause when he saw me he seemed to relax a little bit. He told me to go inside and sit in the kitchen it seemed alittle weird cause we always talked in the living room. When he came in the convo was just so sad:
Me: Hi hun what's up?
Mikey: Hey I'm hating myself for this but I had to do it.
Me: Do what? (I asked this now scared out of my mind)
Mikey: Ok, so you know my ex right?
Me: Yeah her name is Cassie right?
Mikey: Yeah well she said that if I don't take her back she will kill you.
Me: WHAT?!?! She's going to kill me?!
Mikey: No, not exactly.
Me: What do you mean not exactly.
Mikey: Well i took her back so you wouldn't get hurt.
Me: Oh (sad face) so now what?
Mikey: Do you not get it I'm cheating on you.
Me: Oh. WHAT?!?!
Mikey: Ok so now it kicks in.
Mikey: Ok umm I guess we are through then.
Me: (the tears just started to stream down my face) FINE THEN!!! YOU SAID YOU DIDN'T WANT TO HURT ME BUT YOU DID!!!
I left before an answer from him. I ran home and into Sams arms. Sam asked if I was ok so I told her what Mikey had told me she replied to it "What!!! Icantbelievehedidthattoyouimeanyouguysweresoveryhappy. *breaths in deeply* "Calm down Sam." "NO! I can't calm down he just oh never mind. I need to take a walk. CIARA COME HERE!!" "What?" "Take care of Bella while I'm gone ok?" "Ok" "bye" and then I was in Ciara's arms crying and Sam left. I think it was 5 when Sam got home but I'm not sure cause iwaki asleep in Ciara's arms.
I woke up at 6:40 and I got dressed. I put on my black and white shirt that Bella loved and se tan shorts. I told Bella to come to my flat today because I needed to talk to her about something important. I went outside and waited for Bella I wasn't relaxed at all because I didn't know if she was going to show. Five mins passed and I saw her coming around the corner and I relaxed alittle. When she came up to the door I told he to go inside and sit in the kitchen when I came in I sat down in front of Bella and here's what happened:
Bella: hi hun what's up
Me: hey I'm hating my self for this but I had to do it
Bella: do what (I could tell she was scared now)
Me: ok so you know my ex right
Bella: yea her name is Cassie right
Me: yea well she said that if I don't take her back she will kill you
Bella:WHAT!!! She's going to kill me
Me: no not exactly
Bella: what do you mean not exactly (I could see the tears start to form in her eyes)
Me: well I took her back so you wouldn't get hurt.
Bella: oh (her sad fave was killing me) so now what
Me: (oh my gosh she dosent get it) do you not get it I'm cheating on you
Bella: oh WHAT?!?!
Me: oh so now it kicks in (I said that kinda rude)
Me: ok umm I guess we are through then
Bella: (when the tears stated streaming down ber face I wanted to embrace her in a hug and tell her I would break up with Cassie and stay with her but I couldn't) FINE THEN!!! YOU SAID YOU DIDN'T WANT TO HURT ME BUT YOU DID!!!
She left before I could reply. I can't believe I just did that. I've never cried over a girl before but I just couldn't hold it in so I walked over to the couch and just cried until someone had knocked on my door. I got up and opened the door but I couldn't quite see her from my blurry eyes but I knew who it was cause she yelled "WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU!!!" "I'm I didn't want Bella to die." "Ok so Cassie threatened to kill her." "Yes so I broke up with Bella so she wouldn't get hurt but I hurt her anyway." "Ok. I will forgive you but Bella might not." "Ok." "I got to go bye." "Bye" then she left I was alone so I want to my room and laid on my bed whe I looked at the clock last it was 5 and then I fell asleep.