I really screwed up this time. I don't know what I was thinking. Ari had just left me. And she has every right to. I put her through hell, and she always gave me another chance. Why did I do that? I hate myself. Ari was the best thing that ever happened to me. I don't know what to do anymore.
I can't believe what just happened. I said goodbye to Justin FOREVER. I obviously still love him, because I can't get over someone that fast. Maybe twitter could take my mind off things.
Justin had just tweeted: What have I done? #nomorejariana </3
Tons of replies: WTF happened?!
I'm here for you babe!
What did that bitch do?
Guess what started trending right away...#jarianaforever
I finally got to my house and started packing all my clothes. Shit. I left my laptop at Justin's! I called Pattie.
"Ariana! Are you okay sweetie?"
"Yes I'm fine. Are you home?"
"No sweetie I'm taking the kids to my parents for the weekend, I'll be back Monday though!"
"Oh, okay. Thanks Pattie!"
Damnit. I have to get it. We are leaving in 2 days.
I drive over. I walk up to the door. I ring the doorbell.
The door opens a tiny bit.
"Who is it?" Justin asks in a raspy voice.
"It's me. Ari, I came to-"
"Ari! I'm glad you came back." he cut me off.
"I'm here for my laptop."
"Oh. It's right over here," Justin leads me towards the coffee table in the living room. He was wearing sweatpants. Just sweatpants. He handed me my laptop.
"Thanks babe-shit I mean Justin," I say.
"Haha, my pleasure boo- I mean Ari." Justin says with a smirk. Damn.
I walked out the door. This was the last time I would ever walk through that door.