I'm depressed. I've never felt this bad before in my life. Fuck everyone. I hate everyone. Goddamnit I love Justin and I always will. I just hate him so much though. Maybe TV will get my mind off of things.
"Says an anonymous source Jariana is no more," some lady said. Ok maybe not TV. Maybe what I need is a walk.
I walked to the park and relaxed myself. I checked my phone. So many tweets from fans, missed calls from Drake and Justin, and texts from them too.
Ari what the hell happened last night? This morning I woke up on a park bench.
That kiss was amazing boo(: I knew you missed me.
Shit what if Justin is talking about this park? He sent that text only like 5 minutes ago. Whatever. I put my headphones in and walk around the park, and I see him. FML.
Ignore him Ari. We made eye contact and he smiled. I made an angry face then he made a confused face. He got up and ran over to me, I started walking the other way.
"Ari!" he said taking out one of my headphones.
"What the fuck happened last night?"
"Lots of things," I say and try to walk away. Justin grabs my arm and turns me around.
"Whatever I did I'm sorry."
"It's not what you did it's how you did it and who you did it with," I say. He looks at me with a face that I can't read.
"You made out with Amanda Kelley. You kissed her like you've never kissed me before, it was so passionate. Justin I've forgiven you for a lot of things, but this one hit me like a big yellow school bus. I still love you but we can't be together anymore." I say while tearing up.
"Ari please, I was so drunk and that kiss obviously didn't mean anything to me. You're the only girl in my eyes."
"Didn't seem like it last night."
"Please give me another chance Ari, I'm so sorry and I love you more than anything in the world. I would do anything to be with you, please."