Taylor told me her feeling for Niall and honestly I haven't seen either of them that happy in a very long time, it was just like them being together makes thing better. Alot of things got better there we got back on tour to finish it off and the year was coming to the end and the boys were performing at MSG tonight and then a week from now it New Years Eve. Harry basically took me out of the eye of media not wanting anyone to come up to me asking me a bunch of questions. Which was good but the fans found their way to me like when Harry and I went to the beach fans found us. I am not complaining but I know that him and I will never have privitate time going out. Sometimes I just wish that I could have peace and quietness just for a little bit, to get away from everything that goes on. Stressing about things like this got everyone worried my dad would always say "No need to get worry lines on such a beautiful girl." Then again my dad is gone and so is the mother I used to have. My thoughts where interrupted by the husky voice that I came to love.
"Hey babe we have to get going to MSG or Paul is going to be one unhappy camper." I was startled a bit just by his tone in his voice almost mad but Harry was always a bit weird before a huge show like tonight. I gave hime a quick nod and hopped out of the hotenl bed and got ready to leave. Out the door we went into the cab waiting outside for us sercruity surrounding us like always I don't think I will get used to this at all. Although its been almost 2 years. It took us about an hour to get there because of all of the traffic Harry spent the car ride messing with shirt I was wearing. He did this when he was extremely nervous about something.
"Harry are you okay you are being more nervous than I have seen you before is there something on your mind?"
"Yeah just a bit more nerve racking than all of the other shows we have done." He flashed me a smile and went back to playing with the hem of my shirt. I couldn't quite understand why he was so nervous but then at the same time it was the biggest show they have ever played then after the show they had the week of for the holiday. Then I was thinking abou my memories with this boy it was flashing through my mind at once one huge smile was plastered on my face he sure noticed that.
"Why are smiling so big?"
"Because I was just thinking about all of the times we had together and I am gratefull for everything you have done for me in the past. Letting me in your home when I was at out on the street, I just never got to properly thank you for that."
"You being here is the biggest thank you, you can offer to be honest okay?" I gave him a small nod and kissed his lips gently but hungerly something that tended to happen everytime we kissed. I didn't want to stop kissing him but we had to because we were needed to hurry our ass to the MSG. Tonight was going to be the turning point in Harry's and the rest of boys career and I can't wait to see them smash it.
*After the Concert*
I can't even begin to tell you how proud I was of the boys seeing them up there on the stage I was sitting with Anne catching up. During the boy's last song I saw a small tear come from her eye she was so proud of Harry just the look on her face said it all. It was really good see a portion of the fans supporting the guys with such a love and passion for them. They all know how much they mean to the fans, and the fans mean so much to the boys. Going backstage was a hastle because of the packed house Anne had my hand she wasn't used to this kind of attention. We were all planning to go to an after party but we decided not to and just relax and talk to each other. Niall was in his own world with his mom and dad and Greg and Taylor which really didn't take me by suprise. Zayn talked to his little sisters, Harry and I spoke with Gemma, Robin, and Anne. It was nice almost like old times when I first met all of them. Now these people are my family and I wouldn't have it anyother way. My mom was in prison for alcohol abuse in public and mental and physical abuse towards me. That means she is officially out of my life for good now just to enjoy it.
* 2 Years later*
I got married to the man I love last year on valentines day which was so perfect we had a baby girl named Darcy-Sophia who was turning 1 years old in a week. Niall and Taylor ended up getting married and now they are attached at the hip. Zayn and Perrie are still going strong he still hasn't popped the question to her yet. Dani and Liam just got married no to long and now they are expecting a baby. Louis and Eleanor are getting married this year still planning out the final touches of the wedding it was really good to see every one this happy to be perfectly honest. One Direction are still around taking the world by storm with everything simple little thing they did. Harry and I love each other so much he tells me every hour how much Darcy and I mean to him. I can't believe how much my life has changed in these four years, but things are meant to change you in ways you yourself don't know.
"Jocelyn I love you with all of my heart if I can give you the world I would."
"Harry why would give me the world when you are it. You the gravity that keeps to the ground and never lets me fall, you gave me the most beautiful green eyed baby girl I love you for what you have done in my life."
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Yay its all done thank you for all of your support on this book now I am in the process of making another Harry book but this is more dark and evil and twisted so keep a look out for that okay.