Even if I was Carrying a child I wouldn't give it up one bit. It took him about 15 minutes to come back with the test. I followed the instructions stated on the pink box. Time was going by slowly why couldn't it go faster just then my timer went off.
"It say negative, I ... I'm not pregnant." The feeling of relief washed over me.
"Thats good right? We just need you to relax your emotions are throwing off your cycle." He was right my mixed emotions and stress played a huge role on why I was not getting my period. Bet he needed to take me to the hospital if it never comes because then there is something wrong with my body.
"Harry what would I do without you by me side? Honestly I want to know how I got so lucky because you are my stone you always have a smooth tone to relax me." He got me to my feet and lead me the bed, all I wanted to do now was sleep which is was not I wanted in the club but my body was tired. He basically undressed me pulling off my shoes, peeling off my dress I felt like helpless child. But I felt numb my whole body was numb he pulled one of his sweaters over my head then softly put me in the bed. Once he got his body engolfed against mine his raspy voice sang "Kiss Me" by Ed, I love Harry and all of my life goes to him.
I woke up with the unpleasent taste of alcohol in my mouth and the biggest hangover, Harry was the sweetest boy -as the memories from last night came to mind- I found Advil and a water with a note that said "Jocelyn, I went to go get some food here are some pain killer for your headache.xx" I didn't want to move the headache was becoming more and more nagging. I just wanted the day to go by faster, but it seemed to drag I wanted to clear this thing up just abit from all of the headlines, I went on twitter and decided to tweet.
"@Jocelyn_Babe21 so many rumors going around gonna do a twitcam to straight this out!xx" My next tweet was the link to the twitcam so many questions being asked. "Did you punch your mom? Are you pregnant?" No I just denied everything and stuck to with what Harry said. I felt on good terms with everyone Harry soon came backasking about my twitcam. I explained what I did he was happy that I didn't argue the fact of standing by what he said. Today was a lazy day as soon as I got done with a shower and putting some of Harry's sweatpants and t-shirt. I called Taylor to our room when she walked in she was hand in hand with Josh. We basically Had a couples movie date watching The Notebook, Sweet Home Alabama, and Love Actually. It was nice Taylor wa wrapped in Josh's arms and I was was wrapped in Harry's arms. The best thing we didn't need to talk our company was enough, todaywas a good day until Niall walked in on our "date".
"Hey do you have any fo-" It wasn't my fault the boys could walk in whenever they wanted to. Niall's eyes flickered towards Taylor and Josh he dropped his head and just walked out I know seeing her in some one else's arms hurt him alot.
My room had no goo sweets so I went around to everyones room my first stop was to Harry's and Jocelyn's room they normally get candy from fans. I made my way to their room just storming in.
"Hey do you have any fo-" I was stopped in my tracks as I looked up to see Taylor wrapped in Josh's arms it tore my heart into million pieces I felt awkward as well. I just backed out my brain was overwhelmed, but it wasn't one of those 'I don't why I felt like this'. I loved Taylor and she was with another guy, wrapped uup in his arms which just made me it worse. I went back in my room not saying a word to Zayn which made him worry I felt like my whole heart had been ripped out of chest the in front of me it was burning on a steak. She wasn't mine to have, hold, cuddle, and care for.
2 weeks passed and Niall fell into a deep depression there was moments I would walk past his room and I would hear Niall sing "Over Again". I knew how much Taylor ment to him but I couldn't believe it would be this bad. But things just went down hill the boys had to postpone the tour and try to get Ni (Niall) out of his depression. Josh left 2 days ago he was shooting a movie in New York. Taylor was getting lonely as well I can't stand seeing her like this okay it hurts only one thing I could get her and Niall to get out of this slump they were both in.
"TAYLOR DAWN HAVENS GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE NOW!"
"TAYLOR DAWN HAVENS GET YOUR ASS OUT HERE NOW!" What did Jocelyn want this time, she is being a pest she needs to cool her fucking tits.
"What do you want woman?"
"You need to talk to Ni he hasn't been eating at all. Zayn told me that he practically cries himself to sleep every night. Please just talk to him, for not only him but for you as well! You need closer for yourself both of you guys have nobody to talk to at this point because you push everyone out. You need someone to talk to besides me, he needs someone to talk to beside the pillow he cries into every night."
"Fine I will but if he tries something I swear to Joce-"
"He won't I promise just thank you for giving him a chance and cleaning all of this up." Why should I clean this up, it wasn't my fault he walked in Josh and I cuddling. I would rather him walking in on us like that ealier that day we were making out so I can't imagine how torn he would be if he saw that. But at the same time Niall should move on I told him that he was a good friend but the last time I saw and talked to him face to face is when he stole a kiss. I was nice nothing like the kisses Josh gave, no matter how gentle they were he delivered them with a message of urgency. In the end Jocelyn was right most the time she was right no matter the problem I was facing. I need to talk we need to set boundries he need to get over me. If he need help then I would help him with getting a new girl.