6. My New Family
Walking into a room full of laughter was a change from what I used to walk into with my mother passed out on the floor. I started to look around the room there was 5 people sitting around the couch just joking around.
"Hey everyone this is Jocelyn." Everyone turned to look at me at first I felt weird being the 1out of 3 girls there.
"Hey Jocelyn I am Niall, nice to meet you."
"I am Zayn, vas happenin'?"
"I am Liam such a pleasure to meet the girl Harry couldn't shut up about." I felt my cheeks get hot from what he said.
"And these are the girls that over there is my girlfriend Eleanor. And the one in with the Blonde hair is Perrie she is Zayn's girlfriend." Louis said pointing in the corner. Before I could say hi to everyone Eleanor sweeped me away to go talk to them. They started asking me question like how I ended up in England. It was a bit painfully bringing up my past about my father being I only told very few people including Harry,Anne, and Robin. Eleanor and Perrie truly looked interested into what I was saying. It feels really good letting out what has happen in the last 18 years of my life. All of them made me feel so comfortable around them. I stayed close to Harry because I felt safe in his arms he just had the warmness coming off from his body.
"Hey guys why don't we go out in the back and set up a fire." Louis said with excitement in his voice. I didn't mind I just went with the flow with everything. I mean I was to shy to speak up if I wanted to say something. We all decided we should play a game called truth is telling group one thing about ourselfs and my turn was up.
"Truth is that this evening is the first that I really enjoyed in a long time." It was the truth they all made me feel so good not having to worry about other people but every so often I would wonder what and how my mom was doing on her own? Did she even notice that I was gone? Was she looking for me? Right now I couldn't care less I was with new family that was there for me. It felt good looking around noticing every one that was there for me and I know they will be there no matter what happen so I am ready to go take off. Erase my past and start new and that is exactly what I was going to do.