"Ashley can you please go you made your decision not being in my life when you started drinking now that I am a free soul you want to come in my life and try to tell me if I can or can not be with the man I love no! Things don't work that way, if you didn't sell my body for some random men's pleasure then maybe I wouldn't be as pissed as I am now. Stay out of my life" Then I paunched her square in the face and then the next thing I know Taylor took a swing.
"You hurt her now she is a fragile human being that found the man to treat her like a princess and now that you are here she has to hind behind him because she doesn't want to see you in one of you voilent episodes. Stay away from her from now on or you will have to up with me and her husband do you hear me. No matter who you are I will hurt do more than paunch you!" Taylor was pissed once she saw who it was and I couldn't blame her to be honest. I kept her up at nights crying my eyes out to her because she is the only one I could trust after Taylor was done Josh and Harry pushed us away from the scene once we half way down the road we ran as fast as we could not looking back. I fell a couple of times because of the tight dress I was wearing and the heels Harry giggled and helped me out. Once we got back to the hotel room it was pretty noticable that I has a bit more crazy than Harry was. He kept his cool but he wanted me to be completely sealed away from the fans. The next thing I know its pitch black and I hear girls scream "HARRY OMG I LOVE YOU" he covered my face with his jacket he was wearing. I thanked him so much I didn't want the fans to see me like this piss drunk and white knuckles he guided me to the door whispering the words "Almost there love don't worry you won't see her again I promise.
His reassuring words gave comfort to me in so many ways that made me fall in love with him again. We finally reached our room he went straight to twitter to see what was going on. The top head line "HARRY'S FIANCE PAUNCHED WHO.... HER MOM" Fuck when my life was in perfect position she made a spark go off in me and then I completely lashed out on her. This was so bad then I went to twitter to see I got a mention from Harry.
"@Harry_Styles: @Jocelyn_Babe21 DID NOT PAUNCH HER MOM SHE WAS AT A DIFFERENT CLUB WITH ME WHERE DO YOU GUYS GET THESE RUMORS FROM. LOVE BABY <3" He is honestly the sweet, caring, loving, romantic, beautiful, respectful man that I will always love. Once I got done looking at the tweet Harry sent me a faint smile and I couldn't help but blush.
"I need to stick up for my future wife although you did paunch her thats none of the public's knowledge. It's between you and Ashley. I respect the you but note to self never get you mad." He was right don't get me mad as simple as that. But that paunch was not random it's all of my pain that she caused be all of the nights I had to carry her to her room and listen to her vomit. At the moment I had to do exactly that vomit. I ran to the bathroom just in time I hated vomiting, I felt a comforting hand rub my back as the drinks came back up from this night. Can this get any worse, FUCK I MISSED MY FUCKING PERIOD I AM A WEEK LATE!! At this time really can't I bring a baby in this world at a different point in time well I don't officially know if I am pregnant or not but I need to know.
"Harry can you drive to the nearest store and grab something for me?"
"Yeah what do you need me to get."
"Um... I need you to get...a.... pregnancy test?!" I looked at him he looked in pure shock.
"Jocelyn are you pregnant? If you are that great I mean I will take time off from the band but if not its still cool."
"I don't know all of this stress could have just messed up my body but then at the same we haven't been using proper protection."
"No matter if you are baring a beautiful baby I will stand by your side no matter what happens okay? Don't ever think I would leave you for someone or something better. Because there is not a single thing that is better than you, are the best and I wouldn't want anyone else having my beautiful child you are the only one I want to be with."