*6 months later*
i sat down onto me and harry's bed and opened up my laptop. i went onto the usual; facebook, tumblr, email, and twitter. i scrolled through pages of hate and love. then i saw one that was oddly terrifying. the tweet was on twit longer so i realized it was looooong.
go away and never come back or i will hunt you down and drain life from your body. choose to live without harry or die unexpectedly. you have 48 hours until i come to your flat and check for you. do whats best. harry deserves better than a freak like you. run away. leave him alone. never come back. i know where you live and i WILL find you.
i sat there and cried. i was being threatened. i checked when it was sent. 24 hours ago. i had a full day before whoever it was came to our flat. okay deep breath.
i walked over to our closet and grabbed the only clothes that i would need. i took my suitcase and threw everything in there. i piled most of my things like my essentials (hairbrush, toothbrush and paste, money, medecine, water, some food) and i placed my laptop inside. i put my phone in my poscket and took out a paper and pen.
by the time you read this i will be gone. no, i didnt kill myself. im running away. just remember that i love you and i will never forget. you. its not my choice, but im doing it for the best. i hope things get better soon. if you are wondering, i ran away because of a death threat saying that i would be killed if i didnt run away. i promise to come back one day to see you. but for now, i need to leave the town. please tell my family that i love them and i will miss them dearly. please tell the other lads that they are my best friends and they mean so much to me and i'll miss them dearly. and i want to tell you that i will miss you the most and my heart breaks to leave, but i have to. it's a month or even less before our 1 year anniversary and it has been the best year of my life. you have made this the most exciting one as well. you have made me better. stronger. and i love you with my heart and beyond and i will never ever forget you. you mean the world to me and there is nothing i wouldn't do for you.
i love you forever and always,
i shed a tear as i put the letter in the envolope and sealed it, adressing it to "the love of my life (harry)" i looked around the flat for the last time and sighed heavily. i picked up my suitcase, phone, and keys, and closed the door.
"goodbye" i whispered before leaving the place i called home.