i walked into my flat that i shared with izz and lay down on the couch.
"izz, im home! wanna watch a movie?" i asked. she didnt awnser.
"izz?" i asked, walking up the stairs into our room. nothing. i looked around to see her things gone, and the desk empty with nothing but a note and pencil. i slowly opened it. and thats when my heart shattered to peices.
by the time you read this i will be gone. no, i didnt kill myself. im running away. just remember that i love you and i will never forget. you. its not my choice, but im doing it for the best. i hope things get better soon. if you are wondering, i ran away because of a death threat saying that i would be killed if i didnt run away. i promise to come back one day to see you. but for now, i need to leave the town. please tell my family that i love them and i will miss them dearly. please tell the other lads that they are my best friends and they mean so much to me and i'll miss them dearly. and i want to tell you that i will miss you the most and my heart breaks to leave, but i have to. it's a month or even less before our 1 year anniversary and it has been the best year of my life. you have made this the most exciting one as well. you have made me better. stronger. and i love you with my heart and beyond and i will never ever forget you. you mean the world to me and there is nothing i wouldn't do for you.
i love you forever and always,
no. she couldn't have. i grabbed my phone out of my pocket and quickly dialed her number.
"hello?" she asked, clearlyshe was crying.
"why did you leave?!" i asked, pain in my voice and a tear sliding down my cheek.
"harry?" she asked. "oh. i was threatened. i cant let you see me die so i left."
"who said you would die?" i asked, a waterfa;; of tears coming down.
"i got sent a threat. they know where we live and threatened to kill me tommorow. and you're at home tommorow, meaning you would see it infront of your bare eyes" she said. "i got to go, i love you harry. dont forget that." she said.
"where are you going?!" i screamed into the phone.
"home. please dont come after me. i need you to move on. i might not be back for a while. i still love you and hope we can be together when i come back." she whispered.
"i love you izz"
'i love you more, harry. i guess this is goodbye." the line went dead. i couldn't let the love of my life leave me.