i wake up in my bed, with Izz fast asleep. she was just so beautiful. Her nose, eyes, mouth, and just every little aspect made her beautiful. i couldn't believe i had to leave her for three months. it tore my heart apart. i had to wake her up so we could say our proper goodbyes.
"love?" i whispered while i lightly nudged her. she slightly groaned as she slowly got out of bed.
"yes?" she asked.
"i need to leave soon. will you go to the airport with me?" i said.
"um..sure?" she replied. she slowly walked towards the shower and began washing up. i packed the rest of my suitcase, and was about to close it when i realized i had forgotten something. it was my framed picture of me and her from a date we had back in december. i placed the picture in and covered it with some clothes. once she got out of the restroom, we took a taxi to the airport. when we got there, i met up with the boys as we checked in. then, as we had to seperate, Louis and Eleanor said their goodbyes, as well as Liam, Danielle, Zayn and Perrie. i walked up to Izz with watery eyes. her make-up was all smudged from her tears. i wrapped my arms around her waist as i pulled her in for a long hug.
"i'm going to miss you so much." said Izz.
"so will i, and i promise to call and text and skype you everyday." i said. we stood in a hug for a while, then we pulled apart. i leaned in closer and pushed back a strand of her hair behind her ear.
"i promise it'll feel like three days and not three months. i'll be back before you know it. just remember that i love you so much and i'll miss you so much." i said.
"i know..." she trailed off as a tear slid from her eye. then, our flight was called for boarding.
"i love you more than anything" i said.
"i love you so much." she whispered as more tears slid down her face. we hugged one last time and then i started walking towards the gate, when i heard her yell
"goodbye!" and then a slight pause. "for now" i turned around and mouthed
"goodbye, i'll miss you so much and i love you" before entering the gate. as soon as me and the lads boarde the plane, hot tears fell from my eyes as i quietly sobbed for the flight, looking at pictures of Izz and I on my phone.
i like..... Legit cried writing this