was heading to my tent. Harry, Liam, Louis, Niall and Zayn was with Cassandra. I took out my diary. I’ve been hiding my diary from everyone, and I decided to read back my past memories with Zayn and the boys, well since Zayn’s here with us for the camp. Who knows it might make me happier?
I saw one quote which I wrote a few weeks ago. It was “you turned around and you stole my heart with just one look, when I saw your face I fell in love.” “Zayn, he was the one who hold my heart. He was the one I couldn’t forget. He was the one I’ve been waiting for. He was the one that took my breath away. He was the one I wanted yet turned around, and fall in love with someone else. Someone better than me, someone prettier than me, someone that I can’t be compared to. I’m just not the type of girl for Zayn. He only see me as his best friend and a younger sister. I’m nothing more than that. It’s time for me to move on,” I said when someone unzipped my tent. It was Zayn. I was shocked. I quickly hide my book away.
Zayn: why didn’t you tell me from the start?! Why did you had to hide it from me?! You said I was your best friend but why didn’t you tell me?! You lied when I asked you who do you love, you said no one!
Me: Zayn, I know you doesn’t feel the same way as me. I know I’m not the best for you. I know-
Zayn: Shut up Bella! You’re a liar! You never knew how I felt for you all along! That was the reason I got attached to Cassandra.
Zayn walked away. I went on my knees, crying. I wish I could talked to someone. I just didn’t know what to do at that point. I went out of my tent. I went to sit by a lake, maybe it’ll help me clear things off my mind for awhile.
That night was pretty quiet. I stayed for awhile, alone by the lake, to calm down before joining the boys for the campfire. I was not far from the campsite, and I could hear Zayn and his band mates singing a song. That song was lovely.
Me: Hey guys! So, what song were you guys singing along to? It was awesome.
Niall: Bella! Where have you been? We couldn’t find you at your tent, and Harry was looking for you. Ohhhhhhhh.
Harry gave me that ‘sit beside me’ look and I nod. So I did, I sat beside him.
Liam: We’re singing to Gotta Be You. Remember last week? You was out with Hazza. We wrote that song at that time and Louis came out with this awesome music background and I helped to edit it. Zayn and Niall helped a lot in the lyrics. So what you think Bell? Nice?
Me: it’s awesome and amazing! Write more guys, and I’ll be the first fan of yours.
So it was 12midnight. I kept yawning and Hazza let me rest my head on his shoulder, with his hands around my shoulder.