fallen angel

Smile is 17 years old and lives with her father. Her mother died of cancer a few years ago, that's when it started ... her father lost his job and started drinking. Now, he was always drunk. he began abusing her when she was 8, it was when her mother was admitted to hospital. Smile did not want anyone to know about it. what would they think of her? that she was worthless? they would beat her too? as if it matters. she's already been bullied at school. she used to be strong and think just smile! one night she takes courage to escape...

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36. Once again

I dont know how it could happen, that with Ben i mean. There was a high security and it was live on TV. The man was crazier than i thought. I don't care about what happend to me, but Niall... oh Niall.

"We are losing her! We cant lose anyone! The boy will make it and the girl will to! So shut up and do your work or you are all fired!" a strong voise said. I felt electricity bolt throu my body and then someone screamed it was succesful. I didn't understand what was happening around me, i think i was in a hospital- but as i said, I wasn't sure. 

"Someone play music! That will help her brain to relax and then her heart will beat normal." someone said and a while later clasical music was heard. 

"No, her boyfriend is in One Direction, ply one of their songs. I bet he used to sing for her" a very smart persion said and then moments was heard. 

[Liam]

Shut the door, turn the lights off
I wanna be with you
I wanna feel your love
I wanna lay beside you
I cannot hide this even though I try

Heart beats harder
Time escapes me
Trembling hands touch skin
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face

[Harry]
If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time

[Chorus]
You know I'll be
Your life, your voice, your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

[Niall]
Close the door
Throw the key
Don't wanna be reminded
Don't wanna be seen
Don't wanna be without you
My judgement is clouded
Like tonight's sky

[Louis]
Hands are silent
Voice is numb
Try to scream out my lungs
It makes this harder
And the tears stream down my face

{Harry]
If we could only have this life for one more day
If we could only turn back time

[Chorus]
You know I'll be
Your life, your voice, your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

[Zayn]
Flashes lights in my mind
Going back to the time
Playing games in the street
Kicking balls with my feet
There's a numb in my toes
Standing close to the edge
There's a pile of my clothes
At the end of your bed
As I feel myself fall
Make a joke of it all

[Chorus]
You know I'll be
Your life, your voice, your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today

You know I'll be
Your life, your voice, your reason to be
My love, my heart
Is breathing for this
Moment in time
I'll find the words to say
Before you leave me today


"It's working!" my heart felt like it beat faster at the toughts of Niall, his voice when he sang this song to me to calm me down. I felt a tear leave my eye but now one seemd to notice. Was he going to be ok? I know he only was stabbed 1 time but it was close to the heart and I saw his eyes...

"Can someone Cover the window?! Those boys are looking in and its stressing!" someone said.

"What boys?" 

"The One direction boys of course!" why were they here and not with Niall? did he die? it took all my streght to open my eyes.

"Niall have to be okey, Niall have to be ok, Help him not me! Help him" I said as fast as I could. 

"She is awake! Someone quick! She have to be asleep during operatinon!" i felt a needel in my arm and felt dizzy again but i didn't close my eyes. The beat no the monitor went faster and faster. 

"It's not working!" the person next to me who screamd orders was a tall man with operation clothes. He looked me in the eyes and i took a hold of his hand.

"You have to let him live" I let my head fell to the side and I saw that trough the window on the door 4 crying boys stood and wathced me. I looked eyes with eatch one of them, maybe as an goodbye, i dont know but i felt my heart stop agian and the doctors screamd . we are losing her! we are losing her, i felt the electrecy bolt through me again and again but nothing happend. I was numb to everything. Maybe if i died they could help Niall. But thats when i realised, Thats exactly what ben wants. He want me dead and i have fought my whole life not to let him and i cant give up. My heart beat picked up again. My eyes was still at the boys and i saw them being pulled away. Liam nodded his head to say Niall was alive and I felt like i could breath again, but i couldnt, not by myself anyway. 

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