fallen angel

Smile is 17 years old and lives with her father. Her mother died of cancer a few years ago, that's when it started ... her father lost his job and started drinking. Now, he was always drunk. he began abusing her when she was 8, it was when her mother was admitted to hospital. Smile did not want anyone to know about it. what would they think of her? that she was worthless? they would beat her too? as if it matters. she's already been bullied at school. she used to be strong and think just smile! one night she takes courage to escape...


28. im fine

Smile's POV 


I sat and waited to find out if I would go ahead after bootcamp! Niall had called and texted. I did not care. I did not answer and I deleted all the messages without reading them.

"How are you?" asked Jane. she had looked into the xfactor weeks before me.

"I feel good. slightly nervous just" I replied.

"You know that's not what I meant," she said. I sighed. She did all this with Niall. it was everywhere. someone had filmed everything and it turned out that when I had gone, he had made out with some of the girls who was standing there.

"I'm fine," I said. Now it was Jane who sighed. She was just about to say something when we were called into the scene. during the past week had Niall started taking home a new girl every night.All the guys in the band were angry at him. he did not care anymore. we went on stage.they started shouting the names. I was waiting for my name. it felt like an eternity inana they said

"the last name we are saying is ... Smile!" my heart stopped. I had moved on! I walked off the stage to the other. Jane was waiting for me.

"I knew you would go ahead!" she said and hugged me.



We sat on the plane on the way to the judges' houses. I would sing for simon cowell. I took a deep breath and continued to practice the song. I would sing like ed sheerans song  'drunk.' I must have fallen asleep for the next time I woke up was when Jane said that we were there.   the house was huge! I sat down and made ​​me in order of which I was the next to sing. I did some interviews and then it was time. I took a deep breath and walked over to Simon. "How are you?" he asked. "I feel good. nervous," I said. he smiled. "sing when you are ready." he said. beat began. I took a deep breath and began.

"I wanna be drunk when i wake up, On the right side of the wrong bed, And every excuse I made up, Tell you the truth I hate, What did not kill me, it never made ​​me stronger at all "  

I saw that he smiled a little. I finished the song. he liked it? Apparently, the next thing I knew was that I was going home and that I would be in the live finals! I could unfortunately not celebrate yet. we went the same plane as those who are not moved on and did not reveal who was on and who is not.I had called Eleanor and Perrie. I did not tell more. they were of course very happy. just like me. right now I'd be able to dance with happiness.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ okey so i know this wasnt the best chapter...but im working on it. can someone help me to pick songs? it take so long time for me and then i can't write... help me! leave a comment! and dont forgett to like and favorite!!! :D love ya xxx

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