I got to leave the hospital a week after. Niall tried to get me to go out. just like everyone else. but nothing helped. I had no lusst to go out and get all the hate on me. Paul forced me to delete my twitter for all the hate I got. there were some that were cute but moste of the things i got said things that I never would have met them. That it was my fault that they were kidnapped. it stood always lots of angry girls outside the house and all I wanted to do was lie in my bed for myself. it's like I never came out of that room. I'm still hanging upside down and know I will die. I feel like I'm getting raped and beaten over and over again. I feel dead. like my ugly face is not on hold sufficient reminder. Every time I look in the mirror, I see everything that happened over and over again. right now I was standing in my room in front of the mirror. I look at my mark. the doctor said it would never disappear completely. but almoste.
Niall came into the room. He looked at me through the mirror. He smiled weakly.
"stop looking in the mirror," he said. I did not answer and turned around.
"niall ..." I began.
"no. you doing nothing! you just sit there and look in the mirror. thats all you do! Please join me on a date!" he said and looked into my eyes. all I could see was love. I smiled a bit.
"Okay" I said. He smiled now. I stood and hugged him.
"what should we do on our date?" I asked. He just smiled.
"It's a secret." he said simply.
"But what should I wear for clothing? "
"take something comfortable, you are beautiful in everything!" he said. I kissed him on the cheek before he went out. I went to my closet and pulled out a shirt with the U.S. flag on and a pair of black tight pants. my favorite clothes. I painted myself as best I could and then I took my phone and went downstairs. I saw that Niall was sitting in the living room with the others. they smiled when I came down.
"You are so beautiful," said Niall. I smiled in response.
"shall we go?" he asked.
"Sure" I said. He stood up and walked to me. He took my hand and kissed it. I blushed. we went toward the door. he put his hand on the doorknob. I stayed.
"are they out there?" I asked. his smile disappeared. he knew what I meant.
"Yes ..." I just nodded. He opened the door and we walked out. it stood about 30 girls outside. when they saw Niall they started screaming. we walked towards the car. I constantly heard how the girls screamed that I should die and I'm not a worth it to be with Niall, I'm ugly and useless. it took hard on me because it was the same Ben always said to me. I looked at Niall. He did not smile. I held tightly in his hand.
"do not listen to them" he said.
"You are beautiful and I love you." We stood outside his car now. he looked into my eyes. He leaned forward and kissed me. he had his hands on my hips and my hands went into his hair in the neck. The kiss was full of love. it deepened and I pulled away. "your fans are quiet" I told him. he turned his head and looked at them. He had brought his hands still on my hip and I had my hand behind his neck. He looked back at me and smiled.
"Why did you do that?" I asked.
"They need to know that you are mine and I do not planning to release you," he said. Now it was my turn to kiss him. he was so sweet.
"you're cute" I said. He laughed a little.
"You are the cutest!" he said and kissed me on the cheek and opened the door for me. I stepped in and niall closed. I looked at him through the window. He opened his car door and sat down.
"belt" he said. I strapped me and he started the car. He took out a blindfold.
"Put on this," he said. I looked at him questioningly, but put it on.
"Where are we going?" I asked. he laughed.
"If you were told you would not have to wear a blindfold." he said. I blushed.He began to to drive.
after 10 minutes, he stopped the car and came to open the door for me.
"I'll take off my blindfold now?" I asked.
"no, not yet," he said.
"We'll go a little bit." he continued. "
Niall, Im going to fall," I said skeptically. I felt how he lifted me off the ground and lifted me as a bride. I laughed.
"Niall! Where are we going?" I asked again.
"wait and see" he said simply.
he walked in 5 minutes before he stopped and let me down.
"Can I look now?" I asked.
"not yet! god you're curious!" he said as he laughed. I heard how he opened a door.
"take a step", he said and I did as he said. He lifted me up again and went a little bit.
"Now, you can look," he said and took off my blindfold. we were in a large round room with skylights. it was light and rosen petals everywhere. in the middle of the room stood a table and two chairs. table was nicely set the table but two candles and everything.
"do you like it?" asked Niall.
"like? Niall I love it!" I said and turned to him. He kissed me lightly on the lips. he walked up to the table and pulled out my chair. I sat down and thanked him. He sat on his chair and we started glory of the food that stood on the table. it was delicious!Niall rooted in his pocket for something. He took out a box and opened it. it was a necklace but two hearts in a large heart in. it was so beautyful!
"I want you to know how much I love you," he said and handed me the box.
"Niall, it's really nice!" I said, looking into his eyes.
"I love you" I said. he smiled.
"I love you more than anything else!" he said. I smiled.
"can you help me put it on?" I asked. He stood up and walked around the table and put on the neck band.
"I never want to hurt you," he said. I stood up and kissed him.