Will You Love Me In The Morning?

Felicity Edwards and Louis Tomlinson were joined at the hip throughout childhood but when feelings started to develop and as Louis began his fame they grew apart, leaving Felicity behind, she thought she would never get to tell him how she really felt, until one spontaneous evening years later. It was a night that changed everything.


8. Chapter Eight

As I began to wake up, I stretched my arms out to the other side of the bed, expecting to feel the warmth from Louis' bare skin, I only felt cool, empty sheets. I opened my eyes and glanced to where my arm was lying. Where is he? I wondered. I started to panic a little. 'He's gone, he's left.. Last night didn't mean anything to him, I'm so stupid for letting this happen..'. I quickly got out of bed and wrapped the sheets around me. I walked into the en suite. No one in there. I then walked into the living area. He was sitting on the couch, elbows on his knees, his head in his hands. I walked closer to him, he noticed my entrance and quickly stood up to face me. I felt my stomach drop a little. What was happening.

"Louis.. What are you doing out here?" I asked.

"Uh.. Felicity.." He began to say unsteadily.

I felt my heart ache a little. My suspicions were right, last night was nothing to him.

"What Louis?! Let me guess. You woke up this morning and realised that no of this means anything to you, and that last night shouldn't have happened and-" I said, tears rolling down my cheeks.

"No. Lissy, listen to me, Last night shouldn't have happened.."

I sighed loudly and rolled my eyes.

"Not like this.." He added,

I looked at him, as well as I could with the tears in my eyes, blurring my vision.

"We're both in relationships Felicity, and we were upset, plus the alcohol in our systems.."

"Oh so you blame this on alcohol. Nice. You know I meant every word I said, obviously you didn't so just go back to your girlfriend and live happily ever after with her. Don't worry about me, in fact don't even think about me!!" I shouted.

He walked closer to me, pain and sorrow in his eyes. "Don't touch me." I said sharply.

"Lissy.. I meant what I said too. I love you. You know I do.." He whispered.

I continued backing away. "But you love her more." I added. 

He didn't say anything. He just looked down to his feet.

"Just leave Louis." I said shakily. Apart of me didn't want him to go, even though it hurt.

"Please don't-" Louis whispered before I cut him off.

"Just get out!" I shouted. 

He sighed and I noticed a tear fall from his eye. My heart broke even more but I needed to be on my own.

He reluctantly back away then turned around and left.

I fell to my knees and let all my tears out. I sat there, my knees pulled into my chest and my head resting on my knees.

~ 2 weeks later.

"10 missed calls, 14 texts." Holly said, looking at my phone as I sat in bed with a cup of hot tea in my hands that Holly had made for me. 

I told her what had happened and she came rushing over to nurse me. And she has been for about a week now. Matthew was over in America doing something for work so he wasn't an issue right now.

I shrugged. "You should answer next time he calls," Holly suggested. I didn't say anything so I just sipped my tea in silence. I suddenly felt sick again, I quickly handed my tea to Holly and ran into the bathroom. I landed on my knees, head over the toilet and began to throw up. Holly wasn't far behind me to hold my hair back. I'd somehow caught a stomach bug and had been throwing up a lot recently. Once I had finished throwing up I got up and reluctantly walked back over to my bed. I looked at Holly who was on the end of my bed, chewing her lip. Something was bothering her.

"What's up Holly?" I mumbled. 

She looked at me. "Um, I was only thinking.. But are you certain this is a stomach bug?" 

"Um. Yeah.. Yes." I said.

"Okay.. " Holly said, nodding her head slowly.

"Why?" I asked. 

"Well.. What if you're pregnant?" Holly asked taking me by surprise.

"No.." I said. Trying not to think of that night.

"I'm on the pill.. I can't be pregnant." I added chewing my lip.

"Are you sure you took it that morning?" She asked me.

I felt my forehead crease as I thought back to that morning, the best I could.

"Uh.. I don't know.." I finally said.

Holly got up and faced me. "I'm going to get you a test."

I just watched her as he left. 'Holy shit. What if I am pregnant. What if it's Louis..'.

Holly was back within twenty minutes. She also bought a glass of wine. To calm her nerves she said. By the time I had the test in my hand, I was freaking out. 

"Go on.." Holly said. I nodded and slowly walked into the bathroom.

I sat there, the test trembling in my hands. I could no longer make out what it even said from the tears in my eyes. I got up walked out. I handed the test to Holly. She gasped and her hand shot up to cover her mouth. My stomach dropped. 

"It's positive." Holly said looking at me.

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