I woke up, my eyes blurred. My head ached in pain, this is what I get, for drinking. I had never drank before, no matter getting so drunk, unbearable pain. Getting drunk, is not what everyone thinks, not a nice feeling.
"Ah, my head" I groaned in pain, shaking my head.
A hand, sat on my waist, I moaned, Niall must of came early this morning. I opened my eyes, then stood up, I was naked. I slipped on the dress, I wore yesterday. I looked at myself in the mirror, my mascara running, my lipstick, around my mouth. My auburn brown hair, stood up, like a wasp, bad hair day.
"Niall, wake up" I mumbled to the figure under the bed.
The figure under the bed, pulled my wrist, and began kissing it, I moaned with pleasure.
"Wake up" I exclaimed, shaking the figure.
I awaited for Niall, but stood awed, when Harry familiar face popped out, what was he doing? Harry rubbed his eyes, then looked at me. He screamed in shock, like a little girl.
"What?" he exclaimed confused, he got out of the bed.
I turned around, he got dressed, then he glared at me in annoyance. Why was I sleeping beside Harry, oh god, no. I remembered, What happened yesterday? I remembered me, and Harry, drinking together. Then coming home, me, kissing him, then unbuttoning his shirt.
"oh god, shit" I exclaimed.
"What is Niall going to say?" Harry exclaimed back.
"We can't tell him" I replied.
"What!" Harry exclaimed, mouth open in surprise.
"Well, what are we going to tell him, that his girlfriend slept with his best friend" I mumbled, tears brimming in my eyes.
I heard someone calling my name, I breathed deeply, my heart pounding rapidly.
"Kayleigh" Niall familiar voice shouted.
I opened the door, and crept out, my heart screaming at me. If I got to my room, I could pretend it never happened, oh god, what was Niall going to say when he found out?
"Kayleigh" Niall mumbled.
I stood inches away, from my door, Niall looked at me, eyes in shock. Harry walked out of his room, he looked at me, then Niall, then began to retreat to his room.
"Stop" Niall ordered Harry, Harry Froze.
"Kayleigh, what happened?" Niall asked.
"Nothing" I lied.
"Don't lie to me" he screamed, angrily.
I had never seen him like this, his face, red with angry, his eyes rimmed with fear, his hand shaking violently. Zayn, Liam, Louis came out of their room. Jess opened her door, and looked at me, then at Niall.
"I" I began to say.
"Nothing happened" Harry continued.
"Don't lie to me" Niall shouted, clenching his wrist tightly.
"Niall, why are you shouting?" Zayn asked with annoyance.
"Kayleigh and Harry are seeing each other, behind my back" Niall shouted angrily.
"Did not" Harry shouted.
"Did too, Why did Kayleigh come out of the boys room, look like this" Niall shouted.
"Niall, it was an accident" I confess, crying.
"How could you Kayleigh" Niall cried, tears falling from his eyes, he shook in pain.
"I'm sorry Niall, it was an accident" I mumble.
"Get out of my sight" Niall screamed.
"Niall" Harry began to say.
"You shut up" Niall shouted angrily.
I ran to my room, took my purple bag out. I walked out, my eyes glued on Niall, he was crying.
"How could you" Jess mumble sighing.
I continue walking out, I stand in front of Niall.
"I'm sorry" I apologize, even though I know, sorry doesn't change anything, Niall I am so sorry, I never meant anything to happened, Niall.
"You are a sl**, a w****, I hope you die, I never want to see your face again, If I ever see your face again, I will die, go die b**c*" Niall screams, slapping me.
I fall on the floor, tears brimming in my eye, I try not to cry, Niall doesn't like me, he wants me to die, he doesn't love me, I hurt my Niall. I look at Jess, she glares at me, giving me a dirty look. The other boys stare at me, like I'm worthless, like I'm a piece of dirt, worthless.
I look at Harry, he looks like he wants to go to me but he can't. I don't even want to look at Niall, the hatred in his face, because of me. I breath deeply, I've lost everything, in one mistake. I take my bag, and walk out of the hotel slowly. The rain outside, pours heavily like me, like raining cats and dogs, I shake my head sadly, and continue walking in the rain, my tears dissolving in the rain.
I can't believe she cheated on me, she hurt me so badly. I loved her, and was going to propose to her in a few days, but she cheats on me. I look at Harry, he looks at me, then looks down ashamed. I can't trust anyone, I trusted my best friend, and girl friend, and they break my trust, tears form in my eye. She's hurt-ed me, so much, it hurts load. I slam my hand on the wall, the pain stings less, then in my heart.
"Niall" Harry begins to say, he looks at me.
"I trusted you, and you broke it" I scream, running to the room in anger.
I shut the door, behind me, and collapse on the floor, letting my tears fall on the bed. How could she, Why? Didn't she love me, forget her, I tell myself. I can do much better then her, forget her. But I can't, what spell has she cursed me? Everywhere I look, I see her face, Why? I have to forget her, she was the worst thing that happened in my life, I hate her so much. No, I love her so much. What if she told the truth? What if I thought wrong? What if I sent her out, without knowing the full story? What if she commits suicide because of me?
No, I shake my head. She wouldn't do that. My Kayleigh wouldn't do that. I can't stay mad at her for long, all the anger vanishes. I just want to see her face again, brush her lovely brown hair, tell her that it'll all be okay, that I love her too much, too care.
Harry, I've hurt him too, I know he wouldn't do that, he's my friend, my brother. He would never hurt me, not on purpose. He would just want me to smile, to be the happy Irish kid, I am. I remember the first day I met Harry.
I stare at the curly haired boy in awe, his mates around him. I look down, I hated mother, for putting me in a new high, halfway through high-school. I missed all my old friends; Sarah, Lucas, Benny, Timmy. I walked to the curly boy, he smiles at me.
"Hi, I'm Niall, do you know where I can find, Mr. Ruffle class?" I ask.
"Sure, I'm in the same class, I'm Harry, are you Irish, you have the accent" Harry answers.
"Yeah" I reply.
"I like you" Harry replies.
"I like you too, curly" I mumble.
"Leprechaun" Harry laughs.
That was the day, our friendship blossomed. I became his pal the leprechaun, and he became my best friend, curly. I knew I could trust him, forever.
I smiled, Kayleigh has hurt him, she cheated on him. At least now, Niall doesn't like Kayleigh any more. But she's gone, forever. I look at Harry, How I wished it could of been me. If I can't have her, no one can, no one. I walk to the room, Niall sits there, crying tears, he'll get over it. I get on my bunk bed, smiling. I look outside, it's raining, my poor Kay-Kay, is out in the rain. What if she get's a cold? Where will she go? Who will be there for her?
"Niall, do you think" I begin to say.
"Don't talk to me" Niall shouts.
"I'm sorry man" I mumble.
"Not your fault" Niall lies.
"It is, I was just so, wanting her, I'm sorry" I apologize.
Niall looks at me, teary eyed. I go and tell him a joke, about him being a teary leprechaun, but no, that today, it wouldn't work.
"I miss her" Niall whispers.
"I know man" I mumble.
I miss her too, I miss the way she flicks her hair, the way her eyes meet mine, the way she blushes so sweetly, the way she would never want to hurt anyone, she's an angel.
"She's my Soul Mate" Niall whispers, looking away.
"I know man, you two are destined together" I mumble.
How could Niall be her soul mate, couldn't I be her soul mate, their sparks everywhere, I know she just have to be mine.
"Do you think, she'll forgive me" Niall asks.
I hope not, do you think I want to see you too lovey budeys again, no way.
"Sure, you love her, she loves you, she'll forgive you for sure" I answer.
I didn't want to see Niall like that, teary eyed. I know what I could do, get him a new girlfriend, someone to replace, thoughts about Kayleigh, and I know just where to find her.
I guess I messed up, really bad. It was raining heavily outside, I wish Niall didn't make Kayleigh go out now, in this weather. The poor thing, where will she go? I walk to Jess, she looks at me upset, I hope I haven't messed it up with her, I mean I really like her.
"Jess" I begin to say, placing my hand on her wrist.
"Let me go" Jessica shouts, tears falling from her eyes.
"Jess I'm sorry, and I know sorry isn't good enough to forgive me, but I really love you Jess, and I really don't want you to hate me" I apologize.
"I'm" Jessica begins to say.
I place my finger at her lip, then bring her closer to me, I whisper sweet nothings at her. I don't want her to hate me too, Jess is my life.
"I love you Jess" I exclaim.
"What!" Jessica exclaims.
"I love you Jess, I know I've screw up, but I don't want you to hate me too" I whisper.
"I don't" Jessica begins to say.
"I know you have every right to hate me, but what happened was an accident, I love you Jess, I always screw up, but I don't want to screw my love for you away, you can slap me Jess, kick me, but please forgive me" I cry.
"Harry don't cry, I love you too" Jessica exclaims, holding me tightly.
"Really, You mean the world to me Jessica, your the best thing that's happened to me" I mumble.
"Me too Harry, I forgive you, your my love after all" Jessica whispers kissing me. I hold her tightly, wiping the single tear, that falls from her eyes.
"I will never let a single tear, fall ever again" I promise, and I mean it.
It's enough of me, flirting with girls, breaking their endless hearts, enough. I don't want to be known as Harry the flirt, the heart breaker. I want to be known for who I am, a kind guy, I don't want girls crying because of me, I want no one to cry because of me, because of my mistakes. I need to grow up, if I let Jess go, she'll never come back, I won't get another chance. I walk to the boy's room, they all look at me, and shake their heads.
"I'm so sorry" I cry. Liam, Zayn walk to me, holding me tightly.
"Harry" Zayn says, ruffling my head.
Normally, I would push Zayn away, But what I needed the most, right now, was my friends, my brothers, to be there for me, to love me.
"I know I've messed up, but I don't want us to break, because of my stupid mistakes, I'll fall at your feet, just please forgive me" I apologize. Louis walks over to me, he looks at me, then hugs me.
"I'm sorry too" Louis repeats.
I look at Niall, he glares at me, he'll never forgive me.
"Niall" I begin to say.
"What" he remarks.
"We never cheated on you, it was an accident, we were so drunk, don't blame it on her, or me" I mumble.
"Your my mate, I" Niall begins to say.
I go on the floor, touch his feet, and begin crying.
"Get up man, what are you doing?" Niall asks.
"I won't get up, until you forgive me, for my mistakes, for hurting you" I cry.
"Get up" Niall exclaims.
"Please forgive me, your mate, your brother, you can trust me, I would never hurt you, you know that right" I whisper, crying.
Niall brings me up, he looks at me, then gives me a massive hug.
"I know man, it was just so much, that time" Niall whispers.
"I'm sorry man" I cry.
"I messed up with her, didn't I" Niall asks.
"I don't know" I reply, honestly.
Maybe Kayleigh would take Niall back, maybe we'll pretend that today never happened, that it was all just one bad nightmare.
"I hurt her" Niall remarks, looking outside, at the rain.
"She still loves you" I reply.
"Where will she go?" Niall inquires.
"I don't know" I repeat.
"Friends" Niall asks.
"Brothers" I reply.
"Brothers" Niall repeats.
I want me and Niall to be brothers forever, he's my best friend, he's always been there for me, and I know he always will. He was there for me, even when my grandmother died, forever there.