2 Years Later...
I sit on the sofa. My little baby Jayden on my lap. He is now three. I can't believe he's three now. It felt like just a week ago he was one. Jayden is getting more and more like Harry. The same brown curly hair, the same mossy green colour eyes that stare at him. Niall sits beside me, his left arm wrapped around me.
"My little sweet cute baby Jayden, and my gorgeous protective husband Niall. Can a girl have a perfect life more then that." I exclaim.
"Says my beautiful, kind and caring wife." Niall replies.
"Daddy. Tell mommy not to call me a baby. I am three!" Jayden exclaims.
"My beautiful, stunning wife Kay-Kay. Please do not call our three year old baby Jayden a baby." Niall tells me.
"Hey!" Jayden exclaims, looking at me then at Niall.
"We are such a perfect family. Aren't we. I have got the most beautiful mummy and daddy." Jayden exclaims.
"Not to mention your new baby sisters, that will be born soon. Twins." Niall replies.
"Mummy, what are you going to call them?" Jayden asks.
"I don't know. What do you think guys?" I ask.
"I don't mind. The day they are born we are going to be such a big happy family, and I'll be happier then ever." Niall exclaims.
"What about more babies? Are we going to have more brothers and sisters?" Jayden asks.
"I don't know. Ask mummy. But more babies does sound nice." Niall mumbles.
"Please say yes mummy. I will be a good big brother to my new sisters, and I shall call them cheese and onion." Jayden replies.
"Cheese and Onion!" Niall laughs.
"Maybe something different." I reply, trying not to laugh.
I put my hand over Kayleigh bump. My babies. Mine and Kayleigh babies. That we created together. I look at Jayden, on Kayleigh lap. We will be such a happy baby. I can imagine holding them tightly, and watching them look at me. I will be a great father. I know I will.
"Cheese and onion!" I laugh.
Jayden really did have a funny sense of humor, and food names. Just what I liked most, after my family. I look at Harry. Who sits on the sofa. Tears are in his eyes. He just sits there, by himself. We have looked for Jessica for two whole years now, and we still haven't found her. But we won't give up. I am sure Jessica is still alive, and we will soon find her.
I sit on the sofa. Watching Kayleigh and Niall with Jayden, discussing having more babies and babies name. I wonder if me and Jessica will ever have kids. I can't live without her. She is the only girl that I love, and ever will. It's been two years now. Two years without Jessica. I miss her so much. When will I find her? It's been two years now. Everyone else I know misses her. But they are all continuing there life. But I can't. My life is empty without Jessica. She was the best thing that ever happened to me. I can't wait anymore for the police to find her. I have to find her now.
It's so dark now. I'm tied to a chair. It's so cold. So cold and dark. Sometimes I wish I could die. I don't want to be here. Trapped and alone. Without anybody. Without all my loved ones. I sometimes wish that when I go to bed. I will never wake up. If I die. At least I would be peaceful then. Even death is more peaceful then this. Why god do you punish me so much? When will you kill me god? I don't want to live anymore. Actually I do. I can't think that. I have to be alive for Harry. To marry Harry and have kids with him. I have to be alive to tell Harry how much I love him. Harry. Harry. I love you so much. I'm afraid. In case the kidnapper kills me. I only know he has no face. I'm so afraid. Not of death. But how much my death will affect Harry. He would die. No. Harry should not die. I had to live for Harry. My every last breath was for Harry.
I can't wait for the day to be free. I don't even know how long it's been now. I get fed, very little, and it's so uncomfortable. I miss Kayleigh, and the rest of the guys. But most of all. I miss Harry. I wonder if he's married now. If he has any kids now. I miss Harry so much. I know the police is looking for me. I can't wait for the day to be free, and jump into Harry's arms. Harry. Harry. I love you so much. If I hadn't been kidnapped. We would have been happy together now, and married with kids. We would be just like Kayleigh's life. Why did the kidnapper kidnap me? What did I do? When will they let me out? When will I ever be free? and if I would be alive to witness the day to be free.