I stir the yellow noodles in the sauce pan burning hot, stirring it around and around, breathing the delicious scent of the noodles. I wipe beads of sweat that trickle down my face, inhaling deeply. A pair of arms wrap around my waist tightly, kissing my cheek. I turn around to see Niall, he gazes at me lovingly.
"What, acting all romantic today, are you" I ask, looking at Niall.
Niall stares at me, then tucks a strand of my hair.
"What are you looking at" I ask curiously, was their something on my face.
"You are so beautiful, the most beautiful girl in this world, and I am so lucky to have some one in my life as amazing as you" Niall sighs.
"Niall you compliment me too much" I laugh.
"I only tell the truth babe, you also make some delicious noodles" Niall mumbles.
"Is the noodles finished, I am hungry" interrupted a hungry looking Louis.
"Nearly" I answer.
"I can smell it, so divine, I want some" Louis exclaims.
"I know it smells wonderful, doesn't it" Niall asks.
"Sure does, yummy" Harry shouts, from the living room.
"It will be ready in about twenty to twenty five minutes" I tell them.
"That long" Louis pouts, sadly.
"Yes, that long" I answer.
"I am going to go for a walk" Niall exclaims, suddenly.
"Ok Irish, don't go far, and take your coat with you" I tell him, handing him his pale green coat.
"Yes, mommy" Niall mumbles, kissing my lips, sparks flew.
Then Niall heads to the door, waving at me.
"Be Safe" I tell him.
"I am not a baby" Niall mumbles.
"You are a baby to me" I tell him.
"I will be safe" Niall answers.
"Yeah be safe baby Niall" Louis laughs.
"I will get you later Louis" Niall tells Louis.
"In your dreams" Louis exclaims.
"You wish Boo-Bear" Niall mumbles.
I spot Harry with Jayden, Harry tickles Jayden lovingly. Jayden is looking more and more like Harry, every day, and they bond really well too.
"Give papa a kiss" Harry tells Jayden.
"Bye Papa" Jayden utters, kissing Niall's cheek.
"Bye little champ, be a good little boy for momma" Niall tells Jayden kissing his forehead.
Niall gives me an air kiss, then goes outside.
Be Safe Niall, for me. I love you.
I sat outside Neil and his friends house for hours, watching who came, and who left. I could see Kayleigh, my precious beautiful angel cooking in the kitchen, then her kissing Neil. I shook my head in anger.
Why could not Kayleigh love me, like she loved that stupid idiot moron Neil?
It made me frustrated with anger, watching Kayleigh kiss Neil with so much love. All I wanted was to be loved, is that so hard to ask. I had never been loved, parents who hated me, wished I wasn't born, thrown me out, when I turned sixteen, no siblings to play with, to fight with. No friends to play with, to hand with. At my old school, they thought I was a weird goth, to horrible, and ugly. They bullied me, kicked me, punched me, hurt me beyond measure, tormented my life. Some girls came to me, but that was because they liked me, but I knew their love was a fake. Watching countless couples kiss each other, be with each other, promise that they would be together forever, love them for eternity only to cheat with some one else, and break apart a few months later. All my life I had been thinking was I a mistake.
why was I alive?
why did I breath?
why couldn't I just die?
So many questions, was it my fault no one loved me, my fault no one cared.
I wanted love like Neil, he had a gorgeous girl friend Kayleigh, a handsome cute son, some really amazing friends, who loved him, who were their for him. And who did I have, no one. Was it so hard to ask for some love, was it hard to ask for some one to heal me.
I spotted Neil walking outside, he was going to cross the road. Here was my chance. I twisted my key, my car geared with energy. Neil was just crossing the road. I steered the wheel angrily, the car hitting Neil, watching him fall on the floor, blood oozing from him.
"Call the ambulance" some one screamed panicking.
I continued driving my car, fast. My job was gone. I smiled mischievously, their was the thing that stopped me being with Kayleigh, now I could have her. There was no one in the way to my love. No one could have her, but Me.
Kayleigh was Mine.
All was in love and war and, of course destiny.