It was really hard not telling my mom about the baby then and there. I kept my lips sealed shut and stared into her eyes. They were hazel unlike my baby blues considering Elle is my step-mom.
"Uh, Mom I need to tell you something." I decided, I should at least tell her about Liam.
"What is it darling?" My mom smiled, she was so innocent.
"Um, I sent Liam Payne a fanmail on Valentine's day and he got it that same day and well, he wants to meet me in person. So he's sending three tickets to his concert in Miami." I bit my lip waiting for Elle's response.
"How do you even know it's really Liam, sweety." I opened my mouth then closed it again.
"Here I can call him." I slid off of my bed and grabbed my phone off the floor. I put my phone on speaker and dialed Liam's phone. It rang three times then you could hear some moving around. My heart was thudding in my chest.
"Hey Cosette!" I could tell Liam was happy that I was calling him.
"Hey Liam how are you?" I smiled at my mom hopping she was believing me.
"Well I just got done with rehersals for Australia and about to go back to our hotel. What about you?"
"Um Liam, I'm sitting in my room with my mom and you're on speaker phone." Liam sucked in his breath trying to figure out what to say.
"Oh, um hi Cosette's mom." I could hear a nervous tone in Liam's voice.
"Hi Liam, I have a problem here. If you could just answer this for me. See I'm totally supporting my daughter about seeing you boys in concert, but what I'm not sure about is that I know that you're actually Liam Payne." My mom smiled, satisfaction gleaming in her eyes.
"How exactly would you want me to prove that I am Liam?" My mom bit her toungue and thought.
"How about you send a picture right now of you and the boys?"
"You do realize that I'm going to have to stop the call right?"
"Yes I do." The call ended and seconds later I got a picture from Liam showing him and the boys in the car on their way back to their hotel. Satisfied my mom stands up, kisses me on the forehead and walks away. I quickly called Liam.
"She believed you, thank God!" Liam and I talked for awhile and I hung up when I saw that it was almost ten.
"Cosette?" I heard someone calling my name, so I walked over to a window and saw Nathan he motioned for me to meet him outside. I realized that I was still in my pajamas from the morning, so I quickly changed into sweatpants and a tight fitting t-shirt without my bra. I slipped on my moccasins and grabbed my sweater. I tip-toed down the stairs and went to the back door making sure the coast was clear. I opened the back door and walked across the shoveled path and I opened my gate to get to where Nathan wanted us to meet. I tightly wrapped the sweater around my shoulders and waited for Nathan. I watched his dark frame come towards me and stop, he was looking down and his warm breath was on my face.
"Are you alright Cosette?" Nathan had sympathy in his eyes and it actually made him look cuter.
"No." My voice broke and I leaned into him, my tears pouring down my cheeks. Nathan wrapped his arms around me and pulled me even closer, kissing the top of my head.
"It's alright Cosette, we are going to pull through this together alright?" Nathan smiled trying to make the situation better. I cried a little more before going back inside.
*One Week Later*
I sucked in my breath as I knocked on Cosette's door. I heard some thudding and her door opened.
"Come in, my parents aren't home until sometime tonight and I put a note out saying that I'm somewhere. I just need to use the bathroom." Cosette walked off further into her house and stood by the door. My beanie was still on my head, but some snow had fallen on it. I quickly brushed it off before any fell on my black hair that went down to my eyebrows, even longer if I didn't swoop them. I moved from my right foot to my left foot causing the snow to fall off my Steve Maden Toopah boots. I rubbed my gloved hands together and watched as Cosette came to the door. She had on a plain white sweater, skinny yoga pants, and uggs. She pulled on her long grey coat, beanie, and gloves.
"Let's go." Cosette grabbed her purse and ushered my outside, closing the door behind her and locking it. I walked her to the passenger side of my gray SUV and opened the door for her. She climbed in. I closed the door and got to the other side. I started the car and backed out of the driveway.
I helped Cosette out of the car at Mercy Clinic and walked with her hand in mine to the door. People stared at us and especially when we walked into the maternity ward. I set Cosette down in a chair and checked in. I sat next to Cosette and saw the fright in her eyes as she looked around.
"Cosette?" A kind nurse smiled as she watched us get up and walk over to her.
"Right this way." We followed her to a room and she let us in saying that the Maternity doctor would be in about a minute or so. Cosette sat on the bed like thing and I scooted a chair over and held her hand. I could hear her sniffling, it was quite frightening to see her scared. The doctor walked in just as I was about to say some comforting words to Cosette. I sat up straight and saw out of the corner of my eye that Cosette was rigid.
"Hello Cosette, my name is Dr. Franger." Dr. Franger stuck his hand out to Cosette and she shook it, not saying a word. "And you must be the father."
"Nathan." I stood up and looked him in the eye and shook his hand. He did a lot of things and tests for Cosette to make sure she was pregnant and safe to concept. After we were finsished, I drove Cosette home and walked off to bed. I locked her front door and went home, uncertain that Cosette was ok.
As soon as Nathan dropped me off, I went upstairs, pulled my covers up, got in bed, and fell asleep. I was really tired.
*March 20/ Spring Break*
It was spring break and I had the beginning of a baby buldge. Maybe a month from now my mom will start getting suspicious. Elle walked into the room and I zipped up my jacket.
"Hey Mom!" I smiled at Elle hoping she wouldn't notice.
"Hi sweety. Your father are going on a small vacation to Las Vegas for three days. Do you mind being home alone or do we need someone to come here and watch you?" I shook my head no. Elle came closer and kissed the top of my head.
"Have fun in Vegas Mom." I winked at her and she smiled.
"I will, oh yeah, your father and I are actually leaving right now." I widened my eyes as she disappeared. Three minutes later I heard the garage door open and close, I watched as the Mini Cooper disappeared down the road. I ran to my window and yelled Nathan's name.
"Yeah?" Nathan scratched his head and I laughed.
"My parents just left for their trip to Vegas, yours?"
"Just left for New York. The whole family is going except me because I said that I didn't want to. It was my excuse to be with you the whole spring break." He looked towards the floor embaressed. I smiled.
"Do you wanna come to my house and sleep here?"
"I'd love to." A few minutes later Nathan and I were sitting on the couch, cuddled on the blank, our hands entertwined, on my belly, and we were watching Sex and the City.
*Later that Night*
I climbed into bed with Nathan and I could tell he was holding back. So I kissed him on the lips softly then passionatly and we started making out. We were exhausted after we finished. I fell asleep right next to him. My hand on his bare chest, tracing his muscles, and his arm wrapped around me.
I woke up in the night on my own side, feeling liquid by my liquids. I sat up in bed and looked under the covers. I was bleeding.
"Nathan." I nudged, but he only groaned and turned over.
"Nathan!" The fear in my voice jolted him, he leaned back on his elbows and looked at me.
"What is it darling?" I looked at him my eyes glistening with tears.
"I'm bleeding." I looked down and Nathan jumped out of bed, pulled on a shirt and pants. He helped me out of bed and downstairs. He put me in a jacket and he put on his jacket along with his shoes. He grabbed my mocassins from the boot tray and put them on my feet. He raced my outside we got in his car which was parked in my driveway. Everyting was a blur as we raced to the hospital. Nathan wheeled me back and the nurses took us to an emergency room in the maternaty ward. I was changed into a gown and Nathan and I held hands as they took exams and tests on me. We waited for I don't know how long. I fell asleep on Nathan's shoulder unsure of what was happening.
I woke up and it had been two hours, nothing had happened yet, but I hurt really badly. I watched as another doctor walked down the hall, thinking he would turn down a different hall, but he was coming directly towards us with a grim look on his face. Time moved slower and he got to his finally.
"I'm really sorry, but after all the tests and exams we have found out that you have a miscarriage." I nodded my head as this all sunk in and thats when I started bawling. Nathan covered his eyes in misery and I hung my head and cryed. Nathan started rubbing my back, holding back his tears to be strong for me, and the doctor patted my back. I kept on crying. We stayed for another two hours. We checked out and Nathan drove me home. He walked me up to his front porch and tryed to come inside with me. I turned around and put my hand on his chest stopping him.
"Don't even think about coming in, you were only caring about me because you got me pregnant, it's not worth it anymore. We never went on one date. And I wont have a guy that snuck into my house in the middle of the night just to finish what he had started come into my house ever again. Mmh hmm. No I wont so why don't you just go home and not bother me again!" I was crying my eyes and yelling. I stormed into the house, closing the door behind me. I got to my room, grabbed his stuff and threw it out my window into his window. I closed the window and grabbed my sheets and comforter putting them in the wash. I went into my parents bedroom and cryed myself to sleep. Little did I know that instead of going home, Nathan sped away in his car, getting on the deserted highway. He didn't notice himself veering off the rode and ran head into a semi-truck. He had died.