I couldn't believe what was happening! I was pregnant and my parents would throw me out or kill me if they found out. I don't even know how I got pregnant, Nathan didn't insert himself in to me when we had sex. This is going to be a pain to talk to him about.
I was exiting Woodshop after the bell rang when I felt my phone vibrate against my thigh. I pulled it out and looked at the text, it was from Cosette.
Need to talk to you after school. So come over once you're out asap.
I admit that was a little odd and I figured that she probably was just coding talk for finishing what we started last night. I smirked remembering what we did and remembering what I did. I walked off to math, the last class of the day, with sexual thoughts about Cosette running through my head.
I layed on my bed, hand on my stomach staring at Nathan's text he sent in reply to mine.
Ok, we'll "talk" ;)
I didn't know why he put quotations around talk, but whatever. I pulled up my texts and quickly composed a text to Liam. He replied back quicker than anyone had before. When I saw his name flash across the screen, I felt a warm feeling go through me.
Hello love, how are you? You seemed eager to get off the phone with me. :(
Oh sorry about that Liam I was just really hungry and my stomach was killing me.
That's alright, so how are you?
Fine, I've been stuck at home throwing up all day though.
Well that's not good! I hope you feel better by tomorrow.
Why? What's happening tomorrow?
Oh nothing, I was just hoping you get better tomorrow.
Oh thank you!
I look at the clock on my phone and it said 3:20 meaning school got out and Nathan would get here soon. I kept texting Liam and when I saw Nathan's car park in his driveway, I sent a good-bye text to Liam saying that I would talk to him later. I watched Nathan as he got out of his car, slinging his backpack over his shoulder, pulling up his pants a little, and walk over to my front door. I heard the doorbell ring and walked downstairs. I opened the door and gestured him inside. We walked in silence to my room and I pulled two beanbags out into the middle of my floor. Nathan threw his backpack over and it slumped against the wall and we both sat on a beanbag.
"Nathan I wanted to talk to you about last night."
"Did you like it so much that you want more?" Nathan scooted a little closer, but I ignored it.
"Later Nathan, but I really need to talk abou..." Before I knew it, Nathan had flung himself at me pressing his body against mine, kissing me passionatly and nice at first and then he got harder and ran his hands against my sides. I hit him until he stopped ad pulled back seeing the tears well up in my eyes.
"Oh my God, Cosette I didn't mean." He dropped off not sure what to say.
"As I was saying before you, nevermind, I don't remember going all the way. And now there's a problem." I looked at the floor, waiting for him to respond.
"What do you mean, problem?" Nathan looked at me weird, so I got up and went to the bathroom. I grabbed three pregnancy test sticks and came back. I handed them to Nathan and sat down.
"That kind of problem." I watched as a million emotions at once ran across Nathan's face in one second, finally settling on disgust.
"This can't be happening! I've never gotten a girl pregnant. This is your fault!" He angerly points the tests at me. I throw my hands up in protest.
"My fault? Are you kidding me? You're the one who wanted to have sex with me! You're the one who didn't wear the condom!" I scream as I stand.
"Yeah well, you didn't have to agree to having sex with me! You could have said no!"
"I did say no! MOre than once! You never gave up!" I screamed in his face.
"Well then you at least should've told me to put on a condom!!!"
"Woah woah wait a minute. You didn't insert yourself into me so I don't see how I'm even pregnant." I look at Nathan and see his eyes darken.
"Shit! After I had to leave you before I was done, I felt unaccomplished, so a couple of hours later, I made sure you were sleeping and slipped into your room, inserting a sleep pill into your mouth and had sex with you while you were sleeping, I inserted myself into you. I even sort of cummed inside of you." Nathan bit his lip.
"YOU PERV! HOW COULD YOU! YOU'RE SO DAMN SELFISH!!!!!!!!!!" I scream and slap him against the face. He rubbed the spot I hit, which was turning pink. He then pushed me against the wall and kissed me with force. That I quickly felt a warmth in my heart and melted. He kissed me and put his toungue inside my mouth. It didn't feel right. But then I felt him lifting up my shirt and I let him pull it over me. I felt so much plessure that I wrapped my legs around his waist and let him carry me to my bed. He kissed me harder and harder each time, then he started kissing down the length of my torso running his hands up and down my torso to. He unhooked the bra from my back and took it off throwing it to the left, out of sight. He rubbed my boobs and felt pressure as he pressed his head against them.
"Suck them!" I scream with pleassure. Nathan moves his mouth onto one and sucks it like theres no tomorrow, then he moves to the next one and sucks it even more than the other one. He couldn't resist the goodness. He unzipped his pants and pushed me forward. After taking off his underwear, he goes doggy-style ontop of me.
"You suck mine and I suck yours. Suck my dick you little slut!" I do as he says first teasing his tip then putting it in my mouth and moving it in and out of my mouth. After a few more minutes Nathan stops abruptly, getting up putting on his clothes and grabbing his bag and walking towards the door to leave.
"Wait Nathan." I sit up searching for my bra.
"Cosette, we need to take care of the child inside you, but I won't tell my parents about it if you don't want to. I will personally take you to the doctors office for checkups if you want to keep it. Do you?" He walks away from the door and picks up my bra handing it to me. I slip it on and stare him in the eyes.
I had to make the decision to have an abortion or keep the miracle inside of me. It was a hard decision that I had to make up quickly. I coudn't bear the thought of having an abortion so I decided to keep my miracle.
"I want to keep the child." I say looking towards the ground.
"Alright then, I get a fetility appointment for you maybe around next week." Nathan kissed me on the cheek and left. After he left, I rinsed my mouth with Listerine and walked over to my bed and started to cry. I hear my parents come in from the garage and I quickly clean up and throw away the pregnancy tests. I sit on my bed after straightening it out and start reading To Kill A Mocking Bird. Elle walks in and I look up, as soon as she sees my red, puffy eyes, she walks over and hugs me tight; I hug her back and putmy head on her shoulder. That's what I like about Elle, she doesn't need an explanation of why I'm crying and she knows that if I want to tell her why, I would just come out and explain. But first she usually gives me a hug.