Can We Fall One More Time

My names Erin Carter. I have a two year old son named Ricky, I big brother named Jacob, and a best friend named Alexandria Jones. If you're wondering who the father is, it's Harry Styles. Yes, THE Harry Styles from One direction. I hate him. I want nothing to do with him anymore. But what if I fall for a certain member of the band and I'm forced to see my used to be one true love? The one who saved me from horrible people and stopped me from doing terrible things to myself. Can I fall for him again? I guess you'll have to read and find out


6. Chapter 6

Erin POV

I admit, I was nervous when I agreed to come over. None of the boys know about Ricky yet. I was thinking that I might have to tell them tonight. I was really happy to see Liam though. And Harry......I'm not sure. I look into his eyes and I see the same Harry I loved 2 years ago. He may have hurt me really bad, but I know he still loves me. The day we left each other was the hardest day an decision I have ever made. I saw Harry smiling at me. I have him a weak grin back. Liam kissed my cheek and I saw Harry's smile fade and replaced with a look of jealousy. It's sweet that he's jealous.

Louis suggested we should play truth or dare so we all gathered around in a circle. "Eleanor and Perrie are coming over later," I heard Zayn say. "Who's that?" I asked. "Wow, you really aren't a fan are you?" Liam asked. "Noooope. The only song I know by you guys is What Makes You Beautiful, but Alex is a huge fan. She doesn't shut up about you guys," I saw Alex blush as she nudged me. The boys laughed. "Well El is Louis' girlfriend and Perrie is mine," Zayn answered. I nodded my head.

Louis POV

Alex is so pretty. Her smile made me smile really big. She looked so sweet and kind. And damn, she's fit. Her shirt and tight pants fit her curves and body in all the right places- DAMN!! What am I doing. I have a girlfriend!!! I shouldn't be thinking like this but she's just too gorgeous. I need to get to know her better. That's one of the reasons I picked truth or dare. The games about to start.

Erin POV

So, we all say down in this order: Me, Harry, Niall, Zayn, Louis, Alex, Liam, and then back to me. It was awkward sitting between Harry and Liam but I could feel the tension between these 2. Harry started by asking Louis the first question.

"Louis, truth or dare?" "DARE" "ok. I dare you to run down the street only in your boxers screaming 'I'm a sexy beast'" "psshhh, piece a cake." Louis got up and stripped down. We followed him downstairs earning a lot of weird stares from people. He went outside, started running, and screamed at the top of his lungs, "IM A SEXY BEAST!!!!!" We were laughing our asses off!!! It was the funniest shit ever. He put his clothes back on when we got back upstairs. I gave him a high five. Now it was Louis's turn.

"Zayn truth or dare?" "Dare" "hmmm......we're gonna put makeup on you, and you have to wear it for the rest of the day." Zayn's mouth dropped in an 'o' shape. We all started laughing.
Me and Alex did his makeup. We put a lot of eyeliner and mascara on him, along with a shimmery eye shadow. He had red lipstick on, pink blush, an to top it all off, I added a beauty mark!! I was dying of laughter!!!!!

"Haha guys. Very funny," Zayn sarcastically said. It was his turn now. "Alex, truth or dare?" "Truth" "if you had to pick one of us in this room right now to have sex with, who would you pick?" Her eyes widen. I knew the answer, so I was trying not to laugh. "Ummm....I...I would....uhhh" "C'mon Alex, don't be shy," I teased. She sighed an finally said, "ugh fine....I pick Louis" everyone laughed at her honesty as she blushed. I saw Louis with a huge smile on his face. Hmmm.....Alex began to talk again.

"Liam, truth or dare?" "Truth" "do you really like Erin? And you promise not to hurt her?" "Yea I really really like her. An I would never hurt her" I smiled at this

"Harry, truth or dare?" Liam asked. "Dare" "I dare you to record yourself singing 'my milkshakes bring all them boys to my yard' from the movie 'Blades of Glory'" I love that movie. It's sooo hilarious. Harry started singing in a really high pitched girl voice and every time he got to the part about his milkshakes, he'd cup his "breasts". Everyone was laughing so hard. Harry began again.

"Niall truth or dare?" "Truth" "is it true that that night after the VMA's when you and Demi lovato were drunk that you two 'hooked up'?" Niall blushed before he answered, "......YES!!!! Oh my god she was good!" The boys wolf whistled him while me and Alex just shook our heads. Boys.... Now it was Niall's turn.

"Erin truth or dare?" "Truth" "are you a virgin and if you aren't, how old were you when you lost it?" " No I'm not, and it was right before I turned 16." "Wow. That's early" "I know." "So who took it?" Louis asked me. I could see Harry with a little smirk and hit bit his bottom lip. I could tell he was thinking about that night. I was too. I'm not gonna was one of the greatest nights I've ever had. I turned my head too face him an said, "Harry took it. He was my first and I was his." Harry's smile got bigger as I followed where his head was looking. He was looking at Liam. Liam had a shocked expression and A LOT of jealousy written all over his face.

"WAY TO GO HARRY!!" Louis said and whistled. I couldn't help but blush. "Ok my turn. Louis , truth or dare?" I said. "Dare" "I dare you to kiss Alex" She blushed. She began to speak, "but Louis if you're not comfortable doing it, we don't have to. I know you have a girlfriend." He smiled at her and said, "No it's fine love. It's just a game and El always gets a dare to kiss one of the lads. She'll be fine with it." So...they started to lean in.

Alex POV

I was sooo happy that Er did that for me. She knows how long I've dreamed about kissing him, and nows my chance. God I love that girl so much. He started to lean in and so did I. I was excited. I had a million butterflies in my stomach right now. But they all went away when his lips finally touched mine. They were so sweet and tasted really good. I could feel him smile through the kiss, and that made me smile. His tongue gained entrance in me, I don't know how though. I'm weak at his touch. My tongue made its way to the back of his throat. I nibbled a little at the bottom of his lip, as he quietly moaned. This made me smile again. I knew how to make a guy feel good. I'm not a virgin so I've had experience. And I'm definitely making him feel good. We made out for like 2 minutes. He heard Zayn clear his throat but me and Louis kept going. We finally pulled away slowly and everyone laughs at us while me and Louis blushed like crazy. That was best kiss ever.

Louis POV

That kiss was wonderful. She is such a good kisser. I'm not suppose to say this but she's even better than Eleanor. Alex knows how to make me feel really really good. Ehh...I don't think it's bad that I enjoyed that kiss very well. But now it's my turn and I know exactly what I'm going to do. "Erin truth or dare" "hmmm.....dare" "I dare you to kiss Harry." Her eyes widened a little but I can see Harry smiling a lot. He can thank me later.

Erin POV

I can't believe Louis just did that. But I need to show them that I can be immature about this. I looked at Harry and he was grinning. He was happy about this dare. He gave me a look saying 'are you sure you wanna do this' I just nodded my head. We both leaned in. Our lips touched and he was soft and sweet, like he didn't wanna hurt me. He moved together perfectly. I felt a lot of sparks when I kissed him. But I also felt those when I kissed Liam. Harry's tongue traced my bottom lip. I hesitated but I gave in an let him in. Our tongues intertwined and we explored each other. We haven't done it in such a long time. I forgot how much of a good kisser he was. I admit, I enjoyed it. I started to pull away but Harry didn't want me too. His grip on my waist got tighter as he pulled me closer. My hands that were wrapped around his neck made their to his head. I tangled my fingers in is curls. He knew me too well. He knew exactly what to do to me. I quietly moaned and Harry smiled with satisfaction. We finally pulled away and we looked at we each other for a while, before I broke the stare, turned back to everyone, and acted like it was no big deal. But it was. I felt so many sparks and memories. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm so confused.

Harry POV

I was so happy when Erin agreed to kiss me. I've missed her sweet lips on mine. When they finally met, it felt so right. She's such a good kisser. I took a risk by asking her for entrance but she let me in. It felt good to have our hands wrapped around each other once again. She tried go pull away but I wouldn't let her. She began to moan a little and I smiled. I knew all the places to hit to make her moan. We finally pulled away. I know she felt someone.

Erin POV

Everyone was silent. It was a little awkward. Alex finally said, "Er, can I speak to you for a sec?" "Yea sure." We got up and went into a bathroom. She closed the door and began to yell in a hushed tone, "What the hell was that all about Er!?!?!" "I-I don't know," I answered. "One day you're telling me how much you hate Harry, and how much you like Liam, and then the next minute you're making out with Harry!!" "It was dare Alex" "yea. A dare to kiss him, not SUCK EACH OTHER's FACES OFF!!" "I know. I'm just really confused about this whole situation right now." Alex sighed but then her face turned into a big smile an she said," he a good kisser?!?!" I giggled, "amazing" I didn't wanna admit it but he's damn good at kissing. We went back outside and I couldn't believe what I was seeing.

The boys had the tv on E! News. All the boys were watching the tv very intensively. It was about me and Liam!! My mouth was getting dry cuz I was getting worried. I got a bottle of water and started to gulp it. I drink a lot when I get nervous. I heard the spokesperson talking.

She said, "Liam Payne was seen to be taking a liking to a girl that he met at a club," a picture of me showed up on the screen. She continued talking, "the girl was seen again twice at the boys hotel that they were staying at. We did a little research on her an found out her name is Erin Carter, AND, here's a shocker, she has a 2 year old son!!" I spit my water at sooo fast. I was panicking. All of they boys eyes widened really big. The lady continued, "Does Liam have a little 'Payne' that he's hiding from us?"

All the boys turned towards me. Liam asked me the question that I was dreading, "Who's son is he?" I took a deep breath and said, "Harry's" all of the boys gasped. Liam looked a little pale. "Ok guys, it's time for some explaining," Louis said to Harry and I.

"Yea. It is. But first, I've been waiting all night to ask you this," Harry said. He walked up to me and grabbed my hands. He took his thumb and lifted my chin to look a him. He began to talk, "Erin, do you know what day today is?" "Yes I do. It's June, 21," I sarcastically replied like it was the most obvious thing in the world. But I knew what Harry was talking about. He still had a serious look when he started talking again,"Yes, but do you remember what happened on this day 3 years ago?" I knew what he was referring to, but I didn't want him to think that I remembered, so I said, "no" but my faced cracked. Harry chuckled a little, "I can tell when you're lying to me Erin. Don't lie, please," he stroked the tear that escaped my eye and put my hair behind my ear. "Ok fine Harry. I remember. How could I forget?" Harry smiled and said,"Then what happened?" I sniffled a little and smiled as the tears kept coming down. "Today's the day when you became my boyfriend. You told me how much you loved me. And....and today was when we had our first kiss." He hugged me and kissed my head and whispered, "and I still love much."

We walked back to the couch and sat down. I whipped my face. "Well if I'm gonna tell the story. I'm going to start from the beginning." Everyone sat down and Niall made a bag a popcorn for the story.

"I was born in California, and I have a very overprotective brother named Jacob. My dad got a job offer in England when I was 4 so we moved to Holmes Chapel. Harry was our neighbor. We became best friends the day we meet. We did everything together. We played games, laughed and joked around all the time, just like little kids would do. Harry knew everything about me. All my secrets, fears, crushes, and insecurities. I had other friends too, but I only really trusted Harry. He would always make me feel better about myself and make me smile or laugh. We grew up together, went to the same school, and did everything with each other. Our families are really close too. His mom is like my 2nd mom, that's why I call her aunt Anne. Anyways, I had lots of boyfriends back in school. Harry didn't like anyone of them. He said they're trouble and he doesn't want me to get hurt. Of course, he was right. ALL of my boyfriends cheated on me. None of them ever treated me with the respect that I deserved. I was a toy to them. All they wanted was to have sex with me. They didn't care about me at all. But I would never give them what they wanted, so...they cheated. I would smack them around when I found out. Harry and Jacob would beat their asses. I was so depressed. All I would do is cry and cry. My heart was broken so many times, and Harry was always there to pick up the pieces and put them back together. But it got to hard. I was so sad cuz I thought that's how every guy was gonna treat me. So....I started to...I started to c-cut myself. I never told Harry though. I had so many scars and I covered them all up with makeup. I even started to cut words into my skin like 'fat' 'ugly' 'stupid' 'whore'. They faded but you can still sort of see them if you concentrate hard enough. Well, on this day three years ago, I was crying like crazy in Harry's lap. I ran into the bathroom and found the razor. Harry was banging on the door. I slid the blade down my arm as the blood ran down my skin. It felt good. Harry picked the lock and ran next to me. He broke down in tears."


"ERIN STOP!!!!" Harry got a towel and put it on my hand to make the blood stop. He wrapped my hand up but his hands where shaking. He didn't wanna hurt me. He picked me up bridal style and I cried in his chest as he brought me back go his bed. He tried to get me to look at him but I didn't want him to see me like this.

"Erin! Erin look at me!" Harry lifted my face up and I broke down even more. It hurt so much to see him in tears. "Er, why are you doing this to yourself?" "Because Harry!!! No guy loves me. They treat me like shit. And I can't take it anymore!!!! They break me and make me feel worthless." I yelled and sobbed. Harry said,"But your not Er!!! Those guys are pricks, bastards, and douches.
Don't listen to any of them!! You are the most beautiful girl in the world Er, and I.....I love you." "If I'm so beautiful, why does every guy do the same thing to me!?! And I know you love me tell me everyday." "Because those guys don't know how incredible you are.....and I know I tell you I love you...but....but this is different.." My head shot up "what do you mean?" "I mean....I'm with you Erin. Way more than a friend, and just know that I will do anything for you." I was shocked but I loved him too. I didn't think he felt the same way. "Harry...I...I love you too." He hugged me really tight. "Erin, will you please be my girlfriend?" I smiled "yes!!" He leaned in and kissed me with so much passion. He pulled away and hugged me again and stroked my hair,"I'm not gonna hurt you like how everyone else did. Promise me that you'll stop hurting yourself? I can't stand to see you like this. It kills me so much." "I know you won't Harry, and I promise."


"Wooow...." Said Louis. "Yea I know. But it's true. I did hurt myself a lot," I began,"But I kept my promise to Harry. When we started dating, I stopped cutting. I was sooooo happy. Harry made me feel loved, and everyone could tell I was the happiest I've ever been." I smiled at Harry and he kissed my cheek. "Sooo....lets continue the story. I'm gonna fast forward to Christmas time."


"GoodMorning everyone!!!!" I said as me and Harry walked out hand in hand from his bedroom. "And Merry Christmas!!!" My whole family was at Harry's house already. We always spend Christmas together. I gave all my hugs and kisses. Me and Harry gathered around the tree with everyone and opened our presents. When we were done Harry went up to his mom and said,"Mom, me and Er are heading up to the bungalow so we can open our presents from each other in private." She nodded an me and Harry left. When we got to the bungalow, Harry started up a fire at the fireplace while I made us some hot chocolate. We got the presents, I sat on Harry's lap and spread a blanket over us. "Open mine first," Harry said and handed me my present. I opened it and I couldn't believe it. He got me an IPad 3!!! "Oh my god!!! Harry!!! Babe you didn't have to do that." He knew how much I wanted one. "But I wanted to get it for you," he said. I pecked his lips. "Ok me next" I handed him his present. He opened it,"Erin!!! I can't believe you got me the iPhone 5!!! Thank you so much!! And you got me COD!! You're the best!!!" He kissed me again and I said, "thanks, and I already knew I was the best." Harry put in COD and started to play. He put my hands on the control and put his hands on top of them. His hold arms were wrapped around me perfectly and I felt safe and protected. The game was really fun, but I had my one idea for some fun. I took my hands from under Harry's and faced him. I wrapped my arms around his neck. I brought my lips down to his neck and began to kiss his sweet spot. I could already feel the mark I was making, and he started to get a bulge in his pants. I loved how I had this affect on him. "Er...stop it." "You know you love it." "I do....a lot, but I'm tying to play a game," he said. I giggled, "and so am I," I whispered seductively in his ear as I began to suck on his earlobe. He started to moan. He put the controller on the couch. We looked at each other and began to make out. We were both moaning. One hand stayed firmly on my waist as the other ran up and down my leg. My hands were tangles in his curly hair that I love so much. I pulled away really slowly and pulled on his bottom lip. He smiled at me and said "you know you're such a tease Er?" I smiled, shrugged and said,"It's what I do best." Harry began to talk again,"I was gonna wait till tonight to give you this, but I can't wait." He took out a small rectangular box and handed it to me. "What's this?" I asked. "Open it and find out love." I opened the box and i was speechless. It was a diamond heart necklace with E+H in the middle. I looked up at Harry. "I had it engraved just for you." I was like crying. "Oh my god Harry!! This is the best gift anyone has ever given me." I kissed him again. "Harry. I know you're auditioning for the X factor soon, and I'm gonna miss you so much." "Love, I'll miss you too, but you don't even know if I'm gonna make it," Harry said. "Yea Harry I do. You're too amazing. Just know that whatever happens between us, I'll always love you no matter what. I can never and will never love anybody the way I love you." I said. "I feel the exact same way about you Er." I smiled and said,"and before you leave, I'll make our last couple of nights special." "Yea? An how do you plan on doing that?" He asked while putting both of his hands around my waist. "Oh. You'll see." I winked at him as he laughed. "I love you Harold Edward Styles." "And I love you Erin Elizabeth Carter."


"You two were so in love," said Zayn. "Yea. We were," Harry said. "Soooo.....Erin, what did you do those last couple of nights?" Louis asked and wiggled his eyebrows. I laughed at Louis an said, "me and Harry had sex a couple of times." "Then what happened?" Niall asked. Liam stayed quiet the entire time. It was sad to see him like that. "Well....I got pregnant. I told Harry and he said...." I already had tears coming down my face. I looked at Harry and so did he. He knew what was coming. "He said that he wasn't ready and he needed to start his career. I told him that I never wanted to see him again." I was full on crying now. Liam was holding me and everyone was quiet. Harry began to talk again, " Erin.." "No Harry. It's ok. I told you I forgive you. It's better this way. Nothing would have turned out the way it did if you didn't leave. You wouldn't have meet your 4 best mates, you wouldn't be famous. When my parents found out, they kicked me out. If you and I were still together, I wouldn't moved with you. But instead I moved back to California with Jake. If I didn't do that, I would have never met Alex." I smiled at Alex and she hugged me "I love you Alex. You've helped me so much." She began to cry too, "I love you too Er." I wiped my tears and began to talk again, "well this has been an emotional day for me, but yea. That the truth. I have a beautiful baby boy named Ricky Styles-" Harry cut me off, "wait, Styles?" I laughed, "Yes Styles. You're his dad right?" Harry smiled. I continued, "Anyways, as I was saying, I have son named Ricky Styles. He was born on October, 14 2010. I may have had him when I was 16, but I love him to death, and I wouldn't change anything that has happened."
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