Can We Fall One More Time

My names Erin Carter. I have a two year old son named Ricky, I big brother named Jacob, and a best friend named Alexandria Jones. If you're wondering who the father is, it's Harry Styles. Yes, THE Harry Styles from One direction. I hate him. I want nothing to do with him anymore. But what if I fall for a certain member of the band and I'm forced to see my used to be one true love? The one who saved me from horrible people and stopped me from doing terrible things to myself. Can I fall for him again? I guess you'll have to read and find out


12. Chapter 12

Erin POV

I kept running. I couldn't be around them anymore. I love them all, but right now, all I could feel is pain. I thought Liam could actually be the person to make me feel as special as I did with Harry, but I guess I was wrong. I still love them both, but.....I don't know what I'm gonna do. I ran until I reached my car. I started it up and dried my tears, cause I need to be able to see to drive my car.

I got up to my house and they're were tons of paparazzi there. As soon as I stepped outta the door, they attacked me. Loads of people surrounded me, taking pictures, shouting things, asking questions, and shoving the microphones in my face. It was all too overwhelming. I didn't know how to handle it. I screamed into my hands and got frustrated. I shouted with tears all over my face, "LEAVE ME ALONE AND GET THE HELL OFF MY PROPERTY!!!" They were all taken back by my yelling. I'll definitely be seeing this in the papers tomorrow. i pushed through everyone and finially got to my door. I ran up to my room and sobbed. I cried so much that I felt like I had no more tears left. I just rolled on my back, starred at the ceiling, and listened to "Your Biggest Fan" by Nevershoutnever.

After listening to osme music, I realised that I didn't even tell Liam if we're together or not. As much as I don't wanna, I need to explain. I need to go back and talk to them.

Harry POV

Everything happened so fast. All I know now is that Liam hurt Erin and she doesn't wanna talk to any of us right now. I was mad. How could he do that to her. He should know that Erin is the best thing that could happen to him. We all just stood there shocked. Alex spoke, "How the hell could you do that to her?!" Liam looked down and answered, "I.....I don't know." He looked at me with anger in his eyes and said

"This is all your fault. We were all fine before you just had to ruin that cause you were too damn stubborn to realize that Erin is mine. You were selfish and couldn't handle her being happy with someone other then yourself!!!!" I deeply laughed at him and said, "Happy? Did she look happy when she ran outta here crying?! YOU caused that. I admit that I hurt her in the past, but it's the biggest mistake I ever made. The difference is, is that I love her with everything that I have. I never loved any other girl while dating her like you did. The only girl I said "I love you" too was her. No person could ever come close to the way that I love her. can't say the same thing. Cause if you did, you'd be lying. Just like you did to her during your relationship." Liam looked down again cause he knew I was right.

Liam finally found words to spoke, "So what Harry? Do you think the position that we're in with her is gonna make her still want to be with either of us? What makes you think she's gonna go back to her, because I made a mistake?" I smiled and confidently said, "Because she may love you, but she's in love with me. There's a difference." 

Liam was silent now. It's good that he was too. But then Alex spoke, "Look guys, You both hurt my best different ways, but none the less she's hurting. I don't think it's right for you to be arguing about who's gonna be with her. You should be lucky if she even wants to come back here. I know her. It may be a while before she wants to date." Then I said, "And I've known her for 14 years. I know that she loves me, and she'll come back." 

We were all quite for a while. Alex and I started to make dinner. It was sort of depressing with everyone being so quiet. Normally, we'd be having a blast, but I guess the thought of Erin not coming back is getting to us. But I know her, she will. That's when we heard someone knock at the door. Zayn went to answer and I heard him say, "...Erin...?" We all rushed to see if it was her. 

Erin POV

I got to the hotel and went up to the boy's suite. The tears were still coming down. I took my sleeve and wiped them away. I didn't want them to know how much I've been crying, but I'm sure it's still visible. My hands were still shaking, but I got the courage to finally knock on the door. I heard footsteps coming and I started to regret coming back. But before I could turn back around Zayn opened the door. His eyes got wide and said, "....Erin..?" I answered back, "...Hi...Zayn" He engulfed me in a tight hug, and I saw all the boys and Alex come. They were all smiling, but Liam looked really guilty. I came inside and Liam started to walk towards me, but Harry grabbed my hands quickly. "Harry, It's ok. Let go." He let my hands down  but still stayed protectively behind me as we all walked into the living room.

Niall spoke, "Er what are you doing back? I thought you said you needed space....Well not that I'm complaining or anything, just curious." I answered, "Well ..I realized that I left very fast. But I think I need to explain some things and clear stuff up on what I want. Liam?" he stood and said, "Listen Erin, before you say anything let me just say how sorry I am. The last thing I intended was to hurt you. I never in a million years plan on doing that. I don't know what's wrong with me, and I don't know how I feel. But I do know that I love you and I would do anything to make you happy. I hope you can forgive me." He looked very worried. 

"...I forgive you Liam." He smiled and hugged me, and I continued, "But that doesn't mean we can be together. We need a break. I don't know if we'll be together again, but for right now, I'm not your girlfriend anymore." he looked sad but said, "I understand." "What about us? Are you leaving us too?" said Louis. I sighed and looked at them

"You know, for the time I was at home crying my eyes out, I learned that I can't run away from my problems. No matter how hard I try, they'll always be there. And I'll have to face them sooner or later. I've gone through so many things in my life and they made me stronger...just like this. So, I'm not running away anymore. I belong with you guys. And I'd miss you way too much."

They all smiled at me and they ran up and we all did a giant group hug. I really love these guys. Everyone sat back down and it was just me and Harry standing. "..Harry.." I started, but he finished, "Lets talk somewhere more private." he took my hands and lead to me to his room. He locked his door so no one could disturb us. 

"Hi," he said smiling, "So where does this leave us?" "What do you mean?" I asked. He continued, "Well, I know you and Liam just broke up, but I can't just act like there's nothing between us, because I'm truly, madly, deeply, crazy in love with you." I didn't know what to say, "Harry...I...I feel the same way about you too, but I just broke up with Liam....and you hurt me. You left me when I needed you the most-"

He cut me off, "I know. I know..Erin. And it was the biggest mistake I ever made. I thought about you every single day. I never stopped loving you. I regretted leaving you. But like you said, all those mistakes we made..made us stronger. All those things we've been through, proves that we can do anything and overcome everything. But I don't wanna do anything without you right next to me." he stoked my hair behind my ear, and wiped the tear that escaped my eye. He's so sweet. "Harry, you always know the right things to say. But..I'm not sure. I love you so much..but-" 

He cut me off again, "No Erin. If you love with me. Everyone has mistakes and regrets. I made a big one with you. I can't change the past though. But, we can let go and move on. It's the only way to start a better and brighter future for the both of us. And you know what I see in my future....You. You, Ricky, and A big happy family just how we always said it would be. When you walked outta here today, I knew you would come back, but I was so scared that you wouldn't. I can't loose you..not again." I looked at him, "You could never loose me. And I'm not going anywhere." 

"And I'm never leaving you ever again as long as I live, Erin. I left and I wasn't thinking. I was chasing my dream then..and I accomplished that. But right now...I'm chasing a new dream. You wanna know what that is? It's you, Erin. You are my new dream. And I'll stop at nothing to make sure you're mine again." I couldn't take it anymore. I knew I want him. It's always been him. I pulled his neck down and kissed him. He was surprised at first, but then relaxed and pulled me closer to his body. 

My hands went from his neck to his hair. I love playing with his curls. He rested his hands on my waist. Soon, he lifted my body up, and my legs wrapped itself around his waist. Our tongues fought for dominance, but he won, gaining control over my body as it went weak at his touch. "," he mumbled in between kisses. "I love you too," i said as he pulled away from my lips and made his way down to my neck. I tilted my head, so he could have more room. His soft lips kissed and nipped my neck as he began to suck on it. I moaned softly, as I'm fully aware of what could happen within the next few minutes. I already could feel the purple love bite that Harry is creating. I let out a small giggle as Harry's curls tickled my neck. He let out a moan. Giggling was always a major turn on for him.

We were both shoot outta our trance as my phone started ringing. We tried to ignore but it was so damn annoying -.- It ruined the moment. After the 3rd ring, Harry let out an irritated groan and put me down. I mouthed 'sorry' to him and he pecked my lips. I looked at the number and made a confused face. "Unknown number?" "Just answer it. Maybe it's a wrong number," Harry suggested.

I shrugged my shoulders and answered the phone, "Hello," I spoke. The person on the other line seemed very nervous, because it took a while for them to say, "Hi....Erin." I immediately recognized the familiar voice that I haven't heard in 2 years. My eyes widened and I gulped before I said, "...Mom..?"




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