Slash(boyxboy) MA don't hate. Don't like boyxboy action don't read. I knew he was finally sleep and it was safe to open my weary eyes. I took in his masculine but feminine features. His eyelashes were thick, long and looked soft to the touch. His high cheek bones accentuated his straight cut jaw line. Cheeks were still a light pink color from when he blushed before.His shiny light brown hair swept just over his closed eyes.He is the definition of yang. Light, hot, assertive, and fiery while I'm the yin dark, cool, receptive, and moist. Together we make a whole. We are balanced and harmonious around each other. He completes me the yang to my yin. I closed my eyes hoping that he would still be next to me when I woke up.


14. You don’t need water to feel like you’re drowning, do you?(chapter 14 prt 1)

Zayn's P.O.V.

    I yelled Liam's name over and over again, he didn't stir once. The tears streaming down my face were now mixed with sweat as I ran as fast as I could to him. A huge crowd had gathered around the tragedy. I couldn't control the violent tremors that took over my body when I saw him.


 The lyrics ran through my veins as I sat in the hospitals waiting room. Everything was true. I found him lying on the floor surrounded and I was a little late. He's in a coma. Now I'm lost in a dark abyss with no light to guide me. Perrie was sitting next to me trying to comfort my inconsolable cries. Eventually she left saying something about rehearsals. I missed her already.

 3 weeks went by and his condition never changed. I stopped staying at the Hospital so much.

Soon 2 months had passed and Perrie and I were still happily together.

One direction made appearances during the first couple of weeks, but with out Liam It wasn't the same.

I haven't talked to any of the boys for 1 month.

  I was sitting in my living room in the flat I share with Perrie. I pulled out a cig. and shuffled over to the balcony. The sun was setting. The beauty astonished me. Specks of light blue danced between around the light pink that was now engulfing the sky. The sun sunk lower and lower. Tomorrow was Liam's birthday, and I was stuck on what to get him. Maybe I didn't even need to go. The hot August breeze blew against me gently as the birds chirped lightly in the distance. I sighed, things were never going to be the same.

  I felt around in the pocket of my sweat pants and Pulled out what I was looking for. A small black box that contained an engagement ring. I've had it for about a month and a half, but I can't seem to able to propose. I can't shake the feeling that I would be making a huge mistake. I take it out and examine it. The light pink stone gleamed in the dull rays of the now setting sun. The two smaller cut diamonds on the sides shimmered as I rotated the ring. The silver band seemed to glow elegantly through out the entire process, but my favorite thing about this ring was the lone diamond on the top. If you didn't pay close attention it would melt into the rest of the ring. It created a sense of unity something I had been lacking lately.

(<---- That's the ring)

     I put it back in the midnight black box and put out my cig. My eyes were dropping so I decided to head up to bed early. A couple of hours later I felt the bed dip beside me. Soon thin arms were wrapped around my waist. I smiled to my self. How did I get this lucky? I wondered to myself. I drifted back into a deep sleep.

    I was incredibly nervous about something. I started to pace back and fourth. That's when I realized there was a box in my pocket. I remembered my purpose. I was going to propose. What if- No! Stop thinking like that! I cheeked my outfit and  hair for about the billionth time in the last 15 minutes. Walking down the candle lit street I had closed off specifically for this, came the most beautiful person I know. With every step taken my nerves subsided little by little. I dropped down to one knee and held out the box, my hands trembling.
   I heard quick steps being taken towards me. I was engulfed with a huge hug and a sloppy kiss on my wet cheek. When did I start crying? We stared into each others eyes Lovingly.

" Of course I will Marry you Zayn."

" Oh thank God!"

"I love you Zayn."

" I love you too Liam"

   I shot out of bed. What the fuck! " But I got back-stabbed by a black cab, when I needed a friend Now I’m in town, break it down, thinking of making a new sound playing a different show every night in front of a new crowd That’s you now, hello ciao, seems that life is great now." My phone rang through the silent flat.I grounded and put my head under the pillow. Maybe they'll stop calling. "See me lose focus, as I sing to you loud And I can’t, no, I won’t hush I’ll say the words that make you blush I’m gonna sing this now."
   I threw my phone across the room hoping it would just shut off."See, I’m true, my songs are where my heart is I’m like glue, I stick to other artists I’m not you, now that would be disastrous Let me sing and do my thing and move to greener pastures." I got up in search of the phone. Okay, where did I chuck that piece of crap? "See, I’m real, I do it all, it’s all me I’m not fake, don’t ever call me lazy I won’t stay put, give me the chance to be free Suffolk sadly seems to sort of suffocate me." I searched though piles of clothes that took up house and home on the floor.
"Cause you need me, man, I don’t need you You need me, man, I don’t need you You need me, man, I don’t need you at all You need me, man, I don’t need you You need me, man, I don’t need you You need me, man, I don’t need you You need me, man, I don’t need you at all You need me." I finally found it and answered the phone. Nothing could prepare me for what I heard.

" Mr. Malik, we're going to take Mr. Payne off Life support today at 5:00pm. If you want to say your goodbyes he's in room 317." And with that my entire world came crashing down.



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