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Slash(boyxboy) MA don't hate. Don't like boyxboy action don't read. I knew he was finally sleep and it was safe to open my weary eyes. I took in his masculine but feminine features. His eyelashes were thick, long and looked soft to the touch. His high cheek bones accentuated his straight cut jaw line. Cheeks were still a light pink color from when he blushed before.His shiny light brown hair swept just over his closed eyes.He is the definition of yang. Light, hot, assertive, and fiery while I'm the yin dark, cool, receptive, and moist. Together we make a whole. We are balanced and harmonious around each other. He completes me the yang to my yin. I closed my eyes hoping that he would still be next to me when I woke up.

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10. The four corners of a room (chapter 10)

Louis' P.O.V.
when I woke up I had an awkward and unsettling feeling take over my entire abdomen. I quivered violently as I struggled to remember the now fading memory. I wrote down everything I could scrape up from my barren head. Soon Harry burst through my bedroom's door in tears. I opened my still sore arms as he lunged at me. For those who are wondering yes, we do live together, and no, we are not a couple. I mean, my girlfriend or may I say ex girlfriend would get "jealous ". Yeah, what happened in the dream was real, I mean the fact that Louanour is fake. We dated for maybe a month but now it's all for show. You might be wondering "what dream?" so let me explain. I had this absurd dream that was mind boggling. I mean how did I even experience those things and believe that they actually happened. It was so damn vivid. I saw Zayn and Liam fuck, Niall and Josh coming out as a couple , Harry come out and Harry and I kissing. I blushed at the thought of the slight tingles to my ear as he bit down ever so gently. The way his breath his warm breath tickled my neck. Why couldn't the dream be my new reality? I was forced out of my train of thought by a wail of agony spewing out of Harry's now raw throat. I shushed him and stroked his chestnut curly hair. We stayed like that for a while. He whimpered into my chest once more and fell asleep. I picked up my phone and looked at my texts. A text from Zayn appeared.

from: Bradford bad boy
to: Louis

Meet me at Niall's flat in an hour.

sent 5:02 a.m.

Looks like that was just sent seeing that the time is now 5:06 a.m. I slowly got up careful not to bother Harry and walked into my blue and white striped bathroom. I pondered what made Harry so upset.  He was really sobbing hard. It breaks my heart to see him like that. I stepped into the now boiling water and let it burn my cold skin. I sat down in the white bathtub and let the water sooth me as it ran down my back. My skin was n sore and red when I stepped out. I stepped out of the bathroom and walked over to my closet. On the way there I stopped and looked at Harry's still figure slightly snoring on my bed. His chest slowly rose and fell with each breath he took. He looked flawless.I continued to make my way to the closet. I grabbed my clothes and hurried back. When I came out of the bathroom again Harry was still on my bed but was slowly waking up. I quickly went to his side so I could tell him the change in plans. "Hey Harry. Feeling better?" I asked genuinely concerned.  He sat up and looked around the room. "Um...yeah. Sorry Lou, I had a Terrible dream." he groaned as he buried his head into his large hands. "It's time to get up mate," I spoke, " you can tell me about your dream if you want, but we have to get to Niall's flat soon." he nodded and got up silently and left my room. I picked up my phone and made sure I had my wallet. I walked into the kitchen and started to boil water. I'm sure going to need that tea, because today is going to be a long day.
     I soon drifted off into my ideal world. I was sitting in a lush green field. The scent of the salty ocean wrapped around me. I looked to my left to see a beach with white sand and clear blue water. Someone wrapped their arms around my sitting figure. " Hey love, what are you doing out here alone  when we could be cuddling here together?" the person whispers into my ear. I smile. I've never been this happy. " I was just waiting for you." I giggled loudly as the person kissed all over my face. "I love you!  I love you! I love you! I love you! " The person sang over and over again " I love you too Harry." I beamed. Then I heard a strange beeping sound and my fantasy faded away. The kitchen was filled with steam and the smoke alarm was blaring through the silent flat. I hurried over to the kettle and turned off the stove. I ran to the window and opened it to let the steam float out. " What happened here?" I heard a deep husky voice asked. "Well, I kind of wasn't paying attention and I guess I burned the water for my tea." I explained while my cheeks where being infused with various shades of red. " Well we have to get going." I said as I left the kitchen and headed towards the door. " Are you coming? " I inquired. " Yeah, I'll be right there." He muttered. And with that I was out the door without another word.
 
Harry's P.O.V.


    "Yeah, I'll be right there." I muttered.I watched silently as Louis walked swiftly and silently out of our flat. "What have I gotten myself into?" I pondered aloud as I hurriedly locked our flat's door."Why does he have to be so perfect?" I muttered as I followed a good distance behind him. I admired the way he glided across the carpeting with no effort. The way he was biting his bottom lip in concentration looking for Niall's flat. I guess I was to preoccupied because I fell flat on my face. " Bloody hell Harry! Look where you're going!" Louis bellowed playfully was he helped me up. I groaned in response. He stifled a laugh as he held my hand leading me around the door mats in the corridor.  Soon we came to halt. I peered over Louis' broad shoulder to see a very nervous looking Zayn. Louis drooped my hand. I felt disappointment wash over me as the warm feeling disappeared from my hand. I wasn't allowed to wallow in to much self pity as the door was swung open by Niall. No one said a word as we entered his flat. Niall picked the phone up and whispered into the receiver. " Already ahead of you Niall." Liam said walking trough the door and locking it behind him. Zayn saw Liam walk in and blushed immediately and turned his head to face the other way. "Oh, looks like I was right, we all had the same odd dream. " Niall spoke. Not a sound could be heard. " Now boys it's nothing to be ashamed of." Liam spoke like the dad we knew he was. " Yes, it is. I shouldn't have dreams about my best friends like that!"I yelled and sat down on the sofa in a huff. " Now don't get upset, we have to leave to rehearse." Liam spoke while walking out the door. We all followed behind him silently.   
      I walked to the big black van with tinted windows, and saw Liam seated in the back. I looked to the front and saw Niall sitting shotgun. I dreaded the awkward silence that was going to take over the van. And of course the inevitable happened. The raw emotion could be cut like an ice cream cake though it wouldn't melt. I sat as far away from Louis as possible. I could tell he was doing the same thing. I stared out the window trying to get my brain to quash all the memories of  the dream that danced around in my head. They teased me easily and I got a boner in response. I know that I'm gay. That's one truth that seeped into the dream, but I wonder what other truths crawled in. I tried to repress my pent up sexual tension to no avail. I only hoped no one would notice and question me about it. The car came to an abrupt stop. We all headed to the arena to practice. The practice was really awkward and hateful glances were shot from one member to the other. As Louis and I approached our flat he turned paper white. "Are you okay Louis?" I asked tentatively. This was the first word we'd spoken since this morning. "Yyyeah I'm fine. I just need to lie down." he said with a shaky breath. I hurried ahead of him and opened the door. When he got inside he collapsed on the couch. I walked over to him with concern clearly written all over my now pale face. I sat down next to the older boy as he retracted his arm away from mine. I managed to grasp his wrist. In that moment he hissed in pain and yanked his arm away from mine. I felt a wet substance on my hand. I looked down to see a crimson puddle resting on my palm. " Bboo bear what dddid you ddo?" I quaked. He burst into tears as he got up and ran to the bathroom door and locked it behind him.  I flew to the door and started pounding on it repeatedly with my fists. " Louis come out I'm not mad! I just wan to see if you're okay!" I screamed as tears slipped down my face. "Louis come out please." I begged softly. " No! Just leave me alone Harry." His voice boomed through the thick wood door. " Louis, just tell me why you would do this?" I requested gently. " I just can't deal with it. This dream is tearing us apart. It means nothing." He explained while sniffling. " I know, lou bear. Don't worry nothing bad is going to happen. We're brothers nothing can tear us apart," I said trying my best to reassure him, " now tell me the real reason you're so upset." " Well, I figured out something about myself today.I'm," he paused," I'm bi." I was in shock. does that mean he might like me? Am I ready for such a change in relationship. I slid down the wall opposite to the door. " I knew you would hate me!" Louis exclaimed while sobbing loudly. " No I don't. It doesn't matter who you love. Remember love knows no gender." I whispered loud enough so he could hear me. The door slowly creeked open. The bathroom floor was covered in Louis' crimson blood. I walked over to him and picked him up bridal style and placed him on the toilet. I cleaned the cuts on his wrist that were oozing the metallic smelling liquid. I bandaged him up and carried him off to bed. For the next hour I proceeded to clean the now slasher scene look alike bathroom. I took a shower and after that I headed to Louis' room to check on him. He was asleep. I smiled slightly and walked over to his bed. I sat on the edge and played with his feather light brown hair. His light blue eyes fluttered open. His usually  cheerful smile wasn't plastered on his face. Instead I saw a frown that made him look like a young child who didn't get what they wanted. " Harry come here and lay down next to me," he ordered," I thought you were already here." I did exactly what he told me. I wrapped my long arms around his waist as he snuggled his head into chest. " Haz?" Louis questioned. " Yes" I replied sleepily. " I love you."he said. " Love you to Lou bear." I responded. " No, I mean more than that." he stated while burring his head deeper into my chest. " Me too lou, me too." I spoke while a big smile etched it's was on my face. I felt him pull my head closer to his and soon my thin lips were pressed against his plump ones. I melted into the kiss telling him everything that I couldn't with words. He kissed me sweetly and tenderly trying to tell me he would never hurt me. As we pulled away I sighed. " Haz, will you be my boyfriend?" Louis inquired. " You didn't even have to ask." I muttered as I pushed my lips to his. I only hoped that  our relationship didn't stay in the four corners of a room.

(guys I feel bad for not updating all week but I'm going to try to update like 3 more chapters in the next few days. Tell me your thoughts on this chapter and thank you for giving this story a chance.)

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