Slash(boyxboy) MA don't hate. Don't like boyxboy action don't read. I knew he was finally sleep and it was safe to open my weary eyes. I took in his masculine but feminine features. His eyelashes were thick, long and looked soft to the touch. His high cheek bones accentuated his straight cut jaw line. Cheeks were still a light pink color from when he blushed before.His shiny light brown hair swept just over his closed eyes.He is the definition of yang. Light, hot, assertive, and fiery while I'm the yin dark, cool, receptive, and moist. Together we make a whole. We are balanced and harmonious around each other. He completes me the yang to my yin. I closed my eyes hoping that he would still be next to me when I woke up.


5. Give me love (chapter 5)

Zayn's P.O.V

   I locked my heavy metal apartment door and slid down to the floor in tears. I know for a fact that he lied to me, he doesn't love me. I'm all alone and it's my fault yet again. I can't do anything right. I can't do this anymore. I walked into my guest bedroom. I couldn't go into my own room because of all the memories that just occurred recently in there. I looked around for anything I could use to alleviate the constant pain in my chest. I looked through the closet, the bureau, the night stand, even under the bed and I still had nothing. I heard my phone go off in the distance, but I was to busy wallowing in self pity to care. Then the stress just took over and I passed out.
   It was 9:00am when I woke up again. I stood up groggily off of the comfortable warm floor in the guest bedroom and tried to force my vision into concentration. When I could finally see straight I shuffled lethargically over to where my phone laid perched against my front door. The constant buzzing noise it let off I could tell I had a text. "It better not be from Liam." I muttered to my self bitterly. I opened my phone to see it was a text from Harry.

to: Zayn

Zayn we have an emergency band meeting in an hour at Liam's flat.

sent 7:56am

Shit I don't want to go back there. Fuck my Life. I walked resistantly down the now narrowing  corridor. What have I gotten my self into.

Liam's P.O.V.

 Zayn Opened my flat door. I looked at him with pleading eyes to just give me a chance to explain. But he turned his head to look in the other direction. I sighed and at the blank wall again. I really fucked up this time. Niall came over and sat by my side. "Liam I'm sorry It's all my fault." Niall choked through tears. " No it's not. It's all my fault. I shouldn't of used him like that." I whispered as tears streamed down my puffy flushed face. Niall hugged me close as I sobbed hysterically into his chest. When I finally pulled my self together. I looked around the room to find Zayn in the corner with his eyes concentrated on his phone. Harry stumbled into the room again.Everyone's eyes were on him. " So lets get these problems solved." he slurred."So to my understanding Nosh is real, no one has a girlfriend and I'm gay" He slurred matter of factly. All anyone did was nod. "Has anyone heard any thing from Paul?"He questioned." I nodded and said " Yeah. we have four more weeks off to solve our issues." he was quiet for a moment then replied "Great!I think Nosh has had to deal with enough stress so go on a vacation. Zayn should also do the same to sort out his emotions . When I get better I can look after Liam. And Louis needs some time to himself preferably in his apartment. Does everyone agree?" Everyone nodded "In one week you guys will go on vacation,"He stated "Then we will all meet back here before the third week is up to discuss things as a band." He drifted into sleep again. I sighed. He shouldn't be looking after me when he's that ill. I watched Louis closely as he made his way over to Harry. Pure concern took over his expression once again. But i saw something else as well. I saw full adoration. "Does Louis have a thing for Harry?" I muttered quietly to myself. Louis carried harry once again in his arms to my guest bedroom. I excused myself and followed Louis. He entered the room and place Harry under the plush navy blue covers. Harry reached his arms out with his eyes closed and whimpered " Louis will you stay with me?" Louis blushed and climbed into the bed with the younger lad. Harry wrapped his long arms around Louis' waist. "Love you." I heard Harry mumble. Are they together? I made my way over to Niall who was in the kitchen. I pulled him into my disaster area of a room. "Niall, do you think Harry and Lou are together?" I said as I Closed and locked the door. "Of course! Where did you think Lou is?" Niall said sarcastically. "No, not like that Niall. I mean like a couple?" He was just about to reply when i heard a knock on the door. I opened it to see Josh standing there. "Um..... uh..... I jut wanted to say good-bye to Niall before I left." Josh said nervously. Niall leapt into Josh's opened arms. As they kissed passionately, I couldn't help but wounder if Zayn and I could ever be like that. No, I'm not jealous I'm actually very happy for them, but I want the type of love they share with Zayn. What kind of person am I! It hasn't been 24 hours since I broke up with Danielle and I'm already attracted to another person.  Niall locked the door after Josh left. I smirked at Niall who immediately blushed after he realized I had seen the whole thing. "Right," Niall cleared his throat,"I was saying that no, they're just really good friends." "sure,"I laughed ", and I hate Toy Story ! C'mon Niall! Open your eyes! Don't you see the way they look at each other. I don't think I've seen two people so in love, well besides you and Josh." "You knew?!" Niall yelled " No, but there's this look people get in their eyes when they have found their soul mate." I replied. "Really?" Niall asked quizzically. "Of course. Just pay attention next time they're together." I stated all knowingly. And with that I unlocked the door. " Niall do you want me to make pancakes?" I asked while opening the refrigerator. "YES!" Niall yelled while dancing around in a circle. I laughed and started to make break feast.

Zayn's P.O.V

I must of fallen asleep because When I woke up I smelled the sweet aroma of pancakes and bacon. Seems like someones making break feast. I poked my head into the kitchen to see Liam stirring the batter and flipping pancakes while Niall sat on the counter watching.My stomach rumbled loudly which got the attention of the two boys. I blushed as Niall patted the spot next him. I walked over and sat next to him. As I watched Liam work effortlessly this one line of an Ed Sheeran song was stuck in my head.
"Give a little time to me, or burn this out, We'll play hide and seek to
Turn this around, And all I want is the taste that your lips allow, My, my,
My, my, oh give me love, my, my, my, my, oh give me love."
I can relate completely. Soon the food was ready and a sleepy Harry wandered into the room with a blushing Louis right behind him. I wonder what that's all about. I sat quietly eating my food as the rest of the boys chatted away like normal. "Zayn so have you thought where you're going on vacation?" Louis asked he searched for more bacon. "I was thinking," I took a sip of my drink and continued ", Somewhere warm and tropical." "Ah! Nice you're going to score so many sexy girls." Louis winked as he said so. Liam excused himself to the bathroom. I blushed and watched Liam walk away.

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