Broken Memory and Broken Heart

This is a story about a girl who loses her memory and her parents, Daren Grace and Jessica Grace in a horrible car accident, she cant remember anything so the doctor put her into a place where teenagers go to get better, like a rehab but it also had people like her who couldn't remember anything so that she could get help and try to remember when she meets a boy her whole unknown life changes and since she cant remember anything about herself or her parents she doesn't know what to do, can she trust this boy? when she starts having horrible nightmares that might be reality this girl doesn't know what to do at all, and to top it all of does she already have a love interest? This one car accident could change her entirely.

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6. Leave me alone

"Hey, why weren't you at lunch?" great I would need to explain get in a fight so I could do what i needed to do "Um......I-I" I had no idea what to say, I guess I should have thought that through during lunch "What is it?" He looked sad like he did during lunch and he put his hands on my shoulder sending shivers down my spine, he was trying to comfort me, probably thinking that something bad had happened but all I was doing was avoiding him making me feel guilty and like I was a bad person, why did he have this effect on me? I knew the only thing to do was to get him mad at me even if  I didint want him to "Just leave me alone" I couldint look at him at all, he just let go of me and I knew he was confused "But w-what.....what happened?" his voice was shaky, I still couldint look him in the eyes I was already going to cry "just leave me alone" thats all I could manage to say and with that i walked away still not looking up and sort of nudged him in the shoulder walking away from him, I was going to cry so I ran away to my room and sat on my bed smashing my head in my pillow, he was my only friend here and I did have feelings for him but as much as this upset me I needed to do this if not for me for him, he deserves better then a girl who doesint even know herself. 

Why does this get to me? I dont even know him that well, maybe its because hes the only one I could really connect with here at all and I know that I have feelings for him but that doesint matter, I need to focus on learning about myself i mean that is why i am at this hell hole, so for starters what the hell is going on in my nightmares? the sharp pain that I felt in my back with a cold metal knife cutting my flesh like scissors to paper, there is only one way to find out if its real or not, knifes usually leave scars and if was as deep as it felt I would have one.

I went to the bathroom with a tiny mirror that they had in every room and locked the door "Oh my god" I whispered to myself this scar was long it went from the back of my shoulder towards my spine making it longer the goes deeper along my spine and stops just in the middle of my back, it wasint noticeable till it hit next to my spine where it looked like it went the deepest, luckily I dont think anyone saw it with me just wearing t-shirts and my hair down most of the time, it was covered.....hopefully.

After that I just went into my room and started crying, knowing that my nightmares where true are just nightmares it self, if the man cutting me and beating that women was my father and that women was my mother, I dont even know if I want to know myself anymore but I know I have to because I have no one in the world and living here for the rest of my life isint gonna work out either, so that still leaves out taking to Jake, no matter how badly I want to, it will only make me weaker somehow, so whats my next move? I'm just so confused with myself right now I only know a little piece of myself and with that I am still uncertain about the past and what am I going to do with the future? should I just create a new me? or try to get back the old me while I can?

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